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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 3:49:00 PM
celebrate destruction


beaker a flatbottomed cylindrical container made of glass or plastic; used for chemistry


That's funny, because me and Vivs were discussing which subjects we were planning to take in Year 11/12 (yes, way too much thinking ahead) but chemistry, to quote something I said today, even though it seems very interesting, doesn't interest me. I already had a few problems naming covalent and ionic compounds and learning how to use the Periodic Table, god it seems confusing. Vivs explained to me all the science-y subjects, like biology is the study of living things and stuff, and physics is like how things move or something. In general, I hate all of them because we all know how much I suck at science, but I guess you have to take at least one of them. There was a point, during this discussion, that I proclaimed I would not be taking maths. But then I thought about it and my parents would disown me or something, so no. Taking maths. As for english, well, definitely taking that because a) it's kinda compulsory, b) I like english :D Not saying that I like my current english teacher, he is the most boringest teacher, every lesson it's the same old same old, every lesson he's always like, "MAKE SURE YOU INCLUDE EVIDENCE!" "WHAT ARE ... CALLED?" "MAKE SURE YOU ALWAYS DRAFT!" Dude, I want to learn something new. Like I said before, I hate science because I suck at it, but I enjoy the classes more because I learn new things, we do new things, we don't just analyse texts and write down evidence to support our statements. Yes, I know that's what english is, but my previous teachers have always made it an enjoyable subject, ugh. My teacher hasn't even heard of the book Holes! And I have not got around to reading it but Vivian said it was a good book so ha! Some evidence there for you.

+ You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole and convinced yourself that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore. I'm still waiting for an explanation, a reason, is it even that much compared to everything I've been through, just with a hope that things will become better for us? For nothing, because really, you still don't notice I'm here, needing you.

Noticing that was an extremely long paragraph, I will make this paragraph short.

Today in math, we started a new topic; Exploring Data. I remember this topic, basically because I learnt nothing on it last year, which was cos I moved up to A1 and Mr Gee was such a bludge. Yeah, anyway, we had a Frequency Histogram Table and Mr Dillion points to our total which was "30" and he's like "So, what's this?" And Alan screams out, "30!" in a silent classroom and Mr Dillion's like, "I know it's 30. Duh. I meant what it stood for." :L

Fact #6 Apple and strawberry juice tastes nice.

You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole and you'll sleep till May and you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore.

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Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 5:38:00 PM
uhu craft glue


Ladies and gentlemen, I got the McDonald's job :D Yeah, to all those people laughing at me, shush! :L Vanessa and Mitch got in too, so hopefully I'll be working with them, colleagues, man (h)

Got email last night at 9:03PM, informing me that I got in and that I also had to read a Restaurants Basics and Training Module, then take a quiz which I had to get over 80% to pass. Tick, tick, done all that, so now just waiting for them to call me and schedule my first shift :) Thanks to everyone who've wished me luck, asked me about the results, yadiya, made me feel loved :D


Haven't even received my pay or anything and I'm already looking up things to buy, rofl. Nah, but I've been doing that since forever so yeah (h)



Flash Point $69.95 @ Sportsgirl

Omg, they're so pretty. I'd only wear them to church events or something I guess, so no point in getting them. But omg, currently drooling over them.



Divide Audio $49.94 @ Billabong

What does internal headphones mean? I know what it means.. but like, I've never seen a beanie with built in headphones? Whoa? I feel so stupid.

Fact #5 My fringe is too short.

Margaret looks cool with her fringe. Unlike me, freaking short ass piece of!

Today in history, Mr Kearney was talking about figuring out what a word means by reading in context. We ended up having a very interesting conversation about bananas.

Mr Kearney: -something about being in another country and wanting to buy bananas at a fruit market, only understanding a few words but still getting the price of the bananas and the word 'banana' and so therefore, being able to purchase his bananas-
Clare: But what happens if she gives you an apple instead?
Mr Kearney: Then I'll just point at the bananas.
Cecilia: But what happens if you didn't want bananas?
Mr Kearney: I wanted the bananas.
Cecilia: Yeah, but-
Mr Kearney: Okay, let's move away from the bananas.

Naming compounds in science was confusing. Mrs Contardo wasn't much help, even with the aid of two teacher science books.

Off to do homework, till next time crunchy nuts ♥

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Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 9:39:00 PM
hollywood hills and surburban thrills


Our eyes met for the first time, in a long time, and I recognised the feeling.


Yeah, I took that photo a while ago but I absolutely love that wallpaper! It was at a Masterton display home, the Chisholm Lodge Grande which is like heaven, really, go visit it :)

I didn't talk about my haircut yesterday, probably because I was too upset about the Swans but anyway, so I went hairdressers, decided to go boxhead again. The hairdresser lady cuts it short, saying it's better cos then I won't have to visit her too frequently, waste money and all this shit and so my fringe is short, too short for my liking. It's beastly. Margaret got bangs too, but hers are like up to her eyelashes, how awesome is that, whereas mine are like, above my eyebrows. I hate haircuts. Please don't laugh at me tomorrow.

Still haven't heard back from McDonald's, they're keeping me, Mitch and Vanessa hanging! :(

Fact #4 It's only $50 for Gold Seating at a Swans game for students and pensioners.

It sucks how I don't have a good voice and how most of the songs I want to sing are sung by guys. It's too low, and I can't sing one octave above so like, if I wanted Thai to learn a song so that I could sing it, we'd have to transpose it and everything which is too much of a hassle. Ugh.

Me and Angela were talking about Tiffany & Co jewellery. I went on the site and some of the rings that I like are like, over $4000 :L



I like the Return To Tiffany collection but everything's so nice. There was this "I♥U" drop necklace thing but yeah, not much I can afford or would consider buying anyway :L

EDIT OMG I JUST GOT THE MACCAS EMAIL AND I GOT THE JOB! THANKYOU PETER SWAIN, OFF TO DO MACCAS QUIZ AND STUFF, GOODNIGHT GUYS ♥

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Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 4:22:00 PM
glockenspiel


No, this trick won't work. How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?


         I'm currently rewatching It Started With A Kiss and it's so sweet. Especially when Zhi Shu kissed Xiang Qin unexpectedly (photo up there). Yeah, watch it if you haven't here.
         Yeah, so I got full marks for my extended response task in English and now I find out it's not gonna be counted because not many people did well in it? What kind of injustice is that :(
         I've been nagging my Dad for a Whopper from Hungry Jacks all day. There's too many Hungry Jacks ads on TV.
         Swans lost, how is that even possible, they were doing so well, so so so well, in the first quarter. Like, 28 - 1. Then Swans stayed on 36 for about three quarters or so. I'm so disappointed :(
         Earth Hour 8:30 - 9:30. Twas fun lighting the candles LOL, or as Nathan put it "one hour of tripping over everything in your house".
         I still haven't gotten my results from McDonalds! Argh, I was reading some guy's answers on Yahoo!Answers and apparently he never got a reply. Hmph, if that happens to me, I'm going to be like, agianst McDoanlds forever. Not their soft serves though, they're cool :)
         All in all, a horrible day. Till next time, chocolate bunnies.


You have always considered yourself my first love. That's the thing, you. Not me.

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Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 8:23:00 PM
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For every time he's ever made me cry myself to sleep, I scar you instead.

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@ 6:19:00 PM
hump de bump


lemon lime bitter a mixed drink that is often considered to be non-alcoholic cocktail due to its very low alcohol content, made with lemonade, lime juice or cordial, and a bitters.


I love lemon lime bitters. Had my first one in years today.
I hate the question "So, why should I choose you over everyone here today?"
I think I should do my truong homework. ASAP.

Had my interview at McDonald's today! It was scary, we didn't get the interviewer that we were supposed to get, Joanne Bishop, we got another guy, I think he was the manager? Peter Swain or something? Mitchell was first, then Vanessa, then me. Yeah, I got so nervous. He only asked me four questions, typical interview questions I guess:

¶ Why do you want to work at McDonald's, out of all the places?
¶ Where do you see yourself after school?
¶ Why should I choose you over everyone else here today?


Won't tell you my answers, if you really wanna know or something, ask me tomorrow :L Oh and thanks Alvin and Aldrich for wishing me luck at the end of period 6 and Alan and Michelle and Margaret for asking me how it went as soon as I got online and Margaret for calling me like, three times in one hour :) Yeah, and Monica and Andy just then LOL. Okay, I'll stop now, I'll have too many people to name :L

FACT #3 I will get 50% off all food if I get the McDonald's position

Got english results back, did pretty well, quite happy with my mark! Screw the first question, who got it right? Comment and tell me the answer! :L

I want a Wall-e or Eva plush!

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 5:16:00 PM
t-t-t-tongues


im boring but overcompensate with flash flash flash photography


I like catching the normal train on Wednesdays.
I hate Ultimate Frisbee.
I'm listening to Don't Trust Me by 3OH!3.

A whole magazine focusing on the Swans AFL Season for 2009- does it get any better?

Well, actually, it does. Alan calling himself a "tb slut" today and rolling up his sleeves and tucking his shirt in. And pulling his shirt down to reveal his shoulders, flicking his hair, unzipping his trousers the most they could be unzipped. Rofl, "I'm a tb slut, bitches! -flicks hair-" A bit over dramatic, Alan :P

FACT #2 I can't throw a frisbee properly.

Once again in sport, Keagan/Hancock/Smith keeps us back after the bell. Apparently, Mitchell's team was playing an all girl's team and Keagen tells them off because they're 'being intimidating and aggressive on the girls'. So Mitchell's team calms down a bit, stops taking it seriously, and they get told off for 'being sexist, going easy on them just because they're girls'. Then made Mitchell and his team run laps. Yeah, come on, what kind of sport is Ultimate Frisbee anyway. I loved how Mitchell said "stupid bitch with that huge cellulite ass!" :L Thanks Michelle for shouting me a drink! :)

JOB INTERVIEW TOMORROW! Oh my, me and Mitchell have our clothing stuff sorted out, finally, and we're now slightly nervous about our answers. I guess, go with the flow, don't seem too overprepared but what happens if I blank out. Oh deary.

I think Vivian's at some buffet and Margaret's getting a haircut. Oh, my friends lead such interesting lives. Till next time, chocolate bunnies ♥

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 4:24:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TROY


A newspaper article I found on AFL and particularly the Swans, haven't seen one in a while, AFL SEASON STARTING THIS WEEK PEOPLE :D And some new scrapbooking stuff that I bought! Handmade flowers, rhinestones and animal stickers. Too cute.

Do the Helen Keller.


I love: the new purple, grape flavoured TNTs.
I hate: people who blame their decisions on others.
I'm listening to: HeroHeroine by Boys Like Girls.

Agriculture today involved observing sheep going through crutching, collecting bits of wool and weeds. More weeds, yes, I looked like a weirdo at Fairfield station, holding a big ginormous weed walking around, and Viv's right, Cindy has like more than 10 weeds and she's still collecting! I mean, that's a good thing but wow, nobody is that enthusiastic over weeds. And here is how many books I had to pile on top because of how big and thick my weed is (the weed stretches over two phone books so I had to stack TWO piles of books):



"There's ugly, there's ugly beyond belief, then there's ugly who thinks they're the prettiest and that's the kind I'm scared of" ;L

Math was the highlight of the day, where Thai proposed to me. And of course, expected me to go "WTF NO" but I said yes. So now we're engaged. Yeah, Thai gave me a highlighted-on ring. Mm. I think I'm going to break up with him tomorrow. It was funny cos we were talking about marriage and stuff at recess :L Oh and I got 10/10 for my book mark, yay <:o)

FACT#1 I can not stand Impulse sprays. It makes me sneeze.

Margaret is working at the canteen! And she's over-excited and happy and everything. Far out, I should have worked at the canteen, then I could add that on my McDonald's application form. It's just last year, when it was trials for canteen, it was the yearlies week, so of course I would have liked to kept the lunch times to myself to study and revise. Because we all know how much I stress when it comes to exams and assessment tasks. I think I'm getting better. Or not. Concerning music assignment, well let's not talk about that.

JOB INTERVIEW IN TWO DAYS, slightly nervous but very excited on the whole! :) Must go finish homework, till next time lovelies ♥

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Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 4:46:00 PM
i've fought you for too long


hypochondriac an excessive preoccupation or worry about having a serious illness


Music Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3

I couldn't find a good point about me today. -depression-

Mr Peck was absent so we had Mrs Ross. Alan, being the evil he is, sees this as an opportuninty to do what he does best; be evil. After Mrs Ross put the work up on the board, it was nearly complete silence and Alan screams out "Stop copying my work!". So we all thought that was funny, a few giggles, a few heads turned. And then he did it again. Andy, becoming agitated with Alan's sudden false outbursts, waits for Mrs Ross to look away and punches Alan. Alan, instead of stopping, screams out "WHY YOU HIT ME FOR, ANDY?!" and so Andy gets told off and moved. So hilarious.

Job interview on Thursday! Oh my gosh.

People of 9E will know what happened in agriculture today. Mm. No need for me to blog about that. WHO'S GOING PARLIAMENT TOMORROW FOR THE HURLSTONES SALE OF LAND thing? Because I'm not ;(

I ONLY HAVE $1.88 LEFT ON MY ITUNES STORE ACCOUNT

Ta-ta, must go and finish homework and get back on track with notes so I won't be behind for exams, till next time ♥

(P.S. To some of those people, no, I have not only written one blog, go to AFFILIATES, then click on one of the months and yeah, the rest of my blogs are there lolol)

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Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 11:02:00 PM
taking my last chance to burn a bridge or two
If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine






Tutor in the morning was rather uneventful. Though we did read Pride And Prejudice! I did watch it (the one with Keira Knightley), and I do have the book, which I read the first few pages of and gave up because I couldn't undertsand anything. I think I'm going to try again :D Mr Darcy is so much better than Edward. Even though him and Edward are very similar, I must say. Yknow, quiet and observant and all. Edward isn't that much of a snob though. Ah well. EDWARD < MR DARCY :D

I think Vivian told me my life was not boring. I beg to differ, Vivs. (Please send me a postcard from America!)

There was this cockatoo on this tree near my house. And that's a really bad photo cos it was taken on my phone but anyway. It was there for like two days, making all these whistling noises and saying "Hello. Hello Cocky" or even "Hello Cookie" which would make sense since I say it to my dog every morning and every afternoon. Yeah, it got annoying cos I thought it was some boy in some random backyard being stupid. It was distracting, okay. Today, my mum realised it was a cockatoo. Few hours later, these two people come asking and yeah, so they camg nto our backyard but my dog started like, barking crazily so even when they called to the cockatoo (which know I've realised is named Buzz) it couldn't hear. Actually, it heard something, that's why it flew away. Onto the roof of the house two away from mine. So the people left. My mum said my dog was embarrassing. Cookie is not embarrassing. Just doing his job :D

Speaking of jobs, interview on Thursday! Everyone shut up, you can't expect to have a good job at the age of 14 and with no previous experiences or achievements worth bragging.

Now about church. Yeah, church. Shut up, it's actually quite not boring. So I'm in charge of all the music-al related stuff there and in charge of teaching the little kiddies and all. So I had to pick songs and rehearse them for easter. And I decide they all should wear the same dress or colour when they goup to perform so it looks nice, yknow. And so my mum goes, "LETS GO CABRA" so I'm like, yeah, sure cos we were looking for those puffy-ish-silky dresses, yeah I know Margaret would know what I'm talking about because we were talking about them once and she said she had a lot of them :) (see, thats why we're bfflzzzz :L) And so we found a rack that said SALE $15 and so we're choosing and choosing and then we bring it in and the lady goes, "This size, since its bigger, is $20" and I get pissed cos the people at the Cabra shops are so cruel and false advertisingness and I'm like to my mum, "Let's not buy them then." And the lady's like, "Oh ,well there are other designs that are $15". Stupid lady. My mum went back to that shop alone anyway cos she didn't like the other dresses we found. Meh. Thing is, with Cabra shops, once you buy, it's like, you come back and they hate you. The concept of exchanging or refunding is like beyond comprehension to them. I saw this lady try to exchange because a button fell off or something and the lady (the one that said TWENTY DOLLARS TWENTY DOLLARS to me) was like "Look, I'm already doing you a big favour, just a new coat, not the shirt underneath it as well, for all I know you could have ripped off the button" (Yes, in english to the english lady) and the english lady was like all mad. Yeah. That's why I only like going grocery shopping there (cos it's okay) and sugar cane drink shopping there or waffle shopping there or Lucky Cup or Breadtop or Sushi Hub shopping there.

Yeah. Off to bed now, till next time muffins ♥

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Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 8:14:00 PM
you're the only fish in the sea to me


once a whore, you're nothing more
i'm sorry that will never change


I love talking to Alan, he makes me laugh so much.

Region of lines is so freaking confusing. Someone please explain to me. Sir came in and sat next to me today, and he picked up my Smiggle rubber and started looking at it. And he also called me slow. At least he didn't tell me off like he usually would. Wow, Sir is getting extremely softer and less strict. Extremely. I finished reading Shane today! Omg it is so boring. Basically, as I was explaining to Genevieve, some guy rides on a horse into town, stays at this guy's house, gets into a fight, kills the opponents, rides away. And it's a freaking novel and everything, who cares, more to the point, why are we doing Western. Why didn't Mr Wenban choose Sci-Fi. Eughhh I always hate texts we study in class. The best would have been in year 5 when I did Hating Alison Ashley. :)

Me and Thai are not doing Talent Quest anymore cos we're too chicken. Year Assembly here we come? :)

Hot and Spicy Fillet Hot Box from KFC isn't THAT nice. The fillets are a bit.. yeah, not that nice. I'll still try the kebab though :)

Vivian, I want you to buy me something from America. I'll give you the money if you work it out in Australian Dollars? :D :D Oh and of course, get me Hersheys. If it's less expensive over there LOL.

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Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 4:36:00 PM
you're the reason im at a dead end


avoid to endeavour not to meet.


Yesterday Went Macarthur Square with Mitchell! Me and Mitch fulfilled our dreams by climbing the escalators, trudging the many miles, and finally into Smiggle! For the March Madness sale! We reached the peak :D The gnome money boxes are only $2 even though I've never really quite liked them but my mum told me to buy some. I don't know why. Whatever. :L Friends on DVD is now back up to $37.99 at JB like WTF IT USED TO BE $20 :( And I only bought Season 6 and 9, argh, I wanted 5-10 at least.
Today Is there a science lesson with Geerling that isn't completely and utterly hilarious? He confiscated Jedda's Impulse Body Spray and started reading it. Like, the back of Impulse bottles are full bimbo language, man, and he's all "Whatever it is, get YOUR Groove on with new Impulse Groove!" :L Then he sprayed it and like, "You all can be BOOTYLICIOUS NOW." :L Went on to questioning why we used the word "like" so many times in our sentences. Claire couldn't go two words without the word like. Claire could barely speak when Sir banned her :L

AND VIVIAN GOT A HAIRCUT LIKE OMG SO SEXY VIVS! (Her first fringe :D)
And we were talking about it and we found out we go to the same hairdresser :D

All I need is a sign from you, that you think of me.

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 7:37:00 PM
lets burn our dreams into the skyline


manipulate to influence or control shrewdly or deviously


Mood Neutral
Music Stay Young by We The Kings

Let's get this straight: I don't care if you were directing it at me or not. The mere thought of you acting so full of yourself is just sick. It's a wonder who would want your company. So get over it and get a grip. Don't complain when you've made other people's lives hell. Don't put that smile on your face. Don't think you deserve what others get. Don't call me sweetheart.

Margaret, I need to tell you something, remind me tomorrow because I'm absolutely certain I will forget :)

Rofl today at lunch, Margaret bought a Bacon Bun and a Hot Dog with mustard and tomato sauce. And that soft drink from the bakery in the morning. Vivian was laughing and teasing Margaret about being unhealthy. It was funny. I then asked Margaret, "Hey, wanna come buy a TNT with me?" and Margaret's like "YEAH!" :L :L Supersize us.

Someone come watch a movie with me! Please, please.

Talent Quest, found out we're doing it with Year 10. So Thai and me are all freaked so I don't think we're gonna do it :L That's not stopping Alan and Aldrich though haha.

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Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 9:49:00 PM
im listening to too much rnb


Mood Drained
Music On and On by Utada Hikaru

snob a person who seeks to be a member of the upper classes and looks down on other classes such as lower classes


I will forgive you once you tell me reasons why you're so much better than all of us. I promise.

Rofl today in english, we started a new topic: THE WESTERN. Okay, so then Mr Wenban starts going on about how this guy, Sam Colt, created some gun called the peacemaker. Then he went on to explain that it was also called the widow-maker, for obvious reasons. Then Claire asks, "So, what's the matchmaker?" And Sir's like, lost, he's like ".. what? Where?" :L Claire's so cute.

We also had a double ag so we had prac for a second time this year, I think! Haha, we were herding sheep and we failed so many times. Building a wall is harder than you think and when a sheep kinda walks your way, you get scared, run out of the way, resulting in a big gap in your 'wall' so then they escape. We were successful on our third try, it was hilarious. Throwing sheep was fun, I only got to watch though. Because everyone kept piling in and Thomson had to have like 23 turns because his sheep kept jumping up. Fun, fun.

My dad's new car is cool. The GPS thing is annoying when it talks though, stupid lady. I found myself yelling at her, rofl. And now I can just plg my iPod into this plug thing and listen to it so I won't have to bring like 340072 CDs when we go somewhere. And the reverse sensors are cool. Cool. Headache.

I think my body's shutting down. No offence to those who's bodies are actually.. really shutting down but god, I'm so sick it's not funny. Nosebleeds, headaches, sore throat, aching joints, bleeding lip. :'(

I made a chocolate cake yesterday :3 Yeah, the writing gel kinda ruined it rofl.


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Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 11:13:00 AM
im raising my love flag

you keep on hurting my feelings
and i bleed for the mistakes that you make
but i know one day that you will pay
for starting this whole thing
you'll do whatever, for me to take you back
i just want you to know i cant let you go


Music Love Flag by Jackie Boyz (thanks Margaret!)
Mood Neutral

Read Oliver Twist in english today. The thing is, with these texts, it's interesting when you read it in class because theateacher's there to explain everything, but I swear, if I had to read it by myself, I'd pass out in a few minutes. The language is so complicated it's not even, yknow, funny. These few girls were talking about how they had an assessment task and I'm thinking, probably not as bad as ours, freaking hell, analysing a poem that meant gibberish to me. Stay tuned for my appalling mark, if you're bothered.

I want to go Sportsgirl. Just to look at the clothes cos I can't afford it. My life is so sad. I wish I was rich as Angela. Doesn't everyone? :L

While having lunch, the bowl knocked really hard onto my teeth. And now it hurts. Far out. And I just realised I have heaps of homework from Wenban and Kearney, sheesh, they just love giving eassays and mini class tasks. ARRRRGG.

Church next, till next time, lovely ♥

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Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 9:09:00 PM
surrendering my love



youre gonna be in the emergency room. im standing by your bed and so tempted to pull out your iv. youre gonna be in the emergency room, im fighting with myself, i cant hurt you even though you hurt me. youre gonna be in the emergency room trying to call a nurse but nobody can help you now. let me see you try to live without me. now wheres your heartbeat? flat line on the ekg.


I'm eating Gourmet Yoghurt to make myself feel special. I'm such a sad person.

The crazy weather is really getting to me.

Was woken up today by my mum telling my sister to get up and get ready for piano, which was at 9. It was 8:45am. Then I check my phone and get two texts from the teacher asking my sister to come on another day. So I was woken up for nothing, basically. yawn Slept for another 2 hours, wake up, went on Genevieve's blogspot, found www.fmylife.com. Hilarious, reminds me of PostSecret, thanks G :)

Had banh xeo for lunch. I didn't like it. And I was really hungry. So after a disappointing lunch, I went back to sleep. Woke up at 3:20 and realised I had to get ready for MY piano lesson -___-'

Grocery shopping afterwards. My mum bought basa fillets for dinner, mmmm, loved them :D I saw seafood sauce on sale and didnt buy it, argh. I bumped into two people at Coles. This lady just said "That's okay" though she looked extremely pissed off. She seemed a bit up herself too 8-)

Must go finish english homework.

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Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 10:44:00 PM
you NEVER, EVER let me in


im fighting with myself
i cant hurt you, even though you hurt me



Music Emergency Room by Rihanna ft Mario
Mood Ungratified

Since when did arguments become newsworthy?

Browsing through Sportsgirl, SOME, let me stress, SOME, of the things I really want! :L Not like I'm gonna get any of them, too expensive :'( Gosh, I really need proper clothes for my job interview. Even though some people say screw it, it's just Maccas and you're just 14 (by people I mean people on Yahoo!Answers LOL) and some say you should dress properly for ANY interview. Hm.


Biker Jacket $119.95



Sequin Bomber $149.95

The page was getting too long.

Omg I was talking to Wilson and he was telling me about this thing that happenend in his IPT class. Well cos in room 43 or whatever room, the one in the Tas block with computers, well the clock is up on the whiteboard and when you use the overhead projector, the clock makes it hard to read so Mr Payne took it down and placed it on the floor/table somewhere. Then class finished, everyone left.

Wilson was playing handball, with his friends, all delighted and happy, when MR PAYNE CAME CHARGING IN AND DEMANDING TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO THE CLOCK BECAUSE IT WAS GONE :O

Lol, Mr Payne does all this investigating. The next lesson he stated, "I want to talk about something. This thing made my impression of the class lower." Seriously, who would steal a clock? And even so, so?! It's a clock! They come for free from the office, rofl. And some clocks have like "Property Of Robyn Keagan" like Mrs Keagan's clock but that's a different story altogether.

Few days later, clock turned up in the Donut Quad in the donut? LOL MUCH? Oh how I love talking to Wilson, always interesting :) (See Wilson, you are not going to die.)

Nooow, REVIEW TIME! :) Havent done one of these in a long time.

MY SISTERS KEEPER
9.5/10




Jodi Picoult is amazing. Descriptive, capturing. You know how when you write a story or something, you want to end each paragraph or the whole story with a "good line"? Well, if you know what I mean, Picoult does that so so so so well. About a girl who was conceived mainly to donate organs and bone marrow to her elder sister, finally realising she doesn't want to anymore and suing her parents. Told in 4 different point of views, even better :D AND I JUST FOUND OUT THERES GONNA BE A MOVIE OF IT OMG YAY :D And that Dakota Fanning was going to play the characters but realised she had to shave her head and pulled out :L

Which reminds me, World's Greatest Shave! Go Kabir, you look the same anyway :P

Till next time, lovely ♥

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Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 5:13:00 PM
tell me off so I can turn off the lights


juxtapose to place side by side, especially for contrast or comparison


Mood Ecstatic
Music Shake It by Metro Station

Yesterday Watched Supersize Me. It had the reverse effect on most people, after we were let out of the hall, most year 9s were rushing to the canteen. Now that's lol. During sport it started raining, so we all ran into the hall and my hair was horrible and we were all soaking. Bleh. At least we got out of another 20 minutes of soccer.
Today ENGLISH ASSESSMENT TASK > OUT, OUT by ROBERT FROST. Did anybody actually understood it fully? Cos I didn't and most people that I talked to bullshitted the whole two pages we had to write. Yeah, and I got so pissed cos I was gonna use the word "amputated" but then I wrote cut off and so I liquid paper-ed it out and forgot to write it in and i was stressing my ass off cos it was the longest and smartest word I was gonna use :'( FAR OUT.

And I bought another butterfly pin, ooh la la. I have two now, they're pretty. I want a pink one. I saw a girl with 6 and I'm like wow, that's $12. Then I calculated that I've spent $12 in two weeks on charity stuff. Speaking of, that, stuff, World's Greatest Shave tomorrow! Kabirrrr is shaving :3

My mum said when she was at home alone at like 1 or something, some guy walked into our driveway, walked out, stood at the front, walked back in, walked out, then walked onto our patio, then walked back out, then stood and watched a bit then walked right into our backyard, then walked out and left :| If you don't see me tomorrow, then you'll know I'm dead.

Yep, that's my life. Living in fear of being killed by some weirdo man.

Thankyou Annie for the nail polish! I absolutely love the colour. And thankyou Thai for agreeing with the songs I want to perform and putting in the effort to learn them for me! REALLY REALLY APPRECIATED AND GRATEFUL :) ♥

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 4:02:00 PM
love comes around


he shoots the bullet, i hold out the shield
that is not called retaliation


Mood Neutral
Music Opinions Won't Keep You Warm At Night by Kisschasy

Rather interesting day, actually. For PE, Mr Hughes informs us that we have to get into a group of 4 and split 8 legs of the race between us, he doesn't care who does what just as long as you end up totalling 4 runs and 4 swims. (1 swim = 3 laps) Since Vivian, Michelle and Angela couldnt do swimming, I had to do the 4 swims, I wasn't complaining at the beginning tbh. At least I get breaks in between. Angela decides to go first and I get all pissed off when people tell me she's walking it, like far out, I wanted to come at least 5th. Meh. We ended up coming last because after I swam my 9th lap, no one was ready to run and Mr Hughes got all pissed. Meh. 12 laps, 4 legs of the race, at least I burnt a lot of calories :D NOT THAT I ATE ANYTHING IN THE PAST 18 HOURS. :@

Then I was like;

W: Hey Vivian, feel my cheek.
V: WHOA!
W: Yeah, it's like marbles lodged into my jaw.
V: -feels her cheeks for a while- I give up.

Then I get a few people to feel my cheek, OMG MY INTERNET EXPLORER JUST SCREWED LUCKILY BLOGGER SAVES BLOGS LOL, yeah, then everyones like WHOA and feeling their cheeks. Guys, it's swollen lymph nodes. I don't know, some gland thing in your mouth. Mum told me about it few years ago, and I forgot :L

Oh and yes, I revealed my parent's true identity to Vivian today ;D

Vivian found two bucks on the ground, went and spent it on a chocolate milk with Margaret, Margaret reckons it wasnt that nice and so HA VIVIAN YOU WASTED $2 :D

OH AND I GOT AN EMAIL FROM MCDONALDS INVITING ME TO GO FOR AN INTERVIEW! MY JOB APPLICATION IS NOW IN THE.. INTERVIEW STAGE, YES, WISH ME LUCK LOL. :D

Till next time, comment and tagboard! :D ♥

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Monday, March 09, 2009 @ 4:03:00 PM
fried chicken? fricken?


Music Weather Girl by Mario
Mood Slightly frustrated
for my baby triplet guinea pigs, click here and scroll!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE
Have fun being fourteen, get a job with me, man! :D ♥


Visit Vivian's page here, rofl, I was helping Vivian come up with a URL and she's like,

V: You know what's a cool word?
W: Spatula?
V: No.
W: What then?
V: Chortle.
W: CHORTLING SPATULAS!

Yeeeeeeah man. We cool.

So I made gingerbread men yesterday. A picture's worth a thousand words, I'll let them tell the story for me:






Those were just half of them, just the ones I decorated so yeah :D

I swear I was cursed today. At the end of lunch, I picked up my TNT wrapping to chuck it, only to have all this melted chocolate flavour ice cream .. thing pour onto my dress. And someone said "OMG it looks like you got really really concentrated periods" and I'm like "Freaking hell, man, SOMEONE GIVE ME WATER PLEASE" and so Vivian stole water out of Danica's bag (it was an emergency) and splashed it onto me and so I walk around with a half soaked dress. Then realising she missed a spot, Vivian asked water from Michelle and she splashed it on the remainder of my dress. It dried in PE :D

Then in History, I get my foot stuck between my chair and Vivian's chair and I get all frustrated cos I can't take it out. Yknow, those good chairs? And anyway, there's like a gap between the two legs on the side of the chair? Well I got it caught there between my chair and Vivian's chair (confusing, I know). Point is, I couldn't get it out and I was like, OMG VIVIAN MY FOOT IS STUCK and it happened twice. Embarrassing. Then the spine of my English book full scratched my leg, freaking hell, by this time Vivian has written a huge "GOD" on book, expressing her concerns with me. I'm sorry, Vivs :D

FAR OUT MISS MILNER ISNT SHAVING WTF, WE RAISED $1000 AND SHE DECIDES NOT TO SHAVE -____- And Mr Geerling's beard, rofl, apparently he didn't know about it so it's not his fault :L BUT MISS MILNER :@

There's an ulcer on my gum and it hurts so much, my tooth is starting to hurt and I don't know if it's the ulver or if my tooth's gonna fall off anymore.

Margaret, get a Blogger already.

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Sunday, March 08, 2009 @ 3:25:00 PM
the real you
Music Hey Boys and Girls by Evermore
Mood Excited

for my baby triplet guinea pigs, click here! (scroll down)

I swear it finally came.
Then the lightning struck and we were never the same.


Today Woke up, tutor. All this preparation for Year 9 NAPLAN is driving me crazy. I am the worst at writing narratives. I am not creative, at all, as some people might already know. I hope we have to write a letter to the editor or something instead because seriously, if it's a narrative, I'd rather just jump down into a well and die. Well, not really.
Tomorrow Michelle's birthday! Maths test. Omg, there's English assessment task on Thursday. Why so early for, rar. Analysing poems, I don't know how the hell you're supposed to stand out considering we're all analysing the same poems and the same old things have to be mentioned (similes, metaphors, personification, onomatopoeia, etc). Ugh.

I can't believe I believed you were perfect. I'd be troubled, day after day, wondering why you're the only one in this world, and why you're not next to me. That's because I never really knew you at all. Apologies mean nothing to you. I've received two from you, and it brought me to tears when I heard it. Only to now realise, you don't care about my feelings, you don't care about those who really care about you. You're not as mature as I thought you were, you're not as thoughtful as I thought you were- there is no harm in having a little fun. Yet, you put me down everytime I express myself over something like dressing up for swimming carnival. God. I don't regret all those years, I just want to tell you what I really think. What I thought before, what I was trapped in, this illusion of you being the drop of water in a desert, being the needle in the haystack, being the flower in a garden full of weeds- to what I think now. Of course, it's unlikely it will happen. Even a simple hello is hard for you now. I'm not asking for much. I just can't believe I gave you so much credit, an overflowing amount of credit as someone who is utterly perfect. We need to talk.

OFF TO MAKE GINGERBREAD MEN :D
Till next time ♥

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Friday, March 06, 2009 @ 4:01:00 PM
not together but forever united


Music You Take It by Casette Kids
Mood Relieved


glance v brief or cursory look


World's Greatest Shave auction today at assembly which resulted in an extended Period 3 and 4. So people who don't go Hurlstone, basically a teacher puts their name down to either shave or colour, and students bid amongst each other, and winning bid gets to do the colouring/shaving and donate that money to Leukaemia Foundation. Miss Milner's head got to $1000, that's Year 9, 10 and 12 combined I think. And I chipped in $2, yes, go me, and sponsored Ryan so my total donation to the Leukaemia Foundation is $6, yeah not very much but I already spent my money on my chicken tender roll and collections were during period 5 and 6.

Rather uneventful day.

Was getting picked up as usual, first thing I see is my sister, well, my car, OKAY MY MUMS CAR, then my sister poking her head out the window, then her hand with 3 fingers up. And I guess "Did our guinea pigs give birth?" and she's like "Yeah!" and all this etc etc. TRIPLETS! They're so cute :3 And I'm glad one of them is brown like their mum, considering the last guinea pig was all black and white like their dad. One even has a little black patch under its eye, aww.






Soooo cute. And no, I am not evil, I don't keep guinea pigs in a cardboard box, just had to put them in something they couldn't climb out of cos the cage that we have, the baby guinea pigs can squeeze through the bars :L What is a baby guinea pig called? Hm. Does anybody want one? I might be giving them away so yeah, I don't know, I think I'm already giving one to Angela, have to ask my sister though, they're her guinea pigs after all :L

Off to do Linear Equations, till next time guys ♥

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Thursday, March 05, 2009 @ 4:51:00 PM
before its too late


miss feel or suffer from the lack of


Music What About Now by Daughtry
Mood Annoyed

During agriculture today, Vivian, Michelle and I started talking about pre-school and kindergarten and all those younger primary years. Vivian told me how when she was in Year 1 with Nicholas, and he was having lunch, he bit into his sandwich and his tooth fell out and there was blood everywhere. Vivian and Nicholas at 6 years old would have been utterly cute :3


When you have McCord as a sub for science, you know, you slack off even more and don't pay attention, so this was what happened.


Mr McCord: Hey! Are you listening to me?
Me: Uh, yes, Sir.
Mr McCord: What did I just say then?
Me: I um, just forgot, Sir.


Whats with everyone and on camp, leaving us with subs. We didn't even get to watch the rest of that sumo wrestling video, stupid year eights, why be on camp forrrrrr. Lol, MIA for us was horrible, esp dinner and everything, there'd be dust everywhere, and eugh. The night activities were fun and resourceful, throwing everyones shoes into a pile and getting into lines and racing to find your shoes and put them on LOL.

                                           

i looked away then i looked back at you.
you tried to say things that you cant undo.
and personally, if i had my way, id never get over you.
i dont want to fall to pieces, i just want to sit and stare at you.
i dont want to talk about it and i dont want a conversation,
i just want to cry in front of you.
i dont want to talk about it because im in love with you.

                                          



And I got a freaking 13/15 for my freaking Japanese assignment, the lowest in the whole bloody fucking class. Just because I mixed up ro and ko, far out, argh. Japanese is getting harder, oh well I made the choice now I must put up with the consequence. I'm over it now. My mum just made me fruit salad and ice cream :D And I better go and do Truong homework. Till next time ♥

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Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @ 5:55:00 PM
almay liquid eyeliner


Listening: Light Up The Sky (Acoustic) by Yellowcard
Liking: My new sunglasses! :D


ignite to begin to glow, to make luminous by heat.


In Japanese, we didn't get to watch that show, some call it the 'sumo wrestling porn video', instead we had to learn how to say 'the computer is on the desk'. That sucked. I have an english essay to write on how with choice, comes responsibility. Hm. TY ♥ for Bandage Bear :3

In music we're learning about all these famous compositions and I think I'm starting to fall in love with classical music! Surprise Symphony by Haydn,Eine Kleine Nachtmusik by Mozart, , Symphony No. 5 by Beethoven, omg, they're all so good and nice to listen to :)

Went Macarthur Square with Margaret :) Bought new sunglasses, omg I love them. I was going to get a new side bag as well but decided to do it later, as we had to like, shop really fast cos we had a train to catch home :L Bought KFC Snack boxes, they didn't give Margaret a thigh like she asked so she complained and she got a thigh and there was a new girl serving and she was really slow and so we nearly missed our train :S

can't help but entertain these thoughts,
the thoughts of us together


Off to do my essay,
NTS: BRING PIANO BOOK TOMORROW.

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Tuesday, March 03, 2009 @ 5:05:00 PM
you called me nostalgic


nostalgia longing for the past, often in idealized form, made up of two Greek roots (nostos "returning home", and algos "pain")


Music Out Of This Club by PCD ft R. Kelly and Polow da Don
Mood Guilty


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANK


Liza got off at Cabramatta to talk to Angela and I was left alone on the train, and no one else got on. (Where were you Dank.) And so Veronica came and sat next to me :D And it was nice catching up, I really do miss 8A.

In history we were discussing what continents people migrated from to Australia. And like, a million people shouting Asia, Europe and Africa, which were all incorrect, I shouted Antarctica! And Mr Kearney goes:

"No, we are not going to be having penguins coming."


That's kinda mean. If penguins wanna come then let them! Yeah, then he went on about how our minds forget all the bad things that have happened over time, and that it helps us because remembering "ever single bad thing would make me fall over" says Mr Kearney. Mr Kearney's example of missing primary school was a perfect example. I love primaryyyyy, and miss it soooo mmmmmuch.

We had cake at lunch for Danica's birthday, rofl, then Angela got most of it on her shirt due to some cake fight which involved Yvy and Jacqueline and Liza too, I think, rofl. I ate mine (A) :L Yeah, and Alan asks if he could lick it off Angela's shirt and I won't go into detail because Alan is DIRRRRTY and his ideas are like, crazy. And he has a red eye, ahahahaha. Hope it gets better, Alan (:

In english, we learnt how World War I started, omg, hilarious. Okay, let's see, because Franz Ferdinand got assassinated, so Austria declared war on Serbia, then Serbia called in its friend, Russia, so Austria called in Germany, and Germany thinks 'Russia's friends with France, so let's attack France', so they try invade France but France has a whole blockade of soldiers lined up so no one can get through or else they'd get shot so the Germans think, 'Oh, let's go around France' so they go through Belgium, and the Belgiums go 'Oh no, if you're going to invade us, we're going to call in Britain!' so they did and Britain brings in Australia, Canada, New Zealand and I forget. Oh well. That was funny, not the part about people dying, no, trench warfare is disgusting. Mm.

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Monday, March 02, 2009 @ 3:44:00 PM
i am eating frozen blueberries







You're running through my veins you feel like a freight train, I'm trying everything to keep my hands off of you.


Pride and Prejudie. Yknow, I found a photo of two teenagers doing like, that pose up there, and it's really nice so I'll post that up tomorrow :)



Music No One Can Touch Us by Sing It Loud ft Alek Gaskarth
Mood Bothered

Yep, 7 minutes 39 seconds, I couldn't get 7:30 for my Biathlon time, I was so mad with myself when Vivian said I improved by 10 seconds, well for crying out loud, Vivian improved by 1 minute 2 seconds (of course that was thanks to me running up and down the pool as she was swimming screaming 'YOU ARE A FISH -flaps arms-'). Well, at least I beat Alan :D FAR OUT I COULD HAVE TRIED THAT MUCH HARDER TO GET 7:30. Argh.

Today in Science, while hugging my Hannari, Alan comes and sits next to me with a shifty look on his face. So I look back at Andy and Nicholas but nah, I don't think they were up to something :L So I let Alan sit next to me. Became quite interesting.

Alan asked me, what if we were being killed like, right here right now and, eh just let me quote him:

".. and there was a mini spaceship over there, I don't know why, for some reason alright, and there was only space for 30 people, but there's 31 people in our class, who would you shoot?"
"Alan, there's 26 people in our class."
"I'd just shoot half of them so we'd get away faster."
"Okay, so who would you shoot and who would you keep?"

So then Alan starts analysing everyone, starting from the table in front of us, to the table next to it and so on.

"Okay, now him, we don't need bisexuals so I'd shoot him, and Thomson, I'd keep him because he can work the spaceship, Aldrich, yeah, he's cool, Alvin and Ashley, we need them to make babies for our new colony, and Allen is cool so keep him."
"It won't work, they both like her."
"Okay, shoot Allen, Alvin's taller. Oh and all the non-asians, we'll have an Asian civilisation."

That's part of it, I guess it was more of a moment thing :L And of course Alan didn't mean to offend anyone or anything, just trying to make cutting out those stupid little jigsaw pieces more entertaining :L

My mum went through my grandma's cupboard to clean it out and stuff (since my grandmas in Vietnam) and she found these shoes that my grandma were gonna throw out, and they fit me, and they're wearable, so I'm gonna like, try them out one day. And probably be laughed at but anyway, they're black with a bit of heel so hmm.

Off to do Ex 7:08.

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Sunday, March 01, 2009 @ 11:33:00 AM
please just talk to me, one last time?


time n a period of time considered as a resource under your control and sufficient to accomplish something.

Why is it always against us?

In exams, the time you're allowed never seems like enough, just that extra minute could have allowed you to complete your last paragraph, just that extra line to gain you an A range mark. $2 for 10 minutes on the computer at Net Cafes, 2 weeks for the library book you borrowed, an extra minute and your choc-chip cupcakes could have burnt, 5 minutes to reach in a debating speech, 13 years of education for an exam that determines what you will be in life, 25 minutes in the last quarter of an AFL game for the side trailing to try and turn the tables.

It's too late.

You can't tell me that. I've fought against the test of time, I've waited, very patiently, I've waited for that conversation for over 3 years, it finally comes, and you tell me the truth, you tell me what I've worked so hard at to block out, you question why I took so long to tell you. You just can't do this to me.

The thing is, you can come back and start being nice again, a side I rarely see, and I'll forget all about it, I'll just be caught up in the moment, I'll be thinking everything I've been through has been worth it.

Don't you see?

You've got me wrapped around your finger.

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