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Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 8:16:00 PM
stop crying your heart out


Received my TFN in the mail today. That's grand, isn't it, considering they haven't even called me in for my first shift yet. Damnit.

Thankyou for the songs suggestions Danica P and passer-by, Tayla! :)

Finished "Gallipoli" in history today. It is a GREAT film, watch it watch it if you haven't, you'll seriously appreciate all those soldiers who fought in WW1 so much more. It's really funny at times as well, so just the perfect combination.

Period 5, music half yearly aural exam! What's a modal scale, or modal tone rather? I figured out what whole tone was, for eg take a D major scale but no key signatures, no nothing, and it's not minor because 7th note won't be raised it's just plainly D E F G A B C D. Right? No? No? Seriously? You tell me this now once I do my aural component of my half yearly mark? You're cruel. I seriously fail for an eighth grade pianist.

It's basically been test, test, test, assignment, assignment this week. What else do you expect in first week of term, teachers taking advantage of the holidays to make you do work. What they don't understand is I'm likely to be distracted and sidetracked therefore leading to being capped for the 11 days of holidays. Can't complain, did good in maths, though Michelle beat me by one mark with her extremely too good 32/32. Not fair, why do I never get full marks in maths! That doesn't include topic tests because topic tests are just pretty much revision.

Nathan, how come you never told me you were in an arranged marriage, I thought I was your long-lost-ran-away-from-home-at-the-age-of-2-twin sister! (Inside joke). Oh, and thankyou Anthony Chung for letting me borrow your scissors because I wanted to cut my finger off with it.

I absolutely hate this weather though I must repeat once again, and everytime I bring up the fact that I hate winter, I do love wearing winter clothes. So much more options, with summer, you try to accessorise and you burn to death. And I don't really like accessorising with jewellery that much, I only get in touch with a pair of earrings, my white gold necklace and my watch. Though I do love Diva :D So layering clothes, beanies, berets, scarves, stockings, here I come. Speaking of which, I do like Angela's beret very much :)

Some people don't learn. And some can't keep their mouths shut.

Good luck Art Major people, and all classes with their history assignments due tomorrow! Till next time!

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 5:07:00 PM
vilification, yes you

I need you to believe that I can try to forget you.



First day of school. Yahoo.

For those who read my blog, I was totally, utterly, crazily, ridiculously cramming yesterday. Yes, and that could be my fault, but it pisses me off so much when teachers decide to not collect the work they said they would. "I'm a nice person, I'll give you guys an extra week to catch up." NO, YOU'RE NOT. You keep me up till 12 to finish this for you and then you decide you don't feel like marking anymore!? If you were nice you wouldn't collect books at all, at least not three times a term.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAD!

After school, went shops to buy Dad birthday present. Finally got him a knitted jumper, a Sudoku book and Top Gear magazine, thanks to a certain someone's suggestion. Also got him a small birthday cake, let's hope he likes white chocolate with strawberry because I absolutely have had enough of chocolate mud. I also managed to FINALLY get myself a copy of Pride and Prejudice, the DVD. I've watched it, but now I want to watch it again :D I'm still yet to finish reading it :)

Haha, I remembered when me and Alan had this conversation:



Alan makes me feel bad :(

In english, I was trying to curl the paper with my fingers and I got a deep, deep, deep, painful paper cut. Usually, you get paper cuts by simply touching paper, I get one by stroking it, basically slicing it against my finger. Sitting next to Alvin, he asks "Do you need antiseptic cream?". I told him I needed a band-aid, and he hands me one, while I tell him the story of how I still have the band-aid he gave me in Year 7 sport :3

At lunchtime, hung out with Wilson, Joseph, Nate and Stephen. Absolutely hilarious as usual. Joseph was taking photos of everyone, all the boys in our grade are probably on his phone, Stephen accused him of watching porn, Wilson says, "NO. GAY PORN!" Yeah, many more moment things :L

Michelle's purple braces are mega coolios! The Japanese lollies that she bought for us were sooo nice as well, the green tea one and the strawberry/lychee one. (Vivian said something about it having a lychee picture but a strawberry flavour?) Thanks Michelle :D

This blog has now, obviously gotten to the more boring things.

Yesterday, I finally completed half my shopping life's ambitions! I finally joined up to Frat House, Dymock's Booklovers and Fusion which includes Colorado, Jag, Diana Ferrari, Mathers and William's, I think. Getting my membership cards soon! Been to listening to Stars by Madina Lake and Baby It's Fact by Hellogoodbye all over again and again, someone please suggest me new music! Rock, alternative and rnb most desired! :) New Simpsons opening credits tomorrow. I hope it doesn't spoil the show or anything.

Off to celebrate Dad's birthday, till next time loverlies!

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Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 12:32:00 PM
acoustic


Antonia is stressed.

Why do I do it everytime. Leaving all my homework till the last minute, damnit. Well, not all. I did the Shane questions. But then there's that science class task, all questions up to 3.2 in science, history assignment, music practical. Damnit! And we all know how easily I stress and how stressed I get when this happens!

And this is definitely not an exception!

And it's not my fault, I did attempt science assignment, I couldn't find anything. But in the end, that doesn't matter right, because it's just a matter of YES I HAVE IT or NO SIR I FORGOT to the teacher. And we all know what happens when you don't hand in an assignment on time. Yes, a bad parent teacher interview and half yearly report mark for science.

And why the hell am I blogging, I should be finishing off the Shane enrichment questions. Argh. Believe me, if you were here in real life, I'd scream and chuck my Shane booklet at you.

STUPID SHANE I HATE SHANE. Not, Shane Gale because he's cool but SHANE NO LAST NAME. RAR.

Looking forward to nothing about school but winter uniform,
Antonia.

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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 10:22:00 PM
collide
Did you forget that I was even alive, did you forget everything we ever had, did you forget, did you forget about me? Did you regret ever standing by my side, did you forget what we were feeling inside?


I had to cram three movies into my day today because I had to return them back to the video store. Yes, how hard is my life, you must be thinking quite sarcastically, but I had Truong homework that needed completing! So I watched Fool's Gold, Enchanted and Miss Congeniality 2 as I did homework, worked out well, finished. And I actually get quadratics! All the topics are becoming very difficult so I'm quite glad I'm coping :D

We had another teacher at Truongs today because Miss Dang wasn't there. How surprising, Angela was so scared he'll pick on her, she moved and sat with us again :L I think it was Mr Mai, but he didn't introduce himself. It was exactly like having Truong Sir Truong (forbidden word by itself, people) in Year 5-6! I cried after taking the entrance test because it was so tense in there, and I wasn't the one that got screamed at, it was the boy sitting next to me because he didn't bow and just ran out the class. And first lesson, Sir moved me to the front table and he screamed at me "FASTER, FASTER, FASTER HOW DO YOU EXPECT TO BE SMART IF YOU'RE THAT SLOW". Scarring. But Sir's sense of humour makes up for it. Mr Mai is exactly like Sir, how cool. I think Angela just thinks it's freaky :L

We drew parabolas (I still remember the lesson where Mr Holmes was telling us off because everyone was pronouncing it "pa-ra-bowl-lah") and taught us special cases and the General Form which he identified as God. And Thomson and Kenny got picked and answered it wrong, and got slightly screamed at, I felt sorry for them, I also noticed Thomson's ears went really red and mine only go like that when I'm stressed or concentrating really hard. Oh dear. Why the hell did I notice Thomson's ears. And we learned something as well, from Mr Mai: laugh at people holding Stop signs.

I want to go DFO tomorrow. I want an Abercrombie jacket from Frat House. Argh, I'll just wear my jumpers from last year, I still fit them, no point. People like Angela get new clothes EVERY WEEK. Damn you and your moneyz.

Swans v Fremantle. Are we going to win? Maybe. Swans have lost to all the easy teams and won against reigining premiers Hawks and so, you know, shows you shouldn't trust TAB! Yeah, I get people to go on that site and check out the $$$ for each team. But it's proven itself untrustworthy.

I've told my mum it's obvious I've stopped growing. And she keeps making me drink milk, why must I consume this intolerable liquid. Let the smell linger before it runs coldly down my oesophagus and I forgot the rest of the digestive system. No, no, I'm not stupid, just forgot how long it stays for in each part.

I must go sleep. Sweet dreams, fellow people though you'll probably be reading this tomorrow.

And at last all the pictures have been burned and all the past is just a lesson that we've learned. I won't forget.

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Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 11:12:00 PM
VIVIVIVIVI


Happy birthday Vivi! ♥

Went over to her house to partaye. I was the earliest there, in contrast with Margaret, Christie and Danica who all came 1 hour and 10 minutes late, lost on some street nearby. We had to run to the street in hope of spotting them to show them the way. Hilarious. Feet hurt. I revealed the truth about Vanessa's music box catastrophe. More like pyromania.

We spent most of the day SingStar-ing and Wii-ing. I kinda got owned at boxing by Christie. She was undefeatable, how scary, she wasn't even breathless or anything, just smiling and enjoying it. Wow, ninja. SingStar was cool like always, we did Party Mode and my team got owned too, probably because Margaret decided to provide some free entertainment by combining krumping with her vocal skills. Maybe we just sucked. Yeah, I think it's more of the latter.

Coffee and walnut cake :D Vivian only wanted one candle in her cake but we demanded more. "But it'll be embarrassing if I can't blow all of them out!" Definitely one year older, but not one thing's changed, Vi, and that's why we love you! :D

Vivian says she likes my present! Yay! I'm happy she likes it, I thought she'd be like "Uh, thanks Wendy." But nope, nothing to do with the uh part. Hi-5, Vivian.

Shall finish Quadratics homework, much to talk about tomorrow, tah-tah lovelies ♥

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Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 4:20:00 PM
erased


And that's not right, that you could just forget me like that.


Hello chums! There is heaps to blog about so I will leave things out but be sure that each were filled with fun, laughs and utter enjoyment! Hurrah for holidays and no hurrah for only a week left.

16th April: City

Yes indeedy, while most of you guys were at Lawrence's birthday party thing, me, Margaret and Nathan ventured out into the big wide world of Sydney! Yes, we got off at Town Hall where Nathan told me he had no clue where Capitol was. Shocked, I stared at him, still clutching the Rubik's Cube which I had stolen from his brand new Country Road bag and trying to convince random people that I solved it. I walked on with Margaret, Nathan trailing behind, exclaimed it was cold and Nathan goes, "Why are you wearing thongs?" BECAUSE I WANT TO, I told him, and ran off. To the traffic lights and pushed the button. Found our way to Capitol. Instantly spent money on those machines and they have these MEGA HUGE HANNARIS NOW OMG I WANTED ONE BUT NO I DIDNT WIN IT STUPID RIGGED MACHINES. Those who don't know what it is:



Yeah, them, those cute Tofu block soft toys. Before Nathan could blow more of his savings on those machines (he didn't win anything in the end) me and Margaret decided it was time to be Asian and do peace signs in the photobooths! Literally, because we ran around for 10 minutes trying to figure out which would compliment us most ;L Nathan followed us, sighing everytime we sat down in one booth, posed, laughed, then ran out. Sorry, Nate, you know we do care about you.

Nathan is a good poser. Margaret reckons he looks stoned in one of the photos. I don't know how he felt, being in a photobooth with two maniac girls like us who were over-excited merely because we were at city, but anyway, he took it well, he smiled. Decorating was fun because me and Margaret hogged it and gave Nathan all sorta weird sunglasses and love hearts and Yuktis. Hm, then we went to all the Morning Glorys available in the city, sorry Nathan again, but he was very tolerant :)

Lunch was even a problem with me and Margaret. We wanted Oporto. So we headed to Oporto, stopping at Morning Glory in Chinatown for half an hour on the way. Then we decided Oporto was too crowded, so went up to Market City. Decided to go get Maccas cos all the food was like over $10 and a large meal at McDonald's would cost us $7. Yes, that's how Asian we are, and we go spend $10 at Capitol machines. Bought Maccas, that girl gave me a medium fries instead of a large, so I went and SHOWED HER WHAT I WAS MADE OF.

That was a mistake.

Half way through my meal, Nathan finished and Margaret was also nearly finished while I was struggling to take another bite of my Big Mac. A large Big Mac meal, I could not finish it, I was dyinggggg. NATHAN JUST LAUGHED AT ME. I would have thrown it at him if it didn't cost me $7 and extra miuntes of waiting to exchange for my large chips. A quarter of my burger left. I started doing countdowns. 3, 2, 1 and I'd take a bite. Both of my so called friends were laughing at me, it was SAD. Yeah, then I decided to shove it all in my mouth which was a mistake because I could not even swallow it or bring myself to chew it. I grabbed my freaking large frozen coke and took a sip. Nathan laughed because it only made it worse. After about 2 minutes, everything was getting better until I realised I had fries left. Note to self: do not order large Big Mac meals ever again if Nathan is not going to help and just laugh.

Back to Market City we go! Went to Paddy's Markets first, and me and Margaret were singing the Paddy's Market song: SISTERS BROTHERS MUMS DADDIES YOU HAVENT BEEN TO MARKETS TILL YOU'VE BEEN TO PADDY'S! Something like that. We bought nougat and a lucky bamboo for my mum. I told Nathan to get a t-shirt saying Just Do Me with a fake Nike tick but he said his mum would go crazy and say WHY THE HELL YOU WASTE FOURTEEN DOLLARS BUY THIS SHIRT FOR, WHAT DOES IT EVEN SAY. Well Nate, you tell her, it says just do me.

Went back to Capitol then went hoooome. On the way home, we played staring contests and laughing contests. First to blink loses, first to laugh loses. Nathan brought his cards out, me and Margaret did card tricks, it was so funny watching him and Margaret co-operate :L All got off at Cabra cos me and Margaret caught that train just so Nathan would have company, we had to change trains to go back to Fairfield, it didn't go freaking Fairfield :L Margaret came over :D

OMG THE KEY. We had to get the spare key cos my family wasn't home. But my dog was being vicious so me and Margaret came up with a plan. My refridgerator box, the cardboard box that held the refridgerator before my mum and dad installed it, yeah, we'd climb into that and shuffle along so my dog couldn't attack us and we'd get the key. IT was hilarious! We couldn't stop laughing and it's like "EDGES ON GROUND AT ALL TIMES SO DOG CAN'T ATTACK, ALL HANDS ON DECK. Yeah, Cookie was just excited but he was biting us, we had no choice :L







17th April: Truong Exam

God, I was stressed. The first time I was actually stressing for a Truong exam. I reckon I did.. pretty bad to be honest, I already have three questions wrong :( That means I'm going to be ranked like, under 30 or something, ddaaaaamnnn. First question, I forgot how to do :L Something like, "Find K if (2,K) is on the line x+yerwrtwet=43545 SOMETHING like that. And then in the end.. I don't know I did something but Vivs said I got it right, so yay :D

Vivian wants to throw raw eggs at me :( Vivian makes me feel bad cos in exams, you could always just feel her writing away and I'm thinking my head off. If I was a bad person, I'd cheat off Vivian and get 100% :D But nah, cheating's bad, it's for bad people and Sir always said that it's better if you do your own work and get a normal result then copy and yeah :D Margaret and me always talk about this though, and we've come to the conclusion that people who cheat will do bad in their HSC's and we'll be at UNI while they're HOBO. That's a bit extreme. Moving on.


18th April: Taronga Zoo

Went to zoo with mum, dad and Mylynn :) It was so much fun, the best, but I cant be bothered to type, I needa go do homework so I'll just post some of the pictures off my phone, cbf to connect my camera, enjoy! Oh but if you do go Taronga Zoo, make sure you go to the SEAL SHOW and ELEPHANT KEEPER'S TALK. They do the best tricks, it is so cool :D








Tah-tah, lovelies ♥

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 2:59:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 11:48:00 AM
dismantle
Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 12:04:00 PM
cadence
Just like a thief, you stole the best of me and I can't love a thief anymore.


A typical Sunday afternoon. Had instant noodles for lunch then went church. Was on ze phone with ze Angela. And she asked me why I didn't call my Truong teacher and I said because I already told her in class that I had church and now I'm going to be like, expelled for being rude or something :( Well, not expelled, my teacher's nice but I'll have to try and explain it somehow. If I ever do get kicked out of Ngo & Sons my mum will get worried and then "WHY ARE YOU NOT STUDYING. YOU THINK IT'S COOL TO NOT STUDY?" Nah, that's just from Kevjumba :L KEVJUMBA HASNT MADE A NEW VIDEO IN AGES. Or maybe that's because.. I'm capped and can't afford to go on YouTube.

Now, I'd say I'm going but I'm not, I'm just getting off Blogger.

Write down the people in the order they appear on you top 5 friends list next to the numbers below and answer the following questions.

1. Margaret
2. Mitchell
3. Genevieve
4. Alan
5. Sunny

Q.Do You Have Fun With 1?
Of course ;D

Q. Whats The Best Thing You've Done With 3?
Well, I tell her King-Mun jokes. Haha, nah, she makes me laugh whenever I sit next to her at Truongs or something :D

Q. Whats the best memory you have of 1?
Too many, we've been bffls since 2005 (H)

Q. Have You Ever Been Kissed By 4?
Nah. Alan's lips exclusive to Alvin Chung's bottle or something.

Q. Whens the next time your gonna see 5?
Idk.

Q. Is number 4 pretty?
Yes, he is rather good looking :L

Q. What do you like most about 2?
His enthusiasm and personality.

Q. How did you meet 3?
Truongs in Year 5.

Q. Do you think 1 would kill someone?
No way! She's too nice and feels guilty about everything :L

Q. How long have you known 1?
2005.

Q. Have you seen 5 naked?
No.

Q. Do you think 5 has a crush on you?
Ha, no.

Q. Does 1 Like You
Margaret, do you like me.

Q. Whats the last thing you did with 4?
Carry agriculture equipment with.

Q. Would 1 and 5 make a good couple?
Yeah, why not.

Q. If 1 was a crayon what colour would she be?
Rainbow. She's a happy happy chap.

Q. Have you ever been to 4's house?
Nah, he told me his mum would go agro.

Q. Whens the next time you will see 2?
Either this week or next week.

Q: Are you close to 4?
We're classmates who ocassionally sit next to each other? Alan's closer to Alvin's water bottle.

Q. Have you ever been to the movies with 3?
I think so, not quite sure :L

Q. Are You Best Friends With 1?
Well, she's mine! <3

Q.Have You Ever Seen 2's Underwear?
Oh, of course, eh Mitch.

Q. Whats 5's house like?
*shrug

Q. Have you ever been angry with 1?
I think in year 6? That's like 3 years ago.

Q. Would you ever make a move on 4?
Ooh, Alan ;);)

Q. What do you and 1 talk about the most?
We're best friends, man, everything :D

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Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 4:39:00 PM
prelude
Taxed off Mish's blog

Ten things I could say to ten different people right now:
1. It's always me who's going to have to take the first move to fix complications and dilemmas that you create, isn't it? Why can't you do it for once? Do I need to write it down on ink and paper what you have to do? It's not that hard. Why can't I sit back and feel as if someone really cares and needs me for once.
2. It's not that I keep hanging on, I'm just never letting go.
3. I rented Hey, Hey It's Esther Blueburger, and watching it, she reminded me exactly of you. So everybody changes, but you're not changing, you're just putting on a show, a uniform, trying to fit in to a certain group you don't belong in.
4. We're not drifting at all, little catch up sessions are actually enough and we're still talking and going crazy about shopping and stuff like before and that's a mega relief. I think you know who you are by now :L
5. There's nothing worse than watching you try. Emphasis on try.
6. You brighten my days, you never fail to make me laugh.
7. Thankyou.
8. Yeah, really, I can't even stand the thought of you but thanks to him, you're basically the only thing that's been worrying me for over a year now. I am glad you are going to be gone quite soon.
9. You never had anything against me until she lied and twisted the story.
10. Your obliviousness to my efforts shocked me.

Nine things about myself:
1. I have never left NSW, hence I have never been on a plane.
2. I am indecisive, especially while shopping, to a point where I will just end up not buying because I couldn't choose whether I wanted the blue or purple one.
3. I sing really loudly in the shower.
4. I am a sucker for stationery. For some odd reason.
5. I flip to the 18th November in my diary, count 100 days backwards, then write the numbers 100-1 till 1 is on 18th November. Countdown for my birthday, I do it every year.
6. I am rather emotional. Some things I never let go of.
7. How something (note, not someone) looks is rather important to me, presentation and stuff you could say. But that doesn't apply to my desk, I've given up trying to tidy it. That's kinda why interior designing is something I might like to do in the future, right alongside education and law.
8. I can not drink anything that is not cold. Especially water, it has to be cold or else I get a sore throat. Should I be concerned?
9. It's hard for me to say sorry.

Eight ways to win my heart:
1. Make me laugh.
2. Notice the small things, like how I'm wearing my hair or what earrings I have on. (Reminds me of Vivian and 'asskisser' ;D)
3. Show me it's only me.
4. Give me compliments from the heart.
5. Don't agree to everything I say. I know it sounds crazy but I like listening to opinions :D Then .. refuting and so on and so forth :L
6. Song dedication.
7. A nice love note.
8. And like any other girl, flowers :3

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. Internet.
2. Food.
3. What's on TV tonight.
4. Embarrassing moments.
5. Homework.
6. Assignments.
7. Why are some people so ignorant, inconsiderate when it does not even benefit them.

Six things I wish I never did:
1. Acted the way I did.
2. Say yes.
3. Tell you over MSN.
4. Pay for that Touch Comp in Year 7 because our team got cancelled and I never got a refund! That's right, Hurlstone owes me $3.
5. Slamming the door this morning.
6. Rented Legally Blonde.

I'll do 5-1 in the next blog if I remember :)
Went Masterton today, sorry for the lack of photos.
Off to do homework, don't want to leave it till last minute, till next time, easter eggs ♥

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Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 4:25:00 PM
dont you know who you are



Say all the answers and I'll let you go once and for all


[ my bffl margaret on the right ]

Holidays, holidays, holidays. ¼ of the year gone.

Firstly, happy birthday to Colin for yesterday! I woke up really early to bake Colin a vanilla cake, which he did not even appreciate. COLIN! People would have easily thought it was Kabir's birthday instead, he seemed much more enthusiastic :L Ah well, enjoy being 14, and you'll get a chocolate cake next year :D

Bumped into Nathan and Stephen, more funny conversations, but don't remember what we talked about :L

Thanks to you, Colin, I missed the train. Anyway, walked into school with S and started talking to Laurence? Margaret, remember anything? nudge, lightbulb, nudge, heart ;D He was nice, but discussing Japanese with him was not nice because he's like "Oh, that's easy." I FEEL SO STUPID AND I REGRET CHOOSING JAPANESE MAJOR. But then again I put music first, so damn people for not giving me music as major. Do not say "Why didn't you take commerce?" because no. No.

After school, Dad took us to DFO where I spent heaps and heaps, and worst part is I don't even have a good excuse why I did. Bought new t-shirts, new scarves, new everything. And my first pair of heels because I needed new shoes for my dress for church. From Sandler, I'll take a photo someday, I'm feeling rather dead at the moment. I've been in bed for half of my waking hours today.

Good Friday today. Went to church at around 12 to clean up and set up and everything for tonight (not going Truongs so missing out on linear exam. Hopefully Miss Dang moves it to next week so I can take it and also give everyone else an extra week). Then had Nando's for lunch.



I was thinking really hard about really strange things today for some reason, things some people don't even like to let cross their minds, no Alan, not porn or sex or anything of the like, just things I know I wouldn't be able to cope with if it happened. Mostly, death of my loved ones. And no, I'm not some weirdo who contemplates death for my own amusement, I was just thinking about Cookie, my dog, and realised one day he's going to die, and most likely before me. Then I realised, everything will be gone sooner or later, whether they're pets, people or objects, nothing lasts forever. But then, if you shut yourself out, you know, don't get a pet because you know it'll hurt you deeply when it dies, you won't be able to experience certain feelings and emotions. Would you call this fair or unfair? Fair because with happiness comes sadness, to balance things out if you want to look at it that way, or unfair because we can't just have happiness, all by itself?

And then I realised, that's kinda what love is.

And then I kinda fell asleep.

Have a happy Easter everyone, till next time cherubs ♥

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Wednesday, April 08, 2009 @ 8:06:00 PM
germantown


Spotlight on Anberlin: Origin of the name
1 Stephen Christian, lead singer, was going to name his daughter Anberlin.
2 In an interview, when asked where Christian would like to visit, he thought "London, Paris, Rome, and Berlin".
3 It just came to Christian.
4 The Radiohead song "Everything in Its Right Place", had a background sound that sounded like Anberlin to Christian, everytime he listened to it in college.
5 His grandfather saved a little girl from a World War II bombing, her name was Anberlin.


Thankyou Wikipedia :L
Apparently "Anberlin" just somehow came to him though T_T'

That's my new printer, an Epson Office TX600FW. I like it, though it is pretty big. Most of the printers were that size anyhow. I can't wait till I need to print something LOL. Well, that's kind of a barrier considering MICROSOFT OFFICE DOESNT WORK ON MY COMPUTER ANYMORE FOR SOME STUPID UNEXPLAINED REASON. -screams-

At recess, Stephen and Nate came to visit, and time with them is always well spent, they're so funny. I told Nathan it was my birthday today because I needed food, and it shocked me to find out he didn't know my real birthday :O Nor did Stephen. Hmph. And so they checked the roll. But I stood in front of it, and Stephen managed to pull me off.

There was also a worm on the ground. I pointed at Stephen and said beauty then to the worm and said beast. Stephen goes, "It's more like the other way around, beast and the beauty, beauty and the best", we can all guess who he pointed at and when :L

Sport was quite fun today, I wouldn't complain about walking and at least they marked the roll in time. Anything beats Ultimate Frisbee and non-stop-raging english teachers in charge. Except the jumping the fences bits, I always think I'll stack it or not make it over, and yes, I did scratch my knees. With Thomson offering people piggybacks. Of course, I rejected it :L

Colin's birthday tomorrow, and since he doesn't read my blog, I'm baking him a vanilla cake. Come grab your cake :L

NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY -celebrates- Then church that night, looking forward to it actually. I get to wear my new dress too!

Off to do two lesson's worth of maths homework, till next time loverlies ♥

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Tuesday, April 07, 2009 @ 3:41:00 PM
Officeworks
Bought a new printer! On Monday, I went to the new Wetherill Park Officeworks. There was the Epson TX600FW I think, that had a label saying "BONUS DUPLEX UNIT" and I didnt know what it was so I asked some guy, and he tells me he'll go find out and come back. 10 minutes later, I find him serving some old woman. Quite agitated, I go and ask some other woman. She tells me the exact same thing. After another ten minutes or so, I see her walking around with an old man. Then, as I was leaving, the guy who was assisting me before, comes up to me and goes, "Would you like any help at all?"

WELL DUH. GOD. I took one of those Customer Feedback forms and since not having time to drop it into the box at the Officeworks, I took it home, filled it out then posted it, it was Postage Paid Australia anyway. I even ticked that box that said I wanted a reply so I better get one. And with a 20% voucher or something :L

But I'm nice, really, the Officeworks is pretty! Like, how it's set out, there's evne mini baby shopping trolleys.





Now, for ALAN'S SEGMENT of my blog. Yes. Another one of his.. I guess you could say philosiphical questions. "If a tsunami came and wiped out the entire population, except for Year 9 Hurlstone. You had to make babies to relive the population, you can only choose two boys and one girl, who do you pick?" :L :L :L This is what Alan does in his spare time, contemplate natural disasters and reproduction.

Had a wonderful day today, absolutely beautiful. I cried from happiness, haven't done that in a while :L Off to do homework, till next time lovelies ☺

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Sunday, April 05, 2009 @ 8:13:00 PM
Let's drink to the fact that we're not.
They're both evil, scheming, manipulative. And they've united. They've found their similarities. They're going to thicken their web. We're already stuck, caught long before. They're going in for the kill, not destroying us but destroying what has made me and you become one, the thin strand of silk holding us together.

How the hell are we escaping now?

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cheer cheer the red and the white
honour the name by day and by night
lift that noble banner high
shake down the thunder from the sky
whether the odds be great or be small
swans will go in and win overall
while her loyal sons are marching
onwards to victory!




Me and my dad celebrating the Swan's unexpected win over the Hawks! My dad was so certain Swans were gonna get flogged, hahaha :D (My dad looks horrible in that picture, he was trying not to smile :L) And also, my beautiful loverly Swans scarf :D

victory a successful ending of a struggle or contest


Having just escaped a tragic Friday, a stressful Truong lesson (I mixed up my linear formulas!!!) and knowing I'm facing many more dreadful matters this week, a Swans win over the reigning premiers, the Hawks, was not what I expected. Nevertheless, a Swans win can fix anything, and I'm still feeling so happy :D Who knew that our ruckmen were so strong. Sydney's goal kicking was extremely accurate last night too, there, once again, Swans defy the critics :)

I won't bore you with my obsession for the Swannies, so let's talk about tutor. (Yes Wendy, like that's anymore interesting, SHUT UP.) Did last year's Year 10 School Cert Comprehension test. Mrs Minos was emphasising how hard it was, how she is not expecting much of us, just to see where we are. I got 36/45, and I thought that was pretty bad, until I discovered that my score was actually second in the class, yay. Stupid.. what's that boy's name, David? David, that's it, 37. Psh. Boy who laughed at me few weeks ago, I shall get revengeeeee.

Back from lunch, I had Basa fillets, calamari rings, tartare sauce, potato wedges that my mum made so don't get all picky about me not being healthy! I get enough of that from PE and the realisation that I work at Maccas now :L

Well, not yet, they still haven't called me, but I'm pretty sure I'll get a call today/tomorrow since the email they sent said I had 7 days to complete everything, so today is the 7th day, so it makes sense, right? Or am I not making sense? Screw this paragraph.

History test tomorrow. Test or exam? After all, it's quite serious, it's like 20% of our yearly mark or something? Holy shizzles. Better go start writing notes, rofl, I'm going to stuff up history so badly. I've never liked HSIE :(

Till next time, daylight savingers ♥

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Saturday, April 04, 2009 @ 8:26:00 PM
love is fail


I'm listening to So Contagious by Acceptance.

The guys from Short Stack are actually quite good looking. I think I've already established that in one of my previous blogs though.

Knocking on doors. I think I've written about this before. Anyway, I was having a bath today (first one in ages, I felt so tired, I deserved it :D) and I hear someone slamming on the front security door. I started thinking. Firstly, why the hell whoever it was wouldn't just press the doorbell, and secondly, how I'm always nervous about knocking on doors or pressing doorbells. It's awkward. You press the doorbell. You wait. You wait a while. You wonder if you should press it again or if they've already heard you and are just getting their keys or having trouble with the lock or just don't want to let you in. Then, thinking it must be them not hearing you, you press it again. And then you wait. It's just awkward :L

SWANS ARE PLAYING AND IT'S JUST 5 POINTS DIFFERENCE AT THE MOMENT! [2nd Quarter, 8th minute]. I hope it stays that way.

People who are up themselves, who actually proclaim and announce that they are better than everyone and how they're just so sick of life. Then you hear them complain about how something was too hard for them, it's just contradictory. Too contradictory. It's contradictory to the point, that I can't even stand :L

Off to do tutor homework and history study notes! Till next time lovelies ♥


It's true. I write letters to you. I've just never given you any.

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Friday, April 03, 2009 @ 8:17:00 PM
Our Return Policy


SYDNEY SWANS v HAWTHORNE
SATURDAY 7:30PM, CHANNEL 10


I have a bad feeling about that game. Yeah, anything's possible but Hawks were premiers. Well, if Swans defeat them, they'll be like famoussss :D And defy the critics, once again!

I remember in agriculture, I was thinking about one Simpsons episode, and this is what happened:

W: -whispers- Is Tanu Indian?
V: Well, duh. What did you think?
W: .. like, Jamaican or something.
V: Oh, psh.
W: -to Tanu- Tanu, is there still such things as arranged marriages?
T: What?
W: You know, like, you're young, you have an assigned husband.
P: Yeah, but it's very rare.
T: That's so random.
W: Are you getting married to some guy in this class?
V: WENDY, NOT EVERYONE'S INDIAN.

Hm, Alan sat next to me in Truongs today, and he did not help because he kept complaining about his feet smelling and then about how I don't help him and then he started crazily shaking the table whenever me, Genevieve or Vivian were writing. Om-gosh, Alan, can't wait to annoy you on Monday.

Truong test next week :O!

Speaking of Alan, the history debate today was hilarious. Alan when saying his speech, was rapping it, which Mr Kearney picked up and said, "Alan, you're turning this into some sort of slow motion rap." Then Nicholas' turn came up, and he did some Tasmanian accent which was like, a slower version of Alan's slow mo rap. I'm starting to grow closer to 9E now, with the end of the term approaching, but I still miss 8A :(

Just Like Heaven's on TV, and even though I have the DVD, I'm gonna watch it, till next time chums ♥

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Wednesday, April 01, 2009 @ 4:36:00 PM
screw linear


stubborn refusing to move or change one's opinion; obstinate


You can't scream stubborn into someone's face then later tell them you love them for it.

Fact #7 RETRO FLIP CLOCKS ARE NOW ONLY $14.95 AT SMIGGLE, AND I'M DEFINITELY GETTING ONE.

I seriously detest the rain.

WednesdayEven though it was the reason we didnt have to put up with our horrible sport teachers yesterday (or as Vivs calls them 'the hags'). Watched Drillbit Taylor in the hall. And stumbled across my exam table from last year! (Thanks Emily for the message :D)



Bought cream donut with Margaret in the morning, yes, real healthy breakfast. I think the man gave us 20c extra so we won't do our planned trick, which was to stand there and scream, "EVERYTIME. EVERYTIME I COME HERE, YOU RIP ME OFF!!!!" :D

In math, Angela announced that she went Sportsgirl yesterday (oh how I love Sportsgirl) and I asked her to show me what she purchased. She pulls out a green looking skirt, and exclaims that she thought it was grey. I told her it wasn't my fault that she's blind. We checked the tags and stuff, turns out Angela wasted $50 on a khaki skirt, that's freaking hilarious :L Now she has to buy gold shoes to match it, cos the zipper's gold.

Speaking of Sportsgirl, I think there's two new models for the new layout. Which I don't like. But that's just me, I'm a sequined-glitter-and-sparkly loving sorta person. Even though my favourite colour is purple and stuff, the new layout isn't that nice. Check it out here

In history:
Mr Kearney: Who else, besides Henry Parkes, was part of Federation?
Rohan: George Washington?

Thanks to Grace and Mitchell, I know like Big Bang, and oh, Michelle as well for teaching me the beginning of Haru Haru on the piano :)

Till next time, pikunikuers :)



1 Reading about your oh-so-worth-stressing-and-losing-sleep-over-tragedies puts a smile on my face. Deserved, and well deserved. Still, it's not a grain of what you've weaved for me to try and untangle myself out of.
2 It's so much better living like this, convincing myself that I don't give a fuck about you. I really am over being blue, crying over you.

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