Forgot to mention, I bought a new book today :)

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Oh my gosh, look what I found today at Payless Shoes, of all places, pity it was around $79.95:



Roaming around lookbook and chictopia, I've found my way, once again, to ModCloth! Oh, how I want all these clothes from American websites. Sportsgirl is always a good stop though.


Spliced Tee at Sportsgirl, $79.95


Midnight Throw Over at Sportsgirl, $49.95


It's A Mod World Oxfords at ModCloth, $39.99 (US)

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exams are over! Yes, Hurlstone Year 9, party at my house! Nah, kidding, but yes, don't we all have shopping plans? :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZEQh4zNsa8 That's Daniel eating noodles with a power drill. My, my, what a wonderful way to celebrate. Thanks Nate for recording, I can hear your voice in it, yknow :P

I really hate people who take sides without knowing the whole story. Especially when the only reason they're on that side is because the person is manipulative and can get the emotions they want out of you. It's really like analysing an english text, they evoke emotions out of you using negatively connotated words, making you express certain feelings towards them, yknow, yadiya.

It is an amazing concept that I can not grasp, how some people can live their lives, knowing, knowing well enough that they're deliberately taking someone's world away. For nothing. For their own enjoyment, perhaps, or their sadistic ways, I do not know, I do not take that path in life. They're gonna find you, just believe. You're not a person; you're a disease.

Mufti was rather fun. That girl in year 8 with the rainbow hair and everything, what a rebel! I saw Manisay's boots and they were so cool. Yeah, and that raisin toast thing that Sunny bought for me from the Biggest Morning Tea Stall, that was nice too :)

I'm in quite a happy mood, relatively anyway. Compared to what I've been for the past few months and especially weeks. A whole week of NAPLAN followed by two weeks of half yearlies? Seriously.

I do not know, I just feel like going out somewhere, I feel free. Yes, that's the word. Free. I know I'm nearly there, I'm finally going to let go and I'll regret putting hard work into it only to let it go, but I'm done, I'm ready.

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EXAM RESULTS ARE COMING, PEOPLE! I got two of mine back today, I'm so proud of myself, 24½/25 for Japanese Listening Task and 19/20 for Mathematics non-calculator. Do not ask what I got wrong, tremendously silly mistake. Mr Dillon made me sit in some random room all alone, the windows were opened, the blinds were flapping, it was so scary. I have my science half yearly: p6, while english is P3-4. Great, great.

I am still fairly congested and I'm starting to get the coughs. Oh, my. I wish I had a free weekend without piano or anything, I want to celebrate. Especially Sunday, Genevieve's birthday!

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If you can't get what you want, settle for second best.

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Hello, to those keeping track of me through my blog due to my now two day absence from school. I hope that won't turn into a three day absence.

Missing out on Science Half Yearly, Maths Non-calculator Half Yearly and ICAS Computers Skills Competition, I'm feeling very unaccomplished and useless. Of course, I have not made much progress in studying for those subjects, I've spent most of my time at home in bed. It feels nice to finally be able to sit up without getting a weird headache, seeing everything spin around and falling back down onto the bed.

Taking Amoxil, Sudafed and Nurofen tablets every four hours, along with Rhinocort and Narium nasal sprays, I feel so.. artificial. Though my mum does make me nice lemon and honey drinks -smiles-.

My throat was terrible, I couldn't swallow because it hurted so much, I couldn't breathe properly at night while sleeping because my nose was blocked and for some reason my throat went all dry, my body was aching like crazy for however many days this has been going on for, I do feel like my body is shutting down.

Of course, I could blame this sickness on the fact that I ignored it since last Thursday, or I could blame it on Miss Thomas forcing me to do a 200m run despite me telling her I didn't feel well, which resulted in me throwing up. Or I'll just assume I have swine flu, blame it on the pigs even though I've recalled hearing somewhere that swine flu doesn't actually have anything to do with pigs. Ha, hence the name swine flu, because it has nothing to do with swines. Or does it? Hm.

People in school sport are obviously doing the million kilometre walk, Mitchell, if you happen to read this, I'm sorry for ditching you, my walking buddy. And I can almost swear I'm forgetting someone's birthday today.

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If you can't get the truth from anybody, then don't hang around for the lies.

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I will dig a hole and label it love, and trick him to fall in from above.


It's been a week full of exams. And another week of exactly the same stressful crap still left to face. History, Maths non-calculator, Science and English, they just leave the best till last, don't they?

I lost my history notes.

Thanks S for letting me borrow Hellogoodbye, Motion City Soundtrack and Muse CDs. My favourite from all those would have to be Homewrecker - Hellogoodbye. And thanks Holly for her USB with Automatic Loveletter! I seriously do have too much RNB in my recently added, including Hush Hush by The PCDs, wow, how versatile I am.

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NB I'll be blogging here about my exams, I really don't have time to prettify and make new blogs. I also believe I'm on the verge of becoming capped, eep.



Two freaking essays for english, what do they bloody think we are, magical? Off to study, now that I've finished creating my pretty version of the exam timetable. Toodles and good luck everyone!

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MONDAY AGRICULTURE DONE

Pretty okay since we had ag in the morning, so we got time to revise. (Wink wink to 9E about period 3). Okay, basically, the 3 minutes reading time we got, I flipped through all the pages, read everything, went "Oh, crabcakes" when I saw the calendar and so on. Once I finished all the sections (there were like bloody 4 loose booklets, all different sections or something), I thought to myself "How come I didn't do that holding yard/holding pen thing yet?" so I took a look at all my booklets and realised I couldn't find it. Then I thought I was missing a sheet so I checked down at the bottom at all the "1 of 11" all the way to "11 of 11" and I realised I had all my sheets. I concluded I must've been imagining things.

I find out later I left out a whole bloody page in the exam.

It's not my fault! It was behind the sheet with the calendar, but I flipped over the sheet with the instructions on HOW to fill out the calendar, and there was nothing there so I didn't even think to look behind the sheet with the calendar that we had to fill out, damnit. That's bloody 6 marks gone already. -stressssss-

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WEDNESDAY JAPANESE SPEAKING AND LISTENING DONE

20/20, I'm so proud of myself. But then again a large majority of the class got that. During listening, my mind was just like, "What? Huh? What?" Yeah, very lost. Hopefully all goes well though :D

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THURSDAY MAJOR/MINOR DONE

I WAS SICK THE NIGHT BEFORE THIS EXAM, FEVER SYMPTOMS AND EVERYTHING AND I THOUGHT I HAD SWINE FLU. Far out, so I couldn't study, just in bed hoping to get better. Japanese, yeah, I just hope I get average, but music was manageable, the variation thing was kinda sprung on us though.

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FRIDAY MATH DONE
FAIL FAIL FAIL OMG the calculator I was using, I didn't know how to do the Freq Distr table on it, and I didn't know you had to "SHIFT" and then "FRACTION" on new calculators so I fucked up like two questions. Far out, and I'm in A1, how embarrassing :'( So depressing. Really.

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You said just look on the bright side, but the bright side looks black and white. Just one more time, can we scale this fence and scream at the city lights? Because if we're playing for keeps, you already beat me. Now, I've come undone just so you could stitch me up. This damage seems to suit you, if I'm going down then you're going down. If I'm going down, then I'll go down with you. You keep making a mess and turning heads and the worst part is you know it. The haunting, the kind that I never saw coming. Are you haunting me? You're the ghost that's digging my grace, I've got a gut feeling, can anybody hear me? Got a gut feeling that you will be the death of me, if i go down, then you're going down with me. It's not what you said, it's just the way you said it. It's not what you said, but I can't forget this.

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But like a magic show, I blink and then you disappear. You know I need you, my dear. You know I need you tonight, every other night.

Mathematics NAPLAN completed, which means GOODBYE NAPLAN! Lol at Angela and getting all these questions wrong. There was a question on linear, "Which of these points lie on the straight line connecting (4,4) and (some numbers here)?" I'm such a shameful Truong student, I didn't use the Pt Gradient Formula, I drew the diagram to scale and checked each of the options to see if they were on the line. I still got the answer right though. Hm. Did nearly everyone get the last question on non-calculator test wrong? Grace didn't, she's genius, man.

So NAPLAN over! ... time to look forward to half yearlies! Me and Colin were discussing this, how dreadful our lives are. I'm applying to be a ball kid at the Medibank International. Woohoo. If I get in, I want to be a ball kid at one of those good matches, like at Centre Court. Doubt it though.

So, people never change, she's got the string, pulling him back to her and, well, I'm glad I'm not the friend who's expected to help. Anymore. People never change. He can hate me, glare, stare, at least I know I'm not the one being controlled by the neck.

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“My heart hurts more,” I tell you endlessly. But you're too stubborn. You expected me to move on like you did, but I'm not like you. You could've turn around and you would've seen me there, but you never turned around. You could've opened your mouth to say hello, but your lips were sealed. You could've stopped walking, but your stride remained constant as you went on further and further away from me, but if you did stopped, you would've realised I was chasing after you. I am asking you to reconsider.

Has the TNT Age come to an end? Everyone's getting Bulla Ice-cream cups instead.

Final NAPLAN exams tomorrow. The school must hate us for muddling up their bell times. 80 minutes of Japanese today was absolutely horrible.

Is it just me, or students in high school tend to write about death and murder? In primary, it'd be the nice family themed, surprise birthday thing, but after our topic for this year's NAPLAN writing, THE BOX, I've realised many people have written about the world ending, the death of loved ones and so on. Stephen wrote about a grandfather keeping his wife, the grandmother's ashes in the box because he didn't want to let go. I never knew Stephen was so emotional.

Walking in school sport again. I swear there's a law against this. Sigh, to be honest, I don't mind too much. The teachers always go PMS on us when we do normal sport. At least with walking, you can choose to walk right away from them.

Lol at Mr Hancock teaching us road etiquette. "They leave green bits on the sides of the roads for a reason." Mitchell goes "Really? I didn't know that!" :L Mitchell and Michelle are awesome walking buddies, especially when we play Catergories. Loved that week where Mitchell, me and Andy v Brendan, Jonathan and Thomson, I think it was. After a very inspiring history lesson, I named our team the Triple Entente and Brendan's team the Triple Alliance :L Mitchell's absolutely hilarious when he stresses.

I know everyone's aware of this but bloody exams for the next two weeks. I know I'm not the only one not bothered to study as of yet. Yes, we procrastinate, and we are proud. Aren't we? No, not really, because I know I'll be cramming and stressing. Stay tuned, you'll get a blog full of swearing and all.

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Is that all we do, smile and leave it all unsaid? Why? For what reason? I don't have one, do you? And you better because I'm sick of living like this. I'm not letting you get away with it this time, I want an explanation and I want it now.

im so 3008, you so two thousand and late


Mother's Day was rather nice. I was a good child this year, I ordered flowers for my mum, which she likes a lot :D I was so scared they weren't going to deliver it because they forgot to charge me for delivery fee and they didn't give me a receipt. They should be more organised, hmph. But yeah, I'd recommened Fairfield Station Florist to people who want cheap delivery :D

NAPLAN exams tomorrow. The Government picked the perfect time didn't they, the week right before our half yearlies. Why does half yearlies go for TWO WEEKS this year? Last year we had four bloody exams, this year it's like freaking 8. Or more. Or less? I don't know. I kinda lost all my notifications and exam timetable :| So if any of you would like to spare some notifications for the poor, it'd be greatly appreciated.

For my close friends, they'd know I'm absolutely freaked out right now, living this close to a crime scene. How am I supposed to concentrate? I only got freaking four hours sleep last night, bloody hell, and teachers expect us to do well in exams and seriously, come on, NAPLAN LANGUAGE CONVENTIONS AND WRITING TOMORROW. AND WHAT AGRICULTURE ASSIGNMENT?

And that's me about to explode from stress.

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my love bling bling like L-E-D



Yesterday was cross country. My legs are dying and were dying yesterday before the cross country. PE a day before Cross Country is not good. My whole body is double aching. Michelle, Vivian and I couldn't even walk up the stairs to history class and it hurts when we laugh, sneeze or cough. Obviously, we didn't stretch properly because we were all too busy laughing at the strange stretches Mr Hughes made us do. Seriously, lying on the floor and swinging our legs around in the air?

Took me around 30-35 minutes to do Cross Country, came 10th so I'm happy. Screw Zone Carnival, at least I proved the pattern of my rankings aren't consistent:- Year 6 came 1st, Year 7 came 6th, Year 8 came 11th, therefore showing a decrease in 5 ranks each year. So, I was supposed to come 16th this year, but to hell with that, I'm awesome :D

Going city today for sister's piano exam at the Sydney Conservatorium of Music (the school I would've gone to if my audition was successful. They accepted like 10 people, so the whole grade is basically 10 people, of which I think 7 were from overseas and 3 were from Queensland or Victoria.) I won't be having my next exam until either November or next May and it'll be my last exam too! Unless I decide to get my Performance Certificate or anything. I'm excited about finish Grade 8 Piano and I'm really really looking forward to getting gelato from Gelatissimo today :D

Happy birthday: Van (13) and Debbie (14)!

Oh my god, the exams are coming, the exams are coming! Everybody run!

Notes. Seriously, I must make a start once I retrieve my notes book back. Why must we have so many exams this year, we only had 4 last year. Colin's finished his notes, I wish I could focus and concentrate like him :( Goal is to get over 80% in everything. Which is kinda a fail set goal because everybody knows I'm definitely not going to get that for agriculture and science. Chemistry is a no fucking way for Year 11. Leaving physics, biology? Seriously, I'm actually considering continuing Jap all the way to Year 12, I can just sense myself failing all those science-y stuff if I pick them.

Alan the Philosopher: "All normal boys watch porn."

Im sick of love songs. So I'm going to listen to stuff I don't understand. Though the music and stuff kinda suggests the mood.. but anyway, Big Bang! :L Thanks Mitch for suggesting and sending me songs and everything. I like 멍청한 사랑, Make Love and Lollipop most :D I can't believe two of the girls in 2EN1 are 15 and 16 :O Makes me feel so unaccomplished.

Truong is getting unbelievably hard. Angela agrees with me, indices, algebra and all that used to be so easy to understand. Getting into topics such as linear, quadratics, sketching parabolas is so confusing. And everything's moving so fast, it's like a blur. Literally, my theory book is needed more than ever because I always forget formulas and special cases. No doubt, I'm going to drop soon. I'm dreading the new ranking sheet because I know I'm going to be somewhere around 60th.

Thanks for reading this far, or scrolling this far, talk to me, I need cheering up. Nathan's not doing a very good job. I'm joking, Nate :3

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So, like, I GOT A NEW DOG.
And it's so cute, and fluffy, and small. Only six weeks old, bought it from my sister's friend because her dog gave birth to four puppies. It's so cute, oh my gosh.

Dad picked me up from the station. Got home and realised I wanted a Mini Frozen Coke from McDonald's so I ask him to drive back out. He refuses and tells me to call my mum, so I called and I heard some dog whimpering on the car! Talk about surprise :L She drove home, brought it in, so freaking cute.

I never got my Mini Frozen Coke, though.

We washed and blowdry-ed her. Put her in with Cookie, Cookie keeps licking her. Don't think she likes it. Took her back out, she's next to me as I type this. She looks rather cold, all bunched up:



Now, the big question: what to name it?
SUGGESTIONS NEEDED, LOL.
We're considering a cute Japanese-y name, like Chi-chi but out of the blue my sister comes up with Bella. And I ask her, "Is that from Twilight?" and she's like "Yeah. And maybe we can rename Cookie to Edward." Screw that :L Bella's a nice name but everyone's going to be like "Bella? Oh, is that after Bella in Twilight?" How annoying. But oh well, I love my new dog :)

Temporary-dog-named-chi-chi just made holes in my stockings.


Now, to the funny event of today: SHEEP
In agriculture, we were near the shearing shed, near the pens. Mr Bruce was telling us about the different breeds of sheep in the flock, of which were all female except for one, which had like these red seat belt strap thingies that hold this crayon thingy so you can tell which one of the females its mated with, here goes the conversation (similar, not exact wording, I was too busy laughing at how cute Clare was):

Mr Bruce: So, here is the ram, and he's called a Poll Dorset-
Clare: SHEEP HAVE NAMES?

Oh, and thankyou Mitchell for shouting me a cup of popcorn! So nice of you, thankyou Mitch :) I grabbed Mitchell's cup and tip it all down his mouth, two fell out but apparently (because Michelle and Vivian witnessed this) as I was lowering the cup down, pushing it back into Mitchell's hand, it caught the two stray popcorn kernels and they thought that was cool, and yknow, I screamed and if only they told me at the time I would have had my moment of glory. Hmph, Vi and Michelle :P

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It would have been better said "I know you are the girl I fell in love with".

Receiving so many notifications for exams. How alarming. Japanese used to be so easy, I've forgotten all of Units 1-3 for this year's course. I really need to get back on track. IPT people did their exams today, makes me feel so stupid.

Mother's Day on Sunday. Have we all bought presents? :D

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"Do you want me out of your life?"
No. I don't want these memories.

Forgot to mention, I bought a new book today :)

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Oh my gosh, look what I found today at Payless Shoes, of all places, pity it was around $79.95:



Roaming around lookbook and chictopia, I've found my way, once again, to ModCloth! Oh, how I want all these clothes from American websites. Sportsgirl is always a good stop though.


Spliced Tee at Sportsgirl, $79.95


Midnight Throw Over at Sportsgirl, $49.95


It's A Mod World Oxfords at ModCloth, $39.99 (US)

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exams are over! Yes, Hurlstone Year 9, party at my house! Nah, kidding, but yes, don't we all have shopping plans? :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZEQh4zNsa8 That's Daniel eating noodles with a power drill. My, my, what a wonderful way to celebrate. Thanks Nate for recording, I can hear your voice in it, yknow :P

I really hate people who take sides without knowing the whole story. Especially when the only reason they're on that side is because the person is manipulative and can get the emotions they want out of you. It's really like analysing an english text, they evoke emotions out of you using negatively connotated words, making you express certain feelings towards them, yknow, yadiya.

It is an amazing concept that I can not grasp, how some people can live their lives, knowing, knowing well enough that they're deliberately taking someone's world away. For nothing. For their own enjoyment, perhaps, or their sadistic ways, I do not know, I do not take that path in life. They're gonna find you, just believe. You're not a person; you're a disease.

Mufti was rather fun. That girl in year 8 with the rainbow hair and everything, what a rebel! I saw Manisay's boots and they were so cool. Yeah, and that raisin toast thing that Sunny bought for me from the Biggest Morning Tea Stall, that was nice too :)

I'm in quite a happy mood, relatively anyway. Compared to what I've been for the past few months and especially weeks. A whole week of NAPLAN followed by two weeks of half yearlies? Seriously.

I do not know, I just feel like going out somewhere, I feel free. Yes, that's the word. Free. I know I'm nearly there, I'm finally going to let go and I'll regret putting hard work into it only to let it go, but I'm done, I'm ready.

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EXAM RESULTS ARE COMING, PEOPLE! I got two of mine back today, I'm so proud of myself, 24½/25 for Japanese Listening Task and 19/20 for Mathematics non-calculator. Do not ask what I got wrong, tremendously silly mistake. Mr Dillon made me sit in some random room all alone, the windows were opened, the blinds were flapping, it was so scary. I have my science half yearly: p6, while english is P3-4. Great, great.

I am still fairly congested and I'm starting to get the coughs. Oh, my. I wish I had a free weekend without piano or anything, I want to celebrate. Especially Sunday, Genevieve's birthday!

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If you can't get what you want, settle for second best.

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Hello, to those keeping track of me through my blog due to my now two day absence from school. I hope that won't turn into a three day absence.

Missing out on Science Half Yearly, Maths Non-calculator Half Yearly and ICAS Computers Skills Competition, I'm feeling very unaccomplished and useless. Of course, I have not made much progress in studying for those subjects, I've spent most of my time at home in bed. It feels nice to finally be able to sit up without getting a weird headache, seeing everything spin around and falling back down onto the bed.

Taking Amoxil, Sudafed and Nurofen tablets every four hours, along with Rhinocort and Narium nasal sprays, I feel so.. artificial. Though my mum does make me nice lemon and honey drinks -smiles-.

My throat was terrible, I couldn't swallow because it hurted so much, I couldn't breathe properly at night while sleeping because my nose was blocked and for some reason my throat went all dry, my body was aching like crazy for however many days this has been going on for, I do feel like my body is shutting down.

Of course, I could blame this sickness on the fact that I ignored it since last Thursday, or I could blame it on Miss Thomas forcing me to do a 200m run despite me telling her I didn't feel well, which resulted in me throwing up. Or I'll just assume I have swine flu, blame it on the pigs even though I've recalled hearing somewhere that swine flu doesn't actually have anything to do with pigs. Ha, hence the name swine flu, because it has nothing to do with swines. Or does it? Hm.

People in school sport are obviously doing the million kilometre walk, Mitchell, if you happen to read this, I'm sorry for ditching you, my walking buddy. And I can almost swear I'm forgetting someone's birthday today.

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If you can't get the truth from anybody, then don't hang around for the lies.

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I will dig a hole and label it love, and trick him to fall in from above.


It's been a week full of exams. And another week of exactly the same stressful crap still left to face. History, Maths non-calculator, Science and English, they just leave the best till last, don't they?

I lost my history notes.

Thanks S for letting me borrow Hellogoodbye, Motion City Soundtrack and Muse CDs. My favourite from all those would have to be Homewrecker - Hellogoodbye. And thanks Holly for her USB with Automatic Loveletter! I seriously do have too much RNB in my recently added, including Hush Hush by The PCDs, wow, how versatile I am.

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NB I'll be blogging here about my exams, I really don't have time to prettify and make new blogs. I also believe I'm on the verge of becoming capped, eep.



Two freaking essays for english, what do they bloody think we are, magical? Off to study, now that I've finished creating my pretty version of the exam timetable. Toodles and good luck everyone!

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MONDAY AGRICULTURE DONE

Pretty okay since we had ag in the morning, so we got time to revise. (Wink wink to 9E about period 3). Okay, basically, the 3 minutes reading time we got, I flipped through all the pages, read everything, went "Oh, crabcakes" when I saw the calendar and so on. Once I finished all the sections (there were like bloody 4 loose booklets, all different sections or something), I thought to myself "How come I didn't do that holding yard/holding pen thing yet?" so I took a look at all my booklets and realised I couldn't find it. Then I thought I was missing a sheet so I checked down at the bottom at all the "1 of 11" all the way to "11 of 11" and I realised I had all my sheets. I concluded I must've been imagining things.

I find out later I left out a whole bloody page in the exam.

It's not my fault! It was behind the sheet with the calendar, but I flipped over the sheet with the instructions on HOW to fill out the calendar, and there was nothing there so I didn't even think to look behind the sheet with the calendar that we had to fill out, damnit. That's bloody 6 marks gone already. -stressssss-

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WEDNESDAY JAPANESE SPEAKING AND LISTENING DONE

20/20, I'm so proud of myself. But then again a large majority of the class got that. During listening, my mind was just like, "What? Huh? What?" Yeah, very lost. Hopefully all goes well though :D

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THURSDAY MAJOR/MINOR DONE

I WAS SICK THE NIGHT BEFORE THIS EXAM, FEVER SYMPTOMS AND EVERYTHING AND I THOUGHT I HAD SWINE FLU. Far out, so I couldn't study, just in bed hoping to get better. Japanese, yeah, I just hope I get average, but music was manageable, the variation thing was kinda sprung on us though.

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FRIDAY MATH DONE
FAIL FAIL FAIL OMG the calculator I was using, I didn't know how to do the Freq Distr table on it, and I didn't know you had to "SHIFT" and then "FRACTION" on new calculators so I fucked up like two questions. Far out, and I'm in A1, how embarrassing :'( So depressing. Really.

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You said just look on the bright side, but the bright side looks black and white. Just one more time, can we scale this fence and scream at the city lights? Because if we're playing for keeps, you already beat me. Now, I've come undone just so you could stitch me up. This damage seems to suit you, if I'm going down then you're going down. If I'm going down, then I'll go down with you. You keep making a mess and turning heads and the worst part is you know it. The haunting, the kind that I never saw coming. Are you haunting me? You're the ghost that's digging my grace, I've got a gut feeling, can anybody hear me? Got a gut feeling that you will be the death of me, if i go down, then you're going down with me. It's not what you said, it's just the way you said it. It's not what you said, but I can't forget this.

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But like a magic show, I blink and then you disappear. You know I need you, my dear. You know I need you tonight, every other night.

Mathematics NAPLAN completed, which means GOODBYE NAPLAN! Lol at Angela and getting all these questions wrong. There was a question on linear, "Which of these points lie on the straight line connecting (4,4) and (some numbers here)?" I'm such a shameful Truong student, I didn't use the Pt Gradient Formula, I drew the diagram to scale and checked each of the options to see if they were on the line. I still got the answer right though. Hm. Did nearly everyone get the last question on non-calculator test wrong? Grace didn't, she's genius, man.

So NAPLAN over! ... time to look forward to half yearlies! Me and Colin were discussing this, how dreadful our lives are. I'm applying to be a ball kid at the Medibank International. Woohoo. If I get in, I want to be a ball kid at one of those good matches, like at Centre Court. Doubt it though.

So, people never change, she's got the string, pulling him back to her and, well, I'm glad I'm not the friend who's expected to help. Anymore. People never change. He can hate me, glare, stare, at least I know I'm not the one being controlled by the neck.

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“My heart hurts more,” I tell you endlessly. But you're too stubborn. You expected me to move on like you did, but I'm not like you. You could've turn around and you would've seen me there, but you never turned around. You could've opened your mouth to say hello, but your lips were sealed. You could've stopped walking, but your stride remained constant as you went on further and further away from me, but if you did stopped, you would've realised I was chasing after you. I am asking you to reconsider.

Has the TNT Age come to an end? Everyone's getting Bulla Ice-cream cups instead.

Final NAPLAN exams tomorrow. The school must hate us for muddling up their bell times. 80 minutes of Japanese today was absolutely horrible.

Is it just me, or students in high school tend to write about death and murder? In primary, it'd be the nice family themed, surprise birthday thing, but after our topic for this year's NAPLAN writing, THE BOX, I've realised many people have written about the world ending, the death of loved ones and so on. Stephen wrote about a grandfather keeping his wife, the grandmother's ashes in the box because he didn't want to let go. I never knew Stephen was so emotional.

Walking in school sport again. I swear there's a law against this. Sigh, to be honest, I don't mind too much. The teachers always go PMS on us when we do normal sport. At least with walking, you can choose to walk right away from them.

Lol at Mr Hancock teaching us road etiquette. "They leave green bits on the sides of the roads for a reason." Mitchell goes "Really? I didn't know that!" :L Mitchell and Michelle are awesome walking buddies, especially when we play Catergories. Loved that week where Mitchell, me and Andy v Brendan, Jonathan and Thomson, I think it was. After a very inspiring history lesson, I named our team the Triple Entente and Brendan's team the Triple Alliance :L Mitchell's absolutely hilarious when he stresses.

I know everyone's aware of this but bloody exams for the next two weeks. I know I'm not the only one not bothered to study as of yet. Yes, we procrastinate, and we are proud. Aren't we? No, not really, because I know I'll be cramming and stressing. Stay tuned, you'll get a blog full of swearing and all.

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Is that all we do, smile and leave it all unsaid? Why? For what reason? I don't have one, do you? And you better because I'm sick of living like this. I'm not letting you get away with it this time, I want an explanation and I want it now.

im so 3008, you so two thousand and late


Mother's Day was rather nice. I was a good child this year, I ordered flowers for my mum, which she likes a lot :D I was so scared they weren't going to deliver it because they forgot to charge me for delivery fee and they didn't give me a receipt. They should be more organised, hmph. But yeah, I'd recommened Fairfield Station Florist to people who want cheap delivery :D

NAPLAN exams tomorrow. The Government picked the perfect time didn't they, the week right before our half yearlies. Why does half yearlies go for TWO WEEKS this year? Last year we had four bloody exams, this year it's like freaking 8. Or more. Or less? I don't know. I kinda lost all my notifications and exam timetable :| So if any of you would like to spare some notifications for the poor, it'd be greatly appreciated.

For my close friends, they'd know I'm absolutely freaked out right now, living this close to a crime scene. How am I supposed to concentrate? I only got freaking four hours sleep last night, bloody hell, and teachers expect us to do well in exams and seriously, come on, NAPLAN LANGUAGE CONVENTIONS AND WRITING TOMORROW. AND WHAT AGRICULTURE ASSIGNMENT?

And that's me about to explode from stress.

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my love bling bling like L-E-D



Yesterday was cross country. My legs are dying and were dying yesterday before the cross country. PE a day before Cross Country is not good. My whole body is double aching. Michelle, Vivian and I couldn't even walk up the stairs to history class and it hurts when we laugh, sneeze or cough. Obviously, we didn't stretch properly because we were all too busy laughing at the strange stretches Mr Hughes made us do. Seriously, lying on the floor and swinging our legs around in the air?

Took me around 30-35 minutes to do Cross Country, came 10th so I'm happy. Screw Zone Carnival, at least I proved the pattern of my rankings aren't consistent:- Year 6 came 1st, Year 7 came 6th, Year 8 came 11th, therefore showing a decrease in 5 ranks each year. So, I was supposed to come 16th this year, but to hell with that, I'm awesome :D

Going city today for sister's piano exam at the Sydney Conservatorium of Music (the school I would've gone to if my audition was successful. They accepted like 10 people, so the whole grade is basically 10 people, of which I think 7 were from overseas and 3 were from Queensland or Victoria.) I won't be having my next exam until either November or next May and it'll be my last exam too! Unless I decide to get my Performance Certificate or anything. I'm excited about finish Grade 8 Piano and I'm really really looking forward to getting gelato from Gelatissimo today :D

Happy birthday: Van (13) and Debbie (14)!

Oh my god, the exams are coming, the exams are coming! Everybody run!

Notes. Seriously, I must make a start once I retrieve my notes book back. Why must we have so many exams this year, we only had 4 last year. Colin's finished his notes, I wish I could focus and concentrate like him :( Goal is to get over 80% in everything. Which is kinda a fail set goal because everybody knows I'm definitely not going to get that for agriculture and science. Chemistry is a no fucking way for Year 11. Leaving physics, biology? Seriously, I'm actually considering continuing Jap all the way to Year 12, I can just sense myself failing all those science-y stuff if I pick them.

Alan the Philosopher: "All normal boys watch porn."

Im sick of love songs. So I'm going to listen to stuff I don't understand. Though the music and stuff kinda suggests the mood.. but anyway, Big Bang! :L Thanks Mitch for suggesting and sending me songs and everything. I like 멍청한 사랑, Make Love and Lollipop most :D I can't believe two of the girls in 2EN1 are 15 and 16 :O Makes me feel so unaccomplished.

Truong is getting unbelievably hard. Angela agrees with me, indices, algebra and all that used to be so easy to understand. Getting into topics such as linear, quadratics, sketching parabolas is so confusing. And everything's moving so fast, it's like a blur. Literally, my theory book is needed more than ever because I always forget formulas and special cases. No doubt, I'm going to drop soon. I'm dreading the new ranking sheet because I know I'm going to be somewhere around 60th.

Thanks for reading this far, or scrolling this far, talk to me, I need cheering up. Nathan's not doing a very good job. I'm joking, Nate :3

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So, like, I GOT A NEW DOG.
And it's so cute, and fluffy, and small. Only six weeks old, bought it from my sister's friend because her dog gave birth to four puppies. It's so cute, oh my gosh.

Dad picked me up from the station. Got home and realised I wanted a Mini Frozen Coke from McDonald's so I ask him to drive back out. He refuses and tells me to call my mum, so I called and I heard some dog whimpering on the car! Talk about surprise :L She drove home, brought it in, so freaking cute.

I never got my Mini Frozen Coke, though.

We washed and blowdry-ed her. Put her in with Cookie, Cookie keeps licking her. Don't think she likes it. Took her back out, she's next to me as I type this. She looks rather cold, all bunched up:



Now, the big question: what to name it?
SUGGESTIONS NEEDED, LOL.
We're considering a cute Japanese-y name, like Chi-chi but out of the blue my sister comes up with Bella. And I ask her, "Is that from Twilight?" and she's like "Yeah. And maybe we can rename Cookie to Edward." Screw that :L Bella's a nice name but everyone's going to be like "Bella? Oh, is that after Bella in Twilight?" How annoying. But oh well, I love my new dog :)

Temporary-dog-named-chi-chi just made holes in my stockings.


Now, to the funny event of today: SHEEP
In agriculture, we were near the shearing shed, near the pens. Mr Bruce was telling us about the different breeds of sheep in the flock, of which were all female except for one, which had like these red seat belt strap thingies that hold this crayon thingy so you can tell which one of the females its mated with, here goes the conversation (similar, not exact wording, I was too busy laughing at how cute Clare was):

Mr Bruce: So, here is the ram, and he's called a Poll Dorset-
Clare: SHEEP HAVE NAMES?

Oh, and thankyou Mitchell for shouting me a cup of popcorn! So nice of you, thankyou Mitch :) I grabbed Mitchell's cup and tip it all down his mouth, two fell out but apparently (because Michelle and Vivian witnessed this) as I was lowering the cup down, pushing it back into Mitchell's hand, it caught the two stray popcorn kernels and they thought that was cool, and yknow, I screamed and if only they told me at the time I would have had my moment of glory. Hmph, Vi and Michelle :P

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It would have been better said "I know you are the girl I fell in love with".

Receiving so many notifications for exams. How alarming. Japanese used to be so easy, I've forgotten all of Units 1-3 for this year's course. I really need to get back on track. IPT people did their exams today, makes me feel so stupid.

Mother's Day on Sunday. Have we all bought presents? :D

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"Do you want me out of your life?"
No. I don't want these memories.