McDonald's chocolate sundaes. Mmm.

You know what's dumb? http://www.mileysavefuzzy.com Far out. She's going to actually eat her cat if Miley Cyrus does not return to twitter. What the fuck? Man. RSPCA should be alerted. I don't care if it's apparently legal in her country, that is overboard. I don't even think Miley Cyrus knows about this?! Unless she was invited onto Rove or something, and he brings it up cos Rove knows all the weird and whacky stuff. Sigh. What is the world coming to.

I LOVE NOVEMBER. Pinch-punch, everyone! Only seventeen days left till my bitrhday!

Wedding tonight! Still have to paint my nails. Haven't been able to do that in a long time. I love dressing up with a reason. No one can judge me hahah. I'm wearing my midnight blue dress with sequined detail and my glittery heels. I feel a luvo spree coming on. Please forgive me in advance.

I'll leave you with a million surveys I did. Enjoy your Sunday, lovelies ♥

(..like how I've always missed you because absolutely nothing else can compare.)

---

Have you ever heard of the band Fleet Foxes?
Yep, Vanessa listens to them I think.

What'd you do last night?
Talking about first kisses :L

Name something you want right now.
More credit on my phone!

Do you have a Blogspot account?
Yeah. I am faithful to thee Blogger, no Tumblr or Xanga for me.

Have you ever had Thai food; if so, what was your favorite?
Yeah, I like the green paw paw salad or the raw beef salad.

Are you a root beer drinker?
Oh, of course! (No.)

Grape juice or red wine?
Aw, that's hard rofl. But grape juice, cos underage drinking is (n)

What was the last film you saw?
The Cat in the Hat on TV! And Up in cinemas.

Where was the last place you went?
To Truongs. Oh, what an exciting life I lead.

What's in your desk drawer?
Oroton clutch, mathematical instruments set, heart sunglasses, train tickets, tiara, gloves, coins, Virgin sim card starter pack, bandana. It's a jungle in there.

Who was the last person you wished good luck to?
Eric for his basketball game, I think :)

Do you listen to any music in a different language?
Yep, Korean and Japanese cos I'm azzzzzzn like that. (TB)

Are there any important dates coming up?
17 days till my birthday, wedding tonight, Rayray's birthday tomorrow!

What's your facial wash routine?
To be honest, I don't give a damn about facial routines rofl, too much effort! When I shower, I just use a facial wash, atm I'm using The Face Shop's Aloe Vera atm.

What do you want to name your kids?
Something that ends in "a" or "y/i" for a girl.

Do you watch the World Cup; if so, which country do you root for?
Australia cos I'm proud of my country like that (h)

Who was the last person you had deep feelings for?
DEFINITELY VANESSA ;)

Which do you prefer: English or History?
English!

What's something you would like to drink right now?
Honey and lemon. My voice is dyyyyiiinggg.

Are you comfortable speaking in front of a large audience?
Well, somewhat. I love doing speeches :L

What grade is the last person you texted in?
Year 9 (:

What do you want to get accomplished today/tonight?
Finish painting my nails ROFL.

Will you have a boyfriend/ girlfriend in 6 months?
Yeah, Vanessa is my hubby.

Look in your inbox in your phone, who are all the people you have texts from?
Eric, Vanessa, Angela, Mitchell, Raymond. I move the rest of my texts into "Saved Messages' :L

Who are you gonna be with Saturday night?
7th November, I see. Probably no one, but hopefully a few Saturdays after that! Birthday celebrations :D

Did you have a boyfriend on your last birthday?
I had Vanessa.

Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
Who hasn't?

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
Well, at 12AM. I'm pretty sure male.

Where did you get your last bruise from?
T-ball! Stupid Kenny, trying to attack the third base, grr (though we did tackle him.. :L)

Have you ever been so embarrassed that you cried?
Yes rofl, I crossed the road all by myself to go to the library and got honked at when I was 6 and all these people were staring at me. I cried at the library rofl. I still remember it.

What's the last thing you said to someone & to who?
"No, I like it long" :L

Have you ever let someone go because you thought they deserved better?
No. COS IM A SNOB. Nah, not that :L

If your ex said they hate you, you say?
Uh, I don't give a fuck.

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
I'd like to think Vanessa would.

What woke you up this morning?
My dad was complaining about how much DVDs I own to my mum. I heard it all, Dad :L

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I used to. Until someone came along and proved to me that even a sixth chance does not make a single difference.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I know I'm thinking about someone :D

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Well, not anymore. I've learnt.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Yes. I'm superficial like that.

What'd you cry about the last time you cried?
Well on Tuesday, in stress and fear. It's one of those things where, you can't fix it cos it's already happened, and you don't know what to do and you just cry. I'm weak like that haha.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Yes, I do. I don't know if I believe it in to leave it up to karma to get the people who've hurt me deeply in the past, because I can't bear to do it to them.

How much older is the person you're currently interested in?
Vanessa's younger than me.

Have your parents caught you drinking?
Furthermore, I do not drink!

How has the past week been for you?
Monday was absolutely frustrating. Tuesday, things were resolved. Wednesday, the heat nearly killed me. Thursday, stressed like crazy for music, Friday, everything fixed itself :)

When was the last time you were complimented?
Yeah, I think last night :D

Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
I really wanna see Where The Wild Things Are, Time Traveller's Wife and The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus.

Are you listening to music right now?
너라고 (It's You) by Super Junior

What is something you wish you had more of?
Time.

What would your new last name be if you married the last person who texted?
Penh or Trinh LOL (Hey Raymond, Quoc Hung ;D)

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
Never :)

What was the last drink you consumed?
V.

Are you waiting for anything/anyone?
Yes, I am.

What color is your underwear?
Green rofl.

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you've told everything to?
Hm. There's one that I've told a lot of things I've never told anyone else before?

Do you honestly have any regrets?
A lot. I'm that kinda person. I always think what if.

Have you met anybody that changed your life?
Definitely.

Missing anybody?
Yes :(

Who do you have texts from in your phone?
I save most of my messages so like, Vanessa, Angela, Mitchell, Eric, Raymond, Sunny, Nicholas, Nathan, Colin, Genevieve, Danica, Margaret, Vivian, John, Emerson etc etc

Are you in any kind of emotional pain right now?
Hm, not really. I have a sore throat.

Do you believe in marriage? Do you plan on getting married someday?
Of course?! It's not like marriage is some yet to be proven phenomenon. And yes I do.

Which is harder: walking away from somebody you love or coming back to somebody who has hurt you?
Walking away, definitely.

Has your heart ever truly ached for somebody?
I believe so.

Why did you last cry?
Tuesday.

Is it easier to pretend everything's okay for you?
Much, much, much easier than saying what's bothering me.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yeah. Sigh.

What was the last horror movie you watched? With who?
I've never watched a horror :)

Do you take walks often?
Not as often as I'd like.

Do you think "I love you" are strong words?
Strongest combination of words ever.

Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes. Stupid random MSN dp from last night, gr!

Do you think you could live without your cell phone?
Yeah. I still have my computer right?

Would you date someone that none of your friends like?
I guess. But if they don't like him, obviously there's something wrong with him that I'm not seeing?

If you woke up as the opposite gender, what’s the 1st thing you would do?
Kill myself.

Do you want a well-paying job or a job you enjoy?
Well, I guess you have to consider the pay but a job I enjoy.

Do you like hugs?
I do indeed!

Where do you want to go to uni?
USYD or UNSW :)

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music we're in love by kyle christopher
tastebuds avocado shake

nothing beats a t-shirt. yeah, girls like to dress up and whatnot, but seriously, nothing beats a nice comfortable cotton t-shirt. like my new anberlin band tee! made by american apparel, perfect combination :) a few sizes oversized but that's easily fixed.

truong homework, mr dillon homework, coordinate geometry topic test: math overdose . good job a1, i think mr dillon has about 25 books to mark over the weekends, with about 100 pages each book (y) well done guys. yes, mr dillon, that's payback for always teasing us about tutorrrr.

truong was pretty cool, but sir asked me two questions today. that's crazy, he never asks me anything. everytime he picked me to answer the question, i could seriously feel my heart beat beat beat beat beat beat beat. yeah i get terrified. luckily i answered them correctly :D its such a bad thing when he knows your name honestly :L

(I kinda like where we are)

Labels: dedication, everyday

music 声をきかせて (let me hear your voice) by big bang
mood happy, confused

mitchell and michelle's (aka mitchbitch and michi respectively) love for kpop has rubbed off onto me! park bom's you and i and big bang's let me hear your voice is currently on repeat for me, and has been for the whole day. i understand three words in the big bang song, hurrah hurrah :L i love the video clips as well. big bang's one for their sets (oh how interior architecture makes me happy) and park bom's one for the colours used. maybe my taste in music is too wide for my own good. some guy was blasting screamo on the train and i enjoyed that too! haven't listened to that genre for a while now.

kabir and me swapped watches for the whole day. i love his jag's digital watch. i want a men's watch now.

vanessa joined me at the canteen today! yeah, colleagues ftw rofl. those new 'fruit thingies' that sell for 30c, pretty big hit. "can i have one of those thingies?" and i instantly know what theyre talking about, im pro (h)



the last two periods were spent mostly in stress: music practical! now im officially exam free guitarred for grace, that was fun, i actually enjoyed that but preparing for my performance was crazy. then johnny tried to calm me down when it was one person left till my turn to go into the performance room (because i was screaming and pacing around rather fast) by guitaring and letting me sing along. singing does calm me down rofl. at the conclusion of my performance, mrs wuhrer said, "oh, that's an interesting arrangement!" what's that supposed to mean? that i sucked? omfg -cries-

All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me

Labels: dedication, everyday

music let me hear your voice by big bang ♥
mood relieved
tastebuds green tea

happy birthday ignatius and kyleen!

where the wild things are released 3rd december. i definitely have to watch this. one of my favourite picture books of all time, ever since the first time i was shown it during story time in kindergarten.

got my discrimination pe assignment back, full marks! so proud of myself. mr wilson said it was professional :D now at least i have a hope of beat cindy in one subject. on the contrary, math was rather stressful. now i have 5 book marks, just need to fix up another 40 pages before im up to date! during maths, i was sitting there in my desk, flipping through my book, wondering if i should hand it in or not. finally found the courage to shoot my hand up and say, "sir, can you mark my book? but not the last 10 pages cos i've done nothing there." and he agrees rofl.

celebrity masterchef tonight! go ryan okeefe! everyones like "rachael finch, rachael finch" no! ryan okeefe!

we did t-ball in sport today. i was on third base, and my trusty fellow fielders (yvy jacqueline liza and angela) clumped between second and third base, waiting for the batter to advance before they would start tackling him down! yeah cos that's how we play t-ball here (h) team b, my team, lost but only because team a fouled a couple gajillion times and mr hancock was like, "hmmmmmmmmmmm, safe". stupid.

(The roof caved in, the truth came out)

Labels: everyday

music a day late by anberlin
tastebuds v, im seriously overdosing on caffeine

you know what's epic? writing a song in less than ten minutes and performing it. today was the deadline for group ensembles performances in music and it was due a month ago. grace, danica, angela, michelle and i walked into music class knowing we had no material whatsoever to perform. so we decided to improvise. i did attempt to write a song during the holidays, and so while danica and grace pro-ly came up with the melody, i inserted my lyrics and worked it with their melody. michelle and angela went away and worked out simple chord accompaniments to match with the chords i was strumming. and there was our song. here are our lyrics (we couldn't sing this with straight faces, honestly, freaking hilarious):

verse 1
dear teacher, we have no song
we're sorry we made you wait this long
and lyrically this song is weak
the rhymes dont rhyme and
the lines they dont mean anything

chorus
what are we meant to sing about? x6

bridge
chords strummed together
with the least of thought
we thought we were ready
but apparently not

of course the chorus was done with three voices, harmonising, syncopation and what not. and the chords were spelt out in the bridge. put that together with chords am c g f. ta-dah! wow, we're good improvisers. choosing the theme 'acoustic' was a great choice. no need for extreme electric guitaring and drumming. sorry david, that i gave you such a boring drum beat to play :L

why does mr wenban make us watch 'the taming of the shrew' after we do our yearlies? i dont understand that man. never will.

happy birthday to robert from sefton. (see nathan, i didnt stalk him!)

goddamnit! maths book! to be handed in! all a1 people, well most of you, would know what im talking about. so we're supposed to hand our books in every 20 pages we use so mr dillon can mark it. but since the half yearlies, about 20 of us haven't handed anything in. so pages and pages and pages of work, all accumulated and now i'm left with over 100 unmarked pages. mr dillon's gonna freak. gotta get him chocolate.

on msn, my nickname is "[a=#B1ADE7] ·$11{·$ ·$0·#w·#qr [/a]·$0" yeah? in japanese andy asked me, "wendy, why is your nickname on msn blade 7? what's blade 7?" he's adorable.

i've been listening to so much rnb lately. and i actually have a favourite rnb artist now (jason derulo). but yeah, wow, i only like certain rnb songs, i don't actually have a favourite rnb artist. freaky. why is my surname so boring compared to his one?

(You sound like a broken record, record, record)

Labels: dedication, everyday

Music If I Never Met You by Claude Kelly (Thanks Rayray)
Mind Lethargic, though I should be in party mode

First off, happy fifteenth birthday, Kabir aka Kebabbage. Me and Thai were looking for Kabir at lunch because we decided to shout him lunch (sorry kabir, for a crap present) and we found out, to our dismay, that Kabir was in detention. On his birthday, nice timing. So we ventured around the english blocks and stuff, finally located Kabir in Room 23. Gave him a chicken tender roll and a frozen yoghurt! Oh, if you're reading this Kabir, thanks for being one of the most supportive people ever. Even though you ditched me in debating, dude, next year if you don't join, I don't know what I would do! You always make me laugh, I think ever since Year 2! Have a good one, and please, please go along with your plan to dress up as Hancock for Halloween.

Secondly, we are now exam free, people! I was all jumpy in Japanese. I miss this feeling, of being able to sit and type a blog without feeling guilty cos the time should be spent memorising (useless) information. lol at pe exam, man, why did they make it exactly the same as last years? i was flipping through it giggling to myself, and allen and aldrich were doing the same thing. so was vivian. lucky to those (including myself) who were studying from the previous papers from the year 10 people. and music, well yeah, mr mahfouz was crazy. Anyway, so now we partay? :D

i hate this weather. bloody rain.

got our mathematics yearly back. me and angela failed it. yes, asian fail, not real fail. and angela was like "i want to make my own perfume now." and im like "and call it what? 'i fail at maths so i turned to perfume making'?" rofl seriously, i have the best conversations with her. shes so blonde sometimes, its so cute. so proud of margaret! 100%, man, that math machine (i still love you margaret, dont worry, we'll still be your friend even though you're a big fat nerd now). my brother alan and i comforted each other. its all going to be okay. well not really, because he shoved Adelaide down his pants again.

me and vivian called mr kearney 'vomit' in japanese today. he thought i said fuck you.

(If only you could read between the lines)

Labels: birthday, dedication

Music Where U At by Taeyang
Eating Fad sticks
Mood Neutral

Edit @4:35PM Forgot to mention. Remember how I said Miss Pham is apparently a non-blood relative of mine? Yeah, it's confirmed. She was at the party I was at yesterday. Of course she didn't recognise me, I'm not in any of her classes LOL. Yeah, so Miss Pham is a non-blood cousin apparently.

FOETUS SOUP Simon, why the heck did you introduce me to that for? Seriously, it's disgusting and everytime I think about it -throws up- I want to go vegetarian now. And as I was saying to a lot of people: GREENPEACE SHOULD BE PROTESTING AGAINST THIS! SCREW THE WHALES FOR NOW. Apparently foetus soup is a 'rare delicacy', and has been practised for over 100 years. What the fuck, honestly. That's just grotesque. Stupid Google Images, ruined my childhood. Not really, though. Stupid PE rofl.

Speaking of PE. How the heck do we study for it? Because seriously, I can't think of anything else they're gonna ask us besides, uh, "What must you do before you have sex?" Pretty obvious. Speaks for itself. Right? Who can ever forget the banana lesson. To quote Mr Wilson, "It's okay if you miss a maths lesson. But this, this is important. For the rest of your life." Yeah, what if some of us die lonely and never have sex! Did he ever think of that? Huh! No. Probably not.

24 days till I turn 15. Is it just me or is there such a big gap between 14 and 15? Then 15 to 16, whoa! Then 16, 17 and 18. Then yeah, then after that nothing really much happens until 21. Then people forget you ever existed and then start celebrating again when you're 30. Funny. Don't worry, guys, I'll celebrate your 25ths with you.

THERE HAS ALSO BEEN A MAJOR CHANGE IN MY TOP 25 MOST PLAYED. A song, added just this week has managed to climb all the way to 3rd spot with 333 play counts! Crazy seriously. Thanks Danica for Whatcha Say (Acoustic) by Jason Derulo! Yeah, it's funny how I can tolerate such a wide variety of music. But not rap. A little bit of rap in a song is okay, like, the bridge or the person they're featuring but a whole song just rap is just.. no. So here's my top 7 at the moment:

1 HeroHeroine by Boys Like Girls (1584)
2 A Day Late by Anberlin (350)
3 Whatcha Say Acoustic by Jason Derulo (333)
4 Shake It by Metro Station (328)
5 The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls (327)
6 My Favourite Accident by Motion City Soundtrack (292)
7 Kill Me In A Record Shop by Boys Like Girls (263)

I will never know how Metro Station got there. Actually, by further analysis, I haven't listened to some of the songs on my Top 25 in more than half a year. What the heck, rofl. I've been on YouTube a fair bit lately. Yes, that is somewhat my form of celebrating the near end of the yearlies. I'm happy to see communitychannel and mychonny are the top 2 most subscribed in Australia! Chyeah! I love how they both have completely different styles though. Natalie is just, geeky cool (you know what I mean) and mychonny just stereotypes Asian parents LOL. I love his accent. "I work in factory, no air con!" :L

(It's not what you did,
it's because you're still doing it)

Labels: dedication, everyday, exams

Music No Air by Glee Cast

MY SEXY MANIKIN MAN Mannequin? Who cares, the box said manikin and Google didn't correct me. Bought this today while I was shopping. It is now standing proudly on my desk, uh, doing nothing. Nevertheless, I love him. Also managed to get a dress from Cuiuli. Blue and studs never went so well together.

Now, today, we shall focus this paragraph and point the spotlight towards Raymond Trinh. As promised, Raymond. This is Part 1. Hm. Born 2nd November 1994 9:12AM, Raymond Trinh is a baboon that attends my Truong class. He sits in the back row on the corner, wearing glasses and sounding exactly like his fellow table companions. He likes K-Pop, as I've recently discovered, and reckons my music is shit: "Oh my god, seriously, what the heck are you listening to?" as he stated while I was on the phone with him once. Do not give your home phone to this guy. Okay, paragraph over.

I need new iPod earphones. During last week, my bag was so packed and jammed, I shoved my iPod in before an exam and my earphones are all bent and whack. Have to plug it in to my iPod really really deep and twist and turn it and stuff before I get any sound. This sucks. I can't survive without music.

I've manage to acquire so many amazing photographs. I shall have a photo spam one day. Most likely soon. I'm eating a frozen yoghurt and I'm looking into my reflection in my spoon and boy, my nose looks big. Yes, that is what I do with my life.

(You drove me crazy every time we touched,
but now I'm so broken that I can't get up.)

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Listening Forever by J-Lie ft LaRon
Eating Rice dumpling
Studying TRUONG HW OMG CRAM

First off, I would like to dedicate this blog to my loverly math class, A1, who epic failed the non-calculator exam today. So freaking hilarious at the end when everyone's complaining about getting like 6 wrong. Considering we're the top math class, I think an average of 19 is kinda WTF, when people in A2 all got 23. Even Cindy Van's downfall was witnessed today in this exam. I think it's Mr Dillon's fault. Let us blame it on him.

Secondly, major exam was also fail. (Though I would like to thank Liza and Vivian for testing me with the flash cards LOL) Japanese, zomg, why must you be so difficult?! I flipped through it and holy crap, I did not know anything. So I made it all up. Yep, it is indeed a miracle if I get over 50%. I would also like to take this opportunity to mention Alvin. My dear, Alvin. At the end of the exam, he came up to me and asked, "Wendy! What the heck's a ki-mo-no?" "Kimono? As in, the thing you wear, kimono?" "No, I mean ki-mo-no, what's a ki-mo-no?" "A KIMONO, ALVIN. IT'S SPELT HOW IT'S PRONOUNCED." Aw. Poor boy. No. Poor me. I couldn't do anything :L

4 EXAMS LEFT I truly cannot wait until it is over. And for some odd reason, it feels like it's at the end of Term 4. Because all of our exams are done, I guess. Mr Peck took us out to play handball because apparently it has something to do with our next unit: Senses. Or something. Isn't he cool, using that as an excuse for us to bludge. Unlike Mr Kearney who asked me how my exam was and called me a liar when I said I did horrible. I swear, people who are modest, you've ruined it for me, people just think I'm being modest when I say I went totally and utterly crap. Hmph. Oh, I hate my hair.

(How can you have the heart to assist
with the affairs of her heart?)

Labels: exams

All my books, all loose sheets, all my empty V cans accumulating, coffee, vitaminwater: the only things left to show for my crazy crazy crazy hectic study schedule this week.

Hope Year 12s are hanging in there as well!

You do not know how much I've been stressing this week. Along with the rest of Year 9s of course, but everyone knows by now that I overstress. Crazily overstress. Seriously, I cannot believe it is Thursday night and all major exams have been completed and pushed out of the way! English exam was crazy, the second part, I could not even identify the first scene. There's like a million possibilities for it, I swearrrr. (Should I post my essay here? A few people were asking, yeah just comment if you want, I don't want to put it up for no reason :L) And science exam, totally screwed that up too. Most of the questions were our checkpoint questions so if I actually studied properly.. maybe I would've done better, far out :L 7 OUT OF 12 EXAMS DONE Only mathematics non-calculator, Japanese writing, music, music practical and PE theory. Nearly done, nearly done.

Special thanks to Angela for buying me coffee this morning and Simon for sending the 1499 page summary (literally) which I could not put myself to read. Come on, Year 9, just a few more days and then we PARTAY!

(I pulled away when
all I wanted was to not let go.)

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Music Zero Gravity by David Archuleta
Mood Quite content, tired

I stayed up pretty late last night, finding out more about someone and exchanging my stories. Seriously, one of the best conversations and reflections in a while. (Primary school romances, weren't they just the cutest?) So amazing that I stayed up till 4AM when I had tutor at 8:30AM. (Don't try that at home). Yeah, all worth it though. Coincedence, that I was watching Friends after tutor, and this conversation popped up:

Monica: Anyway, how did it go with Kate?

Joey: Oh, it was great! Yeah, I-I walked her home, and it was amazing how much we connected, y'know? Then ah, then she passed out, but then she woke up. Yeah? And we stayed up all night talking, and now we’re like totally crazy about each other!

Monica: Joey, you had the night!

Joey: What?

Monica: When two people finally realise their feelings for each other, and they talk for hours, and they learn all about the other person!

(There's more, just getting too long for my blog rofl, look it up if you want.) One of the best feelings ever would be knowing that you can trust someone, wanting to tell them everything about yourself, knowing quite well that they believe what you are saying and they actually care about what you're trying to tell them. Especially very emotionally heavy stuff you've been through and have never ever told anyone else. Such conversations also have a tendency of making you realise certain things, that you regret not realising earlier. I don't think I'd ever be able to retell my life story to anyone though because it is just so boring and mundane that after a few minutes, the person on the listening end would simply, yknow, die. I won't say too much, just go have a deep conversation with someone. Or go study. Yeah, maybe that's the smarter option.

This is probably last or second last blog post for a while! Gonna be epic studying and/or cramming. Or procrastinating. Most preferably not the last one. Seriously guys, just try not to stress and focus! (I should try telling myself that) We shall party after Monday Week 2, but for now, GOOD LUCK :)

Labels: dedication, everyday, exams, holidays

Study. We know we should all be, but we're not. Two and a half more days until exams start, I can feel the stress coming on, I can sense the many agitated personal messages on MSN, I can smelllll the feeeear. Of course I can. Best of luck to Year 12s doing their HSC!

NB Japanese Major people, don't freak, the speaking is just for the day you volunteered. And also, I only put geography on there because 9M and 9E do a different HSIE course, and we only do geo for the last two terms of this year.

My mum's angry cos I don't want a haircut. She's gonna make me get one sooner or later, so prepare for the boxhead me to come back. I don't know if bangs would be great for exam period, what happens if it gets into my face, I can't exactly pin it up can I? Yeah, see, all these dilemmas. Speaking of which, do any of you guys have pre-exam rituals? For example, before every exam I tie my hair all back and do my shoe laces at least twice. Shoe laces have to be tight or I get so freaking pissed off. It annoys me like crazy. So just watch me before every exam, I'll be doing my shoe laces and what not. Unless my pacer is missing lead and I'm refilling or something.

I hate english tutoring at 8:45AM in the morning, on a Sunday! It ruins everything eg SLEEPING IN. Today was my last day to sleep in, how sad, mourn mourn mourn. Pity me. I still need to study for agriculture and english and math! Troi oi, the most important subjects! Omg. Okay, I'm starting to stress.

I seriously can't wait for exams to be over! Did I mention I'm banning myself from the computer for first week of term, unless I need to research stuff? Yeah, how the heck am I going to make it through. Alright, back to studying, kids.

Good luck, let's bring our averages up and make uh, Cindy Van proud!

Now that I've found it,
there's no letting go.

Labels: everyday, exams

8 EXAMS. 5 DAYS. 1 HELL OF A LOT OF STUDYING TO DO. I'm hating this so much. Oh my gosh, holidays all ruined because of yearlies on the first week back. There are good points to that, but still, holidays ruined, my mind's either occupied with work or the guilt of not doing work while I'm trying to relax.

I was at the library today, 11AM to 5PM, accompanied by Mitchell and Eric. Extremely nice to have their company but my god they're a huge distraction. (In a sort of nice way, of course.) Full stops next to a bracket looks ugly. Anyway. Finished studying two units of Japanese, two math topics and music exercises. Not very much, you might think, but let me tell you, Japanese is a bitch. Thankyou to Erica who was my scribe for math. Who write like, 5 words and complained :P And thankyou to my iTouch for my mini piano when I was doing music stuff :L Far out, the children section, a massacre or something. Kids throwing books, bumping into things, screaming, crying, omg, Mitchell was like "Wends, got a bat?" Imagine Mitchell going into the childrens section with a bat, crazily waving it infront of him :L Cracked me up like crazy. And I starved myself 10AM - 5:30PM. Yeah, Mitch gave me his coconut bun, I ate it on the car and omg, realised how much I needed food! I didn't even realise I was hungry :L

Here's a few more Alan moments to add to my collection. I swear, he is so freaking random, the best big brother ever though.

Talking about our tutor teacher collecting homework, leading on to establishing the fact that Thomson is the king of Mafia
(11:26 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: hes collecting everytime except the time when he didnt collect anyones ==
(11:26 PM) wends : LOL
same with our table
(11:26 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: cuz he thinks were badboys
(11:26 PM) wends : LOL
(11:26 PM) wends : i swear its thomson :L
(11:26 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: lions mane
(11:26 PM) wends : thomson has one?
(11:27 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: yes
he is the king of mafia
(11:28 PM) wends : LOL
what happened to lucky stones and.. thomson's gang
:L
(11:30 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: thomsons gang is the mafia
(11:32 PM) wends : oh okay wow
better not mess with him :L
(11:32 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: YEA

Alan sending me Final Destination trailer
(11:41 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: haha
and like the elavtor, wait a sec
u even watch it yet
(11:41 PM) wends : no
i saw a bit on tv, scared the heck out of me.
im easily scared
(11:41 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: dw
big brother is here for u

Telling me about his tooth
(11:54 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: i dont know
so gey
waste my time
tomrow haircut and dentist appointment
(11:55 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: far i got a plaqued tooth
(11:55 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: grr and i didnt find it till i was looking at my self after my shower
like someone shitted in my tooth

Bidding me farewell
(11:58 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: 6 or 7
if i can haha
then ill sleep at troung and get told off
so no
prolly 8 or 9
(11:59 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: cuz i gta get a freaking haircut and whiten my dirty tooth
Oh well
(11:59 PM) wends : LOL awww
good luck tomorrow
fun day for you
(11:59 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: SleepTightLittleSis
(11:59 PM) wends : then i can laugh at your haircut
sleeptightbigbro
(11:59 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: lol
i will
knowing that my family is safe

I will follow you into the dark.

Labels: everyday, holidays

CITYYYYYYYY!

with Vv and Mitchummm! I'm going to be PRETTY BRIEF because it was a pretty huge day. And I'm pretty tired. And I'm watching Beauty And The Geek (LOL MAN MEAT).

THANKS TO ANNA GULIKOV, GENEVIEVE AND KYLEEN FOR SUGGESTIONS REGARDING PREVIOUS POST! Lots of thanks to Anna for also scanning Japanese notification for me ♥

Let's see, some of the stores we visited in no order: Starbucks, Nine West, Kikki K, Kinokuniya, General Pants, The Body Shop, JB Hi-Fi, Thaikee, Japan City, T2, Sportsgirl, Superdry and Wagamama for lunch. Vv wanted to show us the 'non-Asian' side of the city :L Me and Mitch ended up going Capitol at the end of the day anyway. Saw the huge Sefton group, Raymond, you ditched me, evillllll.

Thanks Vanessa for suggesting the caramel macchiato! I love it, she's right, Starbuck's the best :D

In QVB, we were too lazy to walk down the stairs from Level 1 to the Ground Floor so we took the elevator. Karma got us, and we ended up having to go all the way up, then all the way down. Then we got off at the wrong level and ended up right back on Level 1. We decided to take the stairs.

Finally bought The Composer Is Dead at Kinokuniya! Cheaper than at Borders and Angus and Robertson :) I've been listening to the CD, it's so dramatic, scares me a bit LOL. I love it, well done Lemony Snicket :D (or Daniel Handler).

Went to Wagamama for lunch! Me and Mitch all got Bento boxes and Vanessa got curry. I chose the chilli squid and teriyaki chicken. Maaaaan, even though it was so nice, such a rip off :L Kids, always stick to fast food.

Then me and Mitch went Capitol and turned back into our Asian selves! Then Chinatown and we found BIG BANG CDS OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. But we were broke :( Me and Mitch are gonna go back there again next time (:

Old enough to know, but too young to care.

Labels: city

My iTunes library is full of emo shit. Not the genre, all the songs are just sad. I only listen to music reflecting my mood at the time, and I need happy stuff! Suggestions? :)

Okay. Seriously. Must freaking study now. Epic cramming of Japanese, math and english begins today. I'm actually managing in Science. Damn it. I still don't know whether to agree or disagree with my essay question -cries-

Your star is so bright,
I can see your core.
You light up my life
so I can see more.

Ah, holidays and the freedom to stay up to anytime I want. That's right, I went to tutor this morning with hair not brushed and eyes half shut. Got home, changed back into pj's and got right back into bed. Blerhgerg :L

My dad made me do his tax returns. Every single year, man! He was nagging me to do it and I was guitaring, so I made a couplet up: "I don't want to do your tax returns, I don't even bloody go to work". Sing that to F C Em Am (h) I finished, he asked me my favourite food, I yelled LOBSTER and he's like, Alright, I'll take you out tonight and I'm like whoa whoa no. Cos I'm a nice kid. He was probably just joking anyway, hmph.

Now tell me something: when a decision is to be made, do you base it on what you actually prefer, or what is going to benefit you?

Let's take a very relevant example: my sister. She hates going to Truong. Every Friday I'd listen to her whine and complain and stress before her Truong lesson, talks about how she's stuck with such an evil tutoring centre and so on and so forth. I remember when I was in Year 6, even though I was absolutely terrified before every lesson, I didn't carry on like her, and I actually had Sir as my teacher. Truong's actually pretty cool if you study hard. Anyway, my mum's tired of it too, so she suggested my sister quit. My sister said no. Now, I don't know if it's because my sister has friends in her class or something, or because she knows deep down that Truong is a decent tutoring centre and that his methods actually help.

This whole situation just reminded me of selecting elective subjects last year, for 2009 and 2010. There was the Selection Information Night at 7PM or whatnot (we got free tea yay), dedicated to telling year 8 students about how and what to choose as subjects. Of course, the teachers encouraged strongly that we all pick subjects we actually enjoyed, that we would want to study. I know most of the parents there were brainwashing their children with "COMMERCE, COMMERCE, COMMERCE." I was nearly literally fighting with myself when I had to choose my subjects. I knew I should pick subjects I liked but like I always do, I go for the "right" choice. I remember handing in my note right on the bell, when it was exactly due because I couldn't make up my bloody mind. But then again maybe because I'm indecisive.

And that would mean that the past two paragaphs are utterly pointless. Damnit.

Hi Raymond.

Yesterday, Angela asked me for Margaret's number at Truong. I gave her a number, off the top of my head like I usually do when people ask me for numbers. So if Angela called, and it wasn't Margaret.. I'm sorry. I memorise all home phone numbers so it'd be easier when I need to call someone, but sometimes in my brain/head/whatever, I associate the wrong name with the wrong number. Once, I called Danica's number when I was really looking for Angela, so on so forth. Yeah, it's actually funny now that I think about it. I tried memorising mobile numbers too, but what's the point, I'd be on my mobile if I wanted to call peoples mobiles. Yes, that's me, the girl who can't even memorise.. the bloody point gradient formula.

Speaking of point gradient formula, that's not even going to be in our bloody yearlies. Linear isn't going to be in our yearlies. I can not help but ask the question: why is Mr Dillon teaching us it and giving us a million sheets on it while he could just be giving us revision. Damn straight, revision! I don't know the properties of quadrilaterals omg omg. Yes, truth revealed, I fail for a 9A1. And I also think from now till the beginning of Week 2, all my blogs will have some sort of reference to studying or the yearlies. How boring am I.

And speaking of yearlies, who has ag notes they'd like to swap with me? I'll give you some very sexy music notes.. (Nah, they suck, actually.)

My iPod was on shuffle this morning (12PM? I woke up at 11:43PM) and an Anberlin song came up! Oh my gosh, when was the last time I listened to an Anberlin song. I can't believe I've neglected my favourite band for so long. I just love their songs so much, their lyrics aren't cliche, the rhymes aren't repetitive. Like, you know when you're listening to a song and you can predict what word the next line's gonna end in because of all the overused rhymes songs do these days? Yeah, with Anberlin, you really can't. Same goes for bands like Mayday Parade, Motion City Soundtrack and Relient K. I can't even begin with Relient K, I love their lyrics. Boys Like Girls are somewhat predictable but it's just so catchy. And listening to Read Between The Lines, their live performances at their hometown, Massachusetts, I really really really want to see them live. Just the energy and the involvement with the audience. Music, man ♥

Every single night. And I'm too scared to let the morning take it away.

Labels: dedication, everyday

Today I actually studied! So proud of myself. 3 hours devoted to Unit 4 of science textbook which was basically just light, at Cabramatta Library. I swear I just get too distracted at home. This week will see me at Cabramatta/Fairfield library for the most part. Didn't manage to catch Vanessa there and Mitchbitch got offered a chore for $100 (cleaning out a junk yard of a house apparently) so I sat there for 3 hours by myself, until Eric(a) decided to join me and by then I was finished so we just sat and talked. He ended up getting stalked by some creepy old man. Yeah, this man kept turning around and eye contacting Eric, and he shiftily went back to his shelf and repeat repeat repeat. That was quite funny :L Poor E.

I hate static electricity. My hair goes crazy, my dress sticks to my stockings. Is there something to eliminate it? I know there's some anti static electricty spray but can't there be an easier solution like water. I also need gel pads for my heels. Not because I'm picky but because my left foot doesn't fit. Why are my feet not the same size. My left foot's smaller than my right. I'm pretty sure my left's a 7.5 and my right's a 8. This sucks. One of the reasons I hate hate hate hate hate shoe shopping. But I like shoes :)

Just so you know,
this feeling's taking control.

Labels: birthday, everyday

Got my swine flu vaccine today. I wasn't stressing or anything, unlike my mum and sister who were conjuring up strategies to deal with their anxiety. I don't know, something like counting to three in your head, or pinching yourself on your other arm, biting your lip. My sister said she was just thinking of Friends in her head. I was calm, all the way through, even up until the needle was in my arm, until the doctor took it out. But now, my arm's stinging like crazy. Honestly, nobody please punch me or I'm scared I'll just start bawling like a baby. Panvax, you burn in hell. What does Panvax mean anyway. Is Pan a synonym for swine flu, cos I really can't figure out what it's supposed to mean. It should be Painvax or something. Sorry to all those people who think it's a miracle. The aftermath is crazy. But yes, yes, I'd rather get the shot than die of swine flu. So back off all you people who are on Panvax's side. My mum bought me a drink from Pearl Central for being brave. That's where I ran into Mitchell, hiking home after a long study session at Cabramatta library all by himself. I think I'll join him tomorrow, and Vanessa if she's going as well. Anybody else bothered should come and help explain to me science. Because I. freaking. fail.

Oh, I forgot to mention, I have completed my Friends collection! I now own Season 1 - 10 on DVD. Yes, that's right, no downloading for me. It sounds like I have so much money to waste which I definitely do not. And I just realised I have just created more distractions for myself. Damnit. Only a week left to study and I've gotten nowhere :'(

I want a USB hub. And wow, it's 6:50PM and still so bright!

I swear, after the yearlies, we should so throw a party and celebrate like crazy. Even though camp is a few weeks after? Yeah, on Alvin Chung's birthday. Yay, my birthday isn't during yearlies this year! 18th November. Remember that ;D Oh my god, thinking about camp makes me feel so not bothered. Especially the packing part. I always leave that to the last minute it's not even funny, and yet I feel like it is appropriate to insert a big LOL here. LOL. Well, how am I supposed to enjoy camp if I know I'm gonna fail all my yearly exams because I'm not studying at the moment. Yeah. Okay, time for a goal. Tonight, if I'm going to stay up, I better be staying up with a pen in hand and eyes off computer screen! Hahahahah, how impossible is that! You can tell I'm stressing because this blog is not paragraphed properly and goes on about a million random things at once. Blerhghrtertmbz0oy.

I can't find a better
place to rest my head now.

Labels: everyday, holidays

Had a greeeeat day today! I don't want to go into detail but Up 3D is the best, go watch it if you haven't :D

I've finished Truong homework. Surely, that's a good enough excuse to not have finish my geography and agriculture notes. Looking at Genevieve's blog makes me feel so unproductive and dumb. Tomorrow I have swine flu shot, that takes out a good two hours. Hope I don't scream too loud. Going Truongs after all.

I promise a proper blog next time, to those who actually read this!

Were you quivering? Because I was just too warm with infatuation.

Labels: birthday

The hiatus thing, who was I kidding, it's holidays and all I have planned is studying. Which is a synonym for procrastinating. I'm back from a twenty hour break! Hurrah.

PROGRESS Finished music notes, started geography and science notes! (9E don't have history).

Went DFO yesterday! Bought a new dress from Table Eight, heels from Sandler and sunglasses from Oroton. Yes, I'm broke.

And what's with the swine flu vaccine?

Day and night sees two different you. Why do you hesitate in the sunlight, when we sacrifice rest for illuminated screens at night?

Labels: dedication, everyday

I can't love you like I
did yesterday,
because without trust,
there can't be love.
Or at least the kind of love
that love's meant to be.
(Trust me, I'm trying)

Oh and even though Year 9 and 10 have to epic study for two weeks, I didn't mention this loudly and clearly enough:


HOLIDAYS BABY

Last day of Term 3! Very significant for a few reasons: wearing our potato sacks and Steve Irwin uniform next term, second day back begins our yearlies and one more term until we're in Year 10. I still remember the beginning of Year 9, though. This year's gone by freaking fast.

Literally half the school was absent today. Well yeah, Year 12s are gone now, but it was so desserted. As usual, 9E was the most populated class in Year 9. Go us? Yeah, go us :) Don't know where everyone was. Bondi or something? Yeah, lucky for them, it didn't rain during the day, but rather two hours ago. Lol at the sudden whooosh we heard during Truong lesson and Angela exclaiming, "I'm going to die." It's just rain, Angela.

Sunny bought a BBQ Meat Lovers from Pizza Hut @ Ingleburn and shared it! So bothered, Sunny. Then I stole his 7x7 cube and people thought I solved it and made me feel geeky-cool. Like, the inside 5x5 was already solved, only the last two layers outside. Yeah, then Brendan Tong stole it and solved ONE FACE and he's like "SEE I GOT SO MUCH FURTHER THAN YOU" and Nicholas was like, "Do you even know how to solve a cube, man!?" Yeah, I'm getting a restraining order against Brendan :L

Have to epic study in the holidays. I doubt I'll get anything done though! (Must go shopping must go shopping must go shopping, someone take me out, already have plans with my Vanessa to go city but I must go shopping must go shopping) Gawwwwd, I procrastinate too much. Far out. Exams are second day back, I can't afford to not study though :( Blehhh. What do I do.

I sign off Blogger and watch Friends.

You can be my insomnia, you give me a love, I'll stay up forever. No way, never turn back, hurt me like a heart attack, acting like a maniac, be my love insomniac.

Labels: everyday

McDonald's chocolate sundaes. Mmm.

You know what's dumb? http://www.mileysavefuzzy.com Far out. She's going to actually eat her cat if Miley Cyrus does not return to twitter. What the fuck? Man. RSPCA should be alerted. I don't care if it's apparently legal in her country, that is overboard. I don't even think Miley Cyrus knows about this?! Unless she was invited onto Rove or something, and he brings it up cos Rove knows all the weird and whacky stuff. Sigh. What is the world coming to.

I LOVE NOVEMBER. Pinch-punch, everyone! Only seventeen days left till my bitrhday!

Wedding tonight! Still have to paint my nails. Haven't been able to do that in a long time. I love dressing up with a reason. No one can judge me hahah. I'm wearing my midnight blue dress with sequined detail and my glittery heels. I feel a luvo spree coming on. Please forgive me in advance.

I'll leave you with a million surveys I did. Enjoy your Sunday, lovelies ♥

(..like how I've always missed you because absolutely nothing else can compare.)

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Have you ever heard of the band Fleet Foxes?
Yep, Vanessa listens to them I think.

What'd you do last night?
Talking about first kisses :L

Name something you want right now.
More credit on my phone!

Do you have a Blogspot account?
Yeah. I am faithful to thee Blogger, no Tumblr or Xanga for me.

Have you ever had Thai food; if so, what was your favorite?
Yeah, I like the green paw paw salad or the raw beef salad.

Are you a root beer drinker?
Oh, of course! (No.)

Grape juice or red wine?
Aw, that's hard rofl. But grape juice, cos underage drinking is (n)

What was the last film you saw?
The Cat in the Hat on TV! And Up in cinemas.

Where was the last place you went?
To Truongs. Oh, what an exciting life I lead.

What's in your desk drawer?
Oroton clutch, mathematical instruments set, heart sunglasses, train tickets, tiara, gloves, coins, Virgin sim card starter pack, bandana. It's a jungle in there.

Who was the last person you wished good luck to?
Eric for his basketball game, I think :)

Do you listen to any music in a different language?
Yep, Korean and Japanese cos I'm azzzzzzn like that. (TB)

Are there any important dates coming up?
17 days till my birthday, wedding tonight, Rayray's birthday tomorrow!

What's your facial wash routine?
To be honest, I don't give a damn about facial routines rofl, too much effort! When I shower, I just use a facial wash, atm I'm using The Face Shop's Aloe Vera atm.

What do you want to name your kids?
Something that ends in "a" or "y/i" for a girl.

Do you watch the World Cup; if so, which country do you root for?
Australia cos I'm proud of my country like that (h)

Who was the last person you had deep feelings for?
DEFINITELY VANESSA ;)

Which do you prefer: English or History?
English!

What's something you would like to drink right now?
Honey and lemon. My voice is dyyyyiiinggg.

Are you comfortable speaking in front of a large audience?
Well, somewhat. I love doing speeches :L

What grade is the last person you texted in?
Year 9 (:

What do you want to get accomplished today/tonight?
Finish painting my nails ROFL.

Will you have a boyfriend/ girlfriend in 6 months?
Yeah, Vanessa is my hubby.

Look in your inbox in your phone, who are all the people you have texts from?
Eric, Vanessa, Angela, Mitchell, Raymond. I move the rest of my texts into "Saved Messages' :L

Who are you gonna be with Saturday night?
7th November, I see. Probably no one, but hopefully a few Saturdays after that! Birthday celebrations :D

Did you have a boyfriend on your last birthday?
I had Vanessa.

Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
Who hasn't?

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
Well, at 12AM. I'm pretty sure male.

Where did you get your last bruise from?
T-ball! Stupid Kenny, trying to attack the third base, grr (though we did tackle him.. :L)

Have you ever been so embarrassed that you cried?
Yes rofl, I crossed the road all by myself to go to the library and got honked at when I was 6 and all these people were staring at me. I cried at the library rofl. I still remember it.

What's the last thing you said to someone & to who?
"No, I like it long" :L

Have you ever let someone go because you thought they deserved better?
No. COS IM A SNOB. Nah, not that :L

If your ex said they hate you, you say?
Uh, I don't give a fuck.

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
I'd like to think Vanessa would.

What woke you up this morning?
My dad was complaining about how much DVDs I own to my mum. I heard it all, Dad :L

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I used to. Until someone came along and proved to me that even a sixth chance does not make a single difference.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I know I'm thinking about someone :D

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Well, not anymore. I've learnt.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Yes. I'm superficial like that.

What'd you cry about the last time you cried?
Well on Tuesday, in stress and fear. It's one of those things where, you can't fix it cos it's already happened, and you don't know what to do and you just cry. I'm weak like that haha.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Yes, I do. I don't know if I believe it in to leave it up to karma to get the people who've hurt me deeply in the past, because I can't bear to do it to them.

How much older is the person you're currently interested in?
Vanessa's younger than me.

Have your parents caught you drinking?
Furthermore, I do not drink!

How has the past week been for you?
Monday was absolutely frustrating. Tuesday, things were resolved. Wednesday, the heat nearly killed me. Thursday, stressed like crazy for music, Friday, everything fixed itself :)

When was the last time you were complimented?
Yeah, I think last night :D

Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
I really wanna see Where The Wild Things Are, Time Traveller's Wife and The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus.

Are you listening to music right now?
너라고 (It's You) by Super Junior

What is something you wish you had more of?
Time.

What would your new last name be if you married the last person who texted?
Penh or Trinh LOL (Hey Raymond, Quoc Hung ;D)

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
Never :)

What was the last drink you consumed?
V.

Are you waiting for anything/anyone?
Yes, I am.

What color is your underwear?
Green rofl.

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you've told everything to?
Hm. There's one that I've told a lot of things I've never told anyone else before?

Do you honestly have any regrets?
A lot. I'm that kinda person. I always think what if.

Have you met anybody that changed your life?
Definitely.

Missing anybody?
Yes :(

Who do you have texts from in your phone?
I save most of my messages so like, Vanessa, Angela, Mitchell, Eric, Raymond, Sunny, Nicholas, Nathan, Colin, Genevieve, Danica, Margaret, Vivian, John, Emerson etc etc

Are you in any kind of emotional pain right now?
Hm, not really. I have a sore throat.

Do you believe in marriage? Do you plan on getting married someday?
Of course?! It's not like marriage is some yet to be proven phenomenon. And yes I do.

Which is harder: walking away from somebody you love or coming back to somebody who has hurt you?
Walking away, definitely.

Has your heart ever truly ached for somebody?
I believe so.

Why did you last cry?
Tuesday.

Is it easier to pretend everything's okay for you?
Much, much, much easier than saying what's bothering me.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yeah. Sigh.

What was the last horror movie you watched? With who?
I've never watched a horror :)

Do you take walks often?
Not as often as I'd like.

Do you think "I love you" are strong words?
Strongest combination of words ever.

Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes. Stupid random MSN dp from last night, gr!

Do you think you could live without your cell phone?
Yeah. I still have my computer right?

Would you date someone that none of your friends like?
I guess. But if they don't like him, obviously there's something wrong with him that I'm not seeing?

If you woke up as the opposite gender, what’s the 1st thing you would do?
Kill myself.

Do you want a well-paying job or a job you enjoy?
Well, I guess you have to consider the pay but a job I enjoy.

Do you like hugs?
I do indeed!

Where do you want to go to uni?
USYD or UNSW :)

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music we're in love by kyle christopher
tastebuds avocado shake

nothing beats a t-shirt. yeah, girls like to dress up and whatnot, but seriously, nothing beats a nice comfortable cotton t-shirt. like my new anberlin band tee! made by american apparel, perfect combination :) a few sizes oversized but that's easily fixed.

truong homework, mr dillon homework, coordinate geometry topic test: math overdose . good job a1, i think mr dillon has about 25 books to mark over the weekends, with about 100 pages each book (y) well done guys. yes, mr dillon, that's payback for always teasing us about tutorrrr.

truong was pretty cool, but sir asked me two questions today. that's crazy, he never asks me anything. everytime he picked me to answer the question, i could seriously feel my heart beat beat beat beat beat beat beat. yeah i get terrified. luckily i answered them correctly :D its such a bad thing when he knows your name honestly :L

(I kinda like where we are)

Labels: dedication, everyday

music 声をきかせて (let me hear your voice) by big bang
mood happy, confused

mitchell and michelle's (aka mitchbitch and michi respectively) love for kpop has rubbed off onto me! park bom's you and i and big bang's let me hear your voice is currently on repeat for me, and has been for the whole day. i understand three words in the big bang song, hurrah hurrah :L i love the video clips as well. big bang's one for their sets (oh how interior architecture makes me happy) and park bom's one for the colours used. maybe my taste in music is too wide for my own good. some guy was blasting screamo on the train and i enjoyed that too! haven't listened to that genre for a while now.

kabir and me swapped watches for the whole day. i love his jag's digital watch. i want a men's watch now.

vanessa joined me at the canteen today! yeah, colleagues ftw rofl. those new 'fruit thingies' that sell for 30c, pretty big hit. "can i have one of those thingies?" and i instantly know what theyre talking about, im pro (h)



the last two periods were spent mostly in stress: music practical! now im officially exam free guitarred for grace, that was fun, i actually enjoyed that but preparing for my performance was crazy. then johnny tried to calm me down when it was one person left till my turn to go into the performance room (because i was screaming and pacing around rather fast) by guitaring and letting me sing along. singing does calm me down rofl. at the conclusion of my performance, mrs wuhrer said, "oh, that's an interesting arrangement!" what's that supposed to mean? that i sucked? omfg -cries-

All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me

Labels: dedication, everyday

music let me hear your voice by big bang ♥
mood relieved
tastebuds green tea

happy birthday ignatius and kyleen!

where the wild things are released 3rd december. i definitely have to watch this. one of my favourite picture books of all time, ever since the first time i was shown it during story time in kindergarten.

got my discrimination pe assignment back, full marks! so proud of myself. mr wilson said it was professional :D now at least i have a hope of beat cindy in one subject. on the contrary, math was rather stressful. now i have 5 book marks, just need to fix up another 40 pages before im up to date! during maths, i was sitting there in my desk, flipping through my book, wondering if i should hand it in or not. finally found the courage to shoot my hand up and say, "sir, can you mark my book? but not the last 10 pages cos i've done nothing there." and he agrees rofl.

celebrity masterchef tonight! go ryan okeefe! everyones like "rachael finch, rachael finch" no! ryan okeefe!

we did t-ball in sport today. i was on third base, and my trusty fellow fielders (yvy jacqueline liza and angela) clumped between second and third base, waiting for the batter to advance before they would start tackling him down! yeah cos that's how we play t-ball here (h) team b, my team, lost but only because team a fouled a couple gajillion times and mr hancock was like, "hmmmmmmmmmmm, safe". stupid.

(The roof caved in, the truth came out)

Labels: everyday

music a day late by anberlin
tastebuds v, im seriously overdosing on caffeine

you know what's epic? writing a song in less than ten minutes and performing it. today was the deadline for group ensembles performances in music and it was due a month ago. grace, danica, angela, michelle and i walked into music class knowing we had no material whatsoever to perform. so we decided to improvise. i did attempt to write a song during the holidays, and so while danica and grace pro-ly came up with the melody, i inserted my lyrics and worked it with their melody. michelle and angela went away and worked out simple chord accompaniments to match with the chords i was strumming. and there was our song. here are our lyrics (we couldn't sing this with straight faces, honestly, freaking hilarious):

verse 1
dear teacher, we have no song
we're sorry we made you wait this long
and lyrically this song is weak
the rhymes dont rhyme and
the lines they dont mean anything

chorus
what are we meant to sing about? x6

bridge
chords strummed together
with the least of thought
we thought we were ready
but apparently not

of course the chorus was done with three voices, harmonising, syncopation and what not. and the chords were spelt out in the bridge. put that together with chords am c g f. ta-dah! wow, we're good improvisers. choosing the theme 'acoustic' was a great choice. no need for extreme electric guitaring and drumming. sorry david, that i gave you such a boring drum beat to play :L

why does mr wenban make us watch 'the taming of the shrew' after we do our yearlies? i dont understand that man. never will.

happy birthday to robert from sefton. (see nathan, i didnt stalk him!)

goddamnit! maths book! to be handed in! all a1 people, well most of you, would know what im talking about. so we're supposed to hand our books in every 20 pages we use so mr dillon can mark it. but since the half yearlies, about 20 of us haven't handed anything in. so pages and pages and pages of work, all accumulated and now i'm left with over 100 unmarked pages. mr dillon's gonna freak. gotta get him chocolate.

on msn, my nickname is "[a=#B1ADE7] ·$11{·$ ·$0·#w·#qr [/a]·$0" yeah? in japanese andy asked me, "wendy, why is your nickname on msn blade 7? what's blade 7?" he's adorable.

i've been listening to so much rnb lately. and i actually have a favourite rnb artist now (jason derulo). but yeah, wow, i only like certain rnb songs, i don't actually have a favourite rnb artist. freaky. why is my surname so boring compared to his one?

(You sound like a broken record, record, record)

Labels: dedication, everyday

Music If I Never Met You by Claude Kelly (Thanks Rayray)
Mind Lethargic, though I should be in party mode

First off, happy fifteenth birthday, Kabir aka Kebabbage. Me and Thai were looking for Kabir at lunch because we decided to shout him lunch (sorry kabir, for a crap present) and we found out, to our dismay, that Kabir was in detention. On his birthday, nice timing. So we ventured around the english blocks and stuff, finally located Kabir in Room 23. Gave him a chicken tender roll and a frozen yoghurt! Oh, if you're reading this Kabir, thanks for being one of the most supportive people ever. Even though you ditched me in debating, dude, next year if you don't join, I don't know what I would do! You always make me laugh, I think ever since Year 2! Have a good one, and please, please go along with your plan to dress up as Hancock for Halloween.

Secondly, we are now exam free, people! I was all jumpy in Japanese. I miss this feeling, of being able to sit and type a blog without feeling guilty cos the time should be spent memorising (useless) information. lol at pe exam, man, why did they make it exactly the same as last years? i was flipping through it giggling to myself, and allen and aldrich were doing the same thing. so was vivian. lucky to those (including myself) who were studying from the previous papers from the year 10 people. and music, well yeah, mr mahfouz was crazy. Anyway, so now we partay? :D

i hate this weather. bloody rain.

got our mathematics yearly back. me and angela failed it. yes, asian fail, not real fail. and angela was like "i want to make my own perfume now." and im like "and call it what? 'i fail at maths so i turned to perfume making'?" rofl seriously, i have the best conversations with her. shes so blonde sometimes, its so cute. so proud of margaret! 100%, man, that math machine (i still love you margaret, dont worry, we'll still be your friend even though you're a big fat nerd now). my brother alan and i comforted each other. its all going to be okay. well not really, because he shoved Adelaide down his pants again.

me and vivian called mr kearney 'vomit' in japanese today. he thought i said fuck you.

(If only you could read between the lines)

Labels: birthday, dedication

Music Where U At by Taeyang
Eating Fad sticks
Mood Neutral

Edit @4:35PM Forgot to mention. Remember how I said Miss Pham is apparently a non-blood relative of mine? Yeah, it's confirmed. She was at the party I was at yesterday. Of course she didn't recognise me, I'm not in any of her classes LOL. Yeah, so Miss Pham is a non-blood cousin apparently.

FOETUS SOUP Simon, why the heck did you introduce me to that for? Seriously, it's disgusting and everytime I think about it -throws up- I want to go vegetarian now. And as I was saying to a lot of people: GREENPEACE SHOULD BE PROTESTING AGAINST THIS! SCREW THE WHALES FOR NOW. Apparently foetus soup is a 'rare delicacy', and has been practised for over 100 years. What the fuck, honestly. That's just grotesque. Stupid Google Images, ruined my childhood. Not really, though. Stupid PE rofl.

Speaking of PE. How the heck do we study for it? Because seriously, I can't think of anything else they're gonna ask us besides, uh, "What must you do before you have sex?" Pretty obvious. Speaks for itself. Right? Who can ever forget the banana lesson. To quote Mr Wilson, "It's okay if you miss a maths lesson. But this, this is important. For the rest of your life." Yeah, what if some of us die lonely and never have sex! Did he ever think of that? Huh! No. Probably not.

24 days till I turn 15. Is it just me or is there such a big gap between 14 and 15? Then 15 to 16, whoa! Then 16, 17 and 18. Then yeah, then after that nothing really much happens until 21. Then people forget you ever existed and then start celebrating again when you're 30. Funny. Don't worry, guys, I'll celebrate your 25ths with you.

THERE HAS ALSO BEEN A MAJOR CHANGE IN MY TOP 25 MOST PLAYED. A song, added just this week has managed to climb all the way to 3rd spot with 333 play counts! Crazy seriously. Thanks Danica for Whatcha Say (Acoustic) by Jason Derulo! Yeah, it's funny how I can tolerate such a wide variety of music. But not rap. A little bit of rap in a song is okay, like, the bridge or the person they're featuring but a whole song just rap is just.. no. So here's my top 7 at the moment:

1 HeroHeroine by Boys Like Girls (1584)
2 A Day Late by Anberlin (350)
3 Whatcha Say Acoustic by Jason Derulo (333)
4 Shake It by Metro Station (328)
5 The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls (327)
6 My Favourite Accident by Motion City Soundtrack (292)
7 Kill Me In A Record Shop by Boys Like Girls (263)

I will never know how Metro Station got there. Actually, by further analysis, I haven't listened to some of the songs on my Top 25 in more than half a year. What the heck, rofl. I've been on YouTube a fair bit lately. Yes, that is somewhat my form of celebrating the near end of the yearlies. I'm happy to see communitychannel and mychonny are the top 2 most subscribed in Australia! Chyeah! I love how they both have completely different styles though. Natalie is just, geeky cool (you know what I mean) and mychonny just stereotypes Asian parents LOL. I love his accent. "I work in factory, no air con!" :L

(It's not what you did,
it's because you're still doing it)

Labels: dedication, everyday, exams

Music No Air by Glee Cast

MY SEXY MANIKIN MAN Mannequin? Who cares, the box said manikin and Google didn't correct me. Bought this today while I was shopping. It is now standing proudly on my desk, uh, doing nothing. Nevertheless, I love him. Also managed to get a dress from Cuiuli. Blue and studs never went so well together.

Now, today, we shall focus this paragraph and point the spotlight towards Raymond Trinh. As promised, Raymond. This is Part 1. Hm. Born 2nd November 1994 9:12AM, Raymond Trinh is a baboon that attends my Truong class. He sits in the back row on the corner, wearing glasses and sounding exactly like his fellow table companions. He likes K-Pop, as I've recently discovered, and reckons my music is shit: "Oh my god, seriously, what the heck are you listening to?" as he stated while I was on the phone with him once. Do not give your home phone to this guy. Okay, paragraph over.

I need new iPod earphones. During last week, my bag was so packed and jammed, I shoved my iPod in before an exam and my earphones are all bent and whack. Have to plug it in to my iPod really really deep and twist and turn it and stuff before I get any sound. This sucks. I can't survive without music.

I've manage to acquire so many amazing photographs. I shall have a photo spam one day. Most likely soon. I'm eating a frozen yoghurt and I'm looking into my reflection in my spoon and boy, my nose looks big. Yes, that is what I do with my life.

(You drove me crazy every time we touched,
but now I'm so broken that I can't get up.)

Labels: dedication

Listening Forever by J-Lie ft LaRon
Eating Rice dumpling
Studying TRUONG HW OMG CRAM

First off, I would like to dedicate this blog to my loverly math class, A1, who epic failed the non-calculator exam today. So freaking hilarious at the end when everyone's complaining about getting like 6 wrong. Considering we're the top math class, I think an average of 19 is kinda WTF, when people in A2 all got 23. Even Cindy Van's downfall was witnessed today in this exam. I think it's Mr Dillon's fault. Let us blame it on him.

Secondly, major exam was also fail. (Though I would like to thank Liza and Vivian for testing me with the flash cards LOL) Japanese, zomg, why must you be so difficult?! I flipped through it and holy crap, I did not know anything. So I made it all up. Yep, it is indeed a miracle if I get over 50%. I would also like to take this opportunity to mention Alvin. My dear, Alvin. At the end of the exam, he came up to me and asked, "Wendy! What the heck's a ki-mo-no?" "Kimono? As in, the thing you wear, kimono?" "No, I mean ki-mo-no, what's a ki-mo-no?" "A KIMONO, ALVIN. IT'S SPELT HOW IT'S PRONOUNCED." Aw. Poor boy. No. Poor me. I couldn't do anything :L

4 EXAMS LEFT I truly cannot wait until it is over. And for some odd reason, it feels like it's at the end of Term 4. Because all of our exams are done, I guess. Mr Peck took us out to play handball because apparently it has something to do with our next unit: Senses. Or something. Isn't he cool, using that as an excuse for us to bludge. Unlike Mr Kearney who asked me how my exam was and called me a liar when I said I did horrible. I swear, people who are modest, you've ruined it for me, people just think I'm being modest when I say I went totally and utterly crap. Hmph. Oh, I hate my hair.

(How can you have the heart to assist
with the affairs of her heart?)

Labels: exams

All my books, all loose sheets, all my empty V cans accumulating, coffee, vitaminwater: the only things left to show for my crazy crazy crazy hectic study schedule this week.

Hope Year 12s are hanging in there as well!

You do not know how much I've been stressing this week. Along with the rest of Year 9s of course, but everyone knows by now that I overstress. Crazily overstress. Seriously, I cannot believe it is Thursday night and all major exams have been completed and pushed out of the way! English exam was crazy, the second part, I could not even identify the first scene. There's like a million possibilities for it, I swearrrr. (Should I post my essay here? A few people were asking, yeah just comment if you want, I don't want to put it up for no reason :L) And science exam, totally screwed that up too. Most of the questions were our checkpoint questions so if I actually studied properly.. maybe I would've done better, far out :L 7 OUT OF 12 EXAMS DONE Only mathematics non-calculator, Japanese writing, music, music practical and PE theory. Nearly done, nearly done.

Special thanks to Angela for buying me coffee this morning and Simon for sending the 1499 page summary (literally) which I could not put myself to read. Come on, Year 9, just a few more days and then we PARTAY!

(I pulled away when
all I wanted was to not let go.)

Labels: dedication, exams

Music Zero Gravity by David Archuleta
Mood Quite content, tired

I stayed up pretty late last night, finding out more about someone and exchanging my stories. Seriously, one of the best conversations and reflections in a while. (Primary school romances, weren't they just the cutest?) So amazing that I stayed up till 4AM when I had tutor at 8:30AM. (Don't try that at home). Yeah, all worth it though. Coincedence, that I was watching Friends after tutor, and this conversation popped up:

Monica: Anyway, how did it go with Kate?

Joey: Oh, it was great! Yeah, I-I walked her home, and it was amazing how much we connected, y'know? Then ah, then she passed out, but then she woke up. Yeah? And we stayed up all night talking, and now we’re like totally crazy about each other!

Monica: Joey, you had the night!

Joey: What?

Monica: When two people finally realise their feelings for each other, and they talk for hours, and they learn all about the other person!

(There's more, just getting too long for my blog rofl, look it up if you want.) One of the best feelings ever would be knowing that you can trust someone, wanting to tell them everything about yourself, knowing quite well that they believe what you are saying and they actually care about what you're trying to tell them. Especially very emotionally heavy stuff you've been through and have never ever told anyone else. Such conversations also have a tendency of making you realise certain things, that you regret not realising earlier. I don't think I'd ever be able to retell my life story to anyone though because it is just so boring and mundane that after a few minutes, the person on the listening end would simply, yknow, die. I won't say too much, just go have a deep conversation with someone. Or go study. Yeah, maybe that's the smarter option.

This is probably last or second last blog post for a while! Gonna be epic studying and/or cramming. Or procrastinating. Most preferably not the last one. Seriously guys, just try not to stress and focus! (I should try telling myself that) We shall party after Monday Week 2, but for now, GOOD LUCK :)

Labels: dedication, everyday, exams, holidays

Study. We know we should all be, but we're not. Two and a half more days until exams start, I can feel the stress coming on, I can sense the many agitated personal messages on MSN, I can smelllll the feeeear. Of course I can. Best of luck to Year 12s doing their HSC!

NB Japanese Major people, don't freak, the speaking is just for the day you volunteered. And also, I only put geography on there because 9M and 9E do a different HSIE course, and we only do geo for the last two terms of this year.

My mum's angry cos I don't want a haircut. She's gonna make me get one sooner or later, so prepare for the boxhead me to come back. I don't know if bangs would be great for exam period, what happens if it gets into my face, I can't exactly pin it up can I? Yeah, see, all these dilemmas. Speaking of which, do any of you guys have pre-exam rituals? For example, before every exam I tie my hair all back and do my shoe laces at least twice. Shoe laces have to be tight or I get so freaking pissed off. It annoys me like crazy. So just watch me before every exam, I'll be doing my shoe laces and what not. Unless my pacer is missing lead and I'm refilling or something.

I hate english tutoring at 8:45AM in the morning, on a Sunday! It ruins everything eg SLEEPING IN. Today was my last day to sleep in, how sad, mourn mourn mourn. Pity me. I still need to study for agriculture and english and math! Troi oi, the most important subjects! Omg. Okay, I'm starting to stress.

I seriously can't wait for exams to be over! Did I mention I'm banning myself from the computer for first week of term, unless I need to research stuff? Yeah, how the heck am I going to make it through. Alright, back to studying, kids.

Good luck, let's bring our averages up and make uh, Cindy Van proud!

Now that I've found it,
there's no letting go.

Labels: everyday, exams

8 EXAMS. 5 DAYS. 1 HELL OF A LOT OF STUDYING TO DO. I'm hating this so much. Oh my gosh, holidays all ruined because of yearlies on the first week back. There are good points to that, but still, holidays ruined, my mind's either occupied with work or the guilt of not doing work while I'm trying to relax.

I was at the library today, 11AM to 5PM, accompanied by Mitchell and Eric. Extremely nice to have their company but my god they're a huge distraction. (In a sort of nice way, of course.) Full stops next to a bracket looks ugly. Anyway. Finished studying two units of Japanese, two math topics and music exercises. Not very much, you might think, but let me tell you, Japanese is a bitch. Thankyou to Erica who was my scribe for math. Who write like, 5 words and complained :P And thankyou to my iTouch for my mini piano when I was doing music stuff :L Far out, the children section, a massacre or something. Kids throwing books, bumping into things, screaming, crying, omg, Mitchell was like "Wends, got a bat?" Imagine Mitchell going into the childrens section with a bat, crazily waving it infront of him :L Cracked me up like crazy. And I starved myself 10AM - 5:30PM. Yeah, Mitch gave me his coconut bun, I ate it on the car and omg, realised how much I needed food! I didn't even realise I was hungry :L

Here's a few more Alan moments to add to my collection. I swear, he is so freaking random, the best big brother ever though.

Talking about our tutor teacher collecting homework, leading on to establishing the fact that Thomson is the king of Mafia
(11:26 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: hes collecting everytime except the time when he didnt collect anyones ==
(11:26 PM) wends : LOL
same with our table
(11:26 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: cuz he thinks were badboys
(11:26 PM) wends : LOL
(11:26 PM) wends : i swear its thomson :L
(11:26 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: lions mane
(11:26 PM) wends : thomson has one?
(11:27 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: yes
he is the king of mafia
(11:28 PM) wends : LOL
what happened to lucky stones and.. thomson's gang
:L
(11:30 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: thomsons gang is the mafia
(11:32 PM) wends : oh okay wow
better not mess with him :L
(11:32 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: YEA

Alan sending me Final Destination trailer
(11:41 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: haha
and like the elavtor, wait a sec
u even watch it yet
(11:41 PM) wends : no
i saw a bit on tv, scared the heck out of me.
im easily scared
(11:41 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: dw
big brother is here for u

Telling me about his tooth
(11:54 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: i dont know
so gey
waste my time
tomrow haircut and dentist appointment
(11:55 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: far i got a plaqued tooth
(11:55 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: grr and i didnt find it till i was looking at my self after my shower
like someone shitted in my tooth

Bidding me farewell
(11:58 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: 6 or 7
if i can haha
then ill sleep at troung and get told off
so no
prolly 8 or 9
(11:59 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: cuz i gta get a freaking haircut and whiten my dirty tooth
Oh well
(11:59 PM) wends : LOL awww
good luck tomorrow
fun day for you
(11:59 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: SleepTightLittleSis
(11:59 PM) wends : then i can laugh at your haircut
sleeptightbigbro
(11:59 PM) Dr.Anal-AssAssin: lol
i will
knowing that my family is safe

I will follow you into the dark.

Labels: everyday, holidays

CITYYYYYYYY!

with Vv and Mitchummm! I'm going to be PRETTY BRIEF because it was a pretty huge day. And I'm pretty tired. And I'm watching Beauty And The Geek (LOL MAN MEAT).

THANKS TO ANNA GULIKOV, GENEVIEVE AND KYLEEN FOR SUGGESTIONS REGARDING PREVIOUS POST! Lots of thanks to Anna for also scanning Japanese notification for me ♥

Let's see, some of the stores we visited in no order: Starbucks, Nine West, Kikki K, Kinokuniya, General Pants, The Body Shop, JB Hi-Fi, Thaikee, Japan City, T2, Sportsgirl, Superdry and Wagamama for lunch. Vv wanted to show us the 'non-Asian' side of the city :L Me and Mitch ended up going Capitol at the end of the day anyway. Saw the huge Sefton group, Raymond, you ditched me, evillllll.

Thanks Vanessa for suggesting the caramel macchiato! I love it, she's right, Starbuck's the best :D

In QVB, we were too lazy to walk down the stairs from Level 1 to the Ground Floor so we took the elevator. Karma got us, and we ended up having to go all the way up, then all the way down. Then we got off at the wrong level and ended up right back on Level 1. We decided to take the stairs.

Finally bought The Composer Is Dead at Kinokuniya! Cheaper than at Borders and Angus and Robertson :) I've been listening to the CD, it's so dramatic, scares me a bit LOL. I love it, well done Lemony Snicket :D (or Daniel Handler).

Went to Wagamama for lunch! Me and Mitch all got Bento boxes and Vanessa got curry. I chose the chilli squid and teriyaki chicken. Maaaaan, even though it was so nice, such a rip off :L Kids, always stick to fast food.

Then me and Mitch went Capitol and turned back into our Asian selves! Then Chinatown and we found BIG BANG CDS OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. But we were broke :( Me and Mitch are gonna go back there again next time (:

Old enough to know, but too young to care.

Labels: city

My iTunes library is full of emo shit. Not the genre, all the songs are just sad. I only listen to music reflecting my mood at the time, and I need happy stuff! Suggestions? :)

Okay. Seriously. Must freaking study now. Epic cramming of Japanese, math and english begins today. I'm actually managing in Science. Damn it. I still don't know whether to agree or disagree with my essay question -cries-

Your star is so bright,
I can see your core.
You light up my life
so I can see more.

Ah, holidays and the freedom to stay up to anytime I want. That's right, I went to tutor this morning with hair not brushed and eyes half shut. Got home, changed back into pj's and got right back into bed. Blerhgerg :L

My dad made me do his tax returns. Every single year, man! He was nagging me to do it and I was guitaring, so I made a couplet up: "I don't want to do your tax returns, I don't even bloody go to work". Sing that to F C Em Am (h) I finished, he asked me my favourite food, I yelled LOBSTER and he's like, Alright, I'll take you out tonight and I'm like whoa whoa no. Cos I'm a nice kid. He was probably just joking anyway, hmph.

Now tell me something: when a decision is to be made, do you base it on what you actually prefer, or what is going to benefit you?

Let's take a very relevant example: my sister. She hates going to Truong. Every Friday I'd listen to her whine and complain and stress before her Truong lesson, talks about how she's stuck with such an evil tutoring centre and so on and so forth. I remember when I was in Year 6, even though I was absolutely terrified before every lesson, I didn't carry on like her, and I actually had Sir as my teacher. Truong's actually pretty cool if you study hard. Anyway, my mum's tired of it too, so she suggested my sister quit. My sister said no. Now, I don't know if it's because my sister has friends in her class or something, or because she knows deep down that Truong is a decent tutoring centre and that his methods actually help.

This whole situation just reminded me of selecting elective subjects last year, for 2009 and 2010. There was the Selection Information Night at 7PM or whatnot (we got free tea yay), dedicated to telling year 8 students about how and what to choose as subjects. Of course, the teachers encouraged strongly that we all pick subjects we actually enjoyed, that we would want to study. I know most of the parents there were brainwashing their children with "COMMERCE, COMMERCE, COMMERCE." I was nearly literally fighting with myself when I had to choose my subjects. I knew I should pick subjects I liked but like I always do, I go for the "right" choice. I remember handing in my note right on the bell, when it was exactly due because I couldn't make up my bloody mind. But then again maybe because I'm indecisive.

And that would mean that the past two paragaphs are utterly pointless. Damnit.

Hi Raymond.

Yesterday, Angela asked me for Margaret's number at Truong. I gave her a number, off the top of my head like I usually do when people ask me for numbers. So if Angela called, and it wasn't Margaret.. I'm sorry. I memorise all home phone numbers so it'd be easier when I need to call someone, but sometimes in my brain/head/whatever, I associate the wrong name with the wrong number. Once, I called Danica's number when I was really looking for Angela, so on so forth. Yeah, it's actually funny now that I think about it. I tried memorising mobile numbers too, but what's the point, I'd be on my mobile if I wanted to call peoples mobiles. Yes, that's me, the girl who can't even memorise.. the bloody point gradient formula.

Speaking of point gradient formula, that's not even going to be in our bloody yearlies. Linear isn't going to be in our yearlies. I can not help but ask the question: why is Mr Dillon teaching us it and giving us a million sheets on it while he could just be giving us revision. Damn straight, revision! I don't know the properties of quadrilaterals omg omg. Yes, truth revealed, I fail for a 9A1. And I also think from now till the beginning of Week 2, all my blogs will have some sort of reference to studying or the yearlies. How boring am I.

And speaking of yearlies, who has ag notes they'd like to swap with me? I'll give you some very sexy music notes.. (Nah, they suck, actually.)

My iPod was on shuffle this morning (12PM? I woke up at 11:43PM) and an Anberlin song came up! Oh my gosh, when was the last time I listened to an Anberlin song. I can't believe I've neglected my favourite band for so long. I just love their songs so much, their lyrics aren't cliche, the rhymes aren't repetitive. Like, you know when you're listening to a song and you can predict what word the next line's gonna end in because of all the overused rhymes songs do these days? Yeah, with Anberlin, you really can't. Same goes for bands like Mayday Parade, Motion City Soundtrack and Relient K. I can't even begin with Relient K, I love their lyrics. Boys Like Girls are somewhat predictable but it's just so catchy. And listening to Read Between The Lines, their live performances at their hometown, Massachusetts, I really really really want to see them live. Just the energy and the involvement with the audience. Music, man ♥

Every single night. And I'm too scared to let the morning take it away.

Labels: dedication, everyday

Today I actually studied! So proud of myself. 3 hours devoted to Unit 4 of science textbook which was basically just light, at Cabramatta Library. I swear I just get too distracted at home. This week will see me at Cabramatta/Fairfield library for the most part. Didn't manage to catch Vanessa there and Mitchbitch got offered a chore for $100 (cleaning out a junk yard of a house apparently) so I sat there for 3 hours by myself, until Eric(a) decided to join me and by then I was finished so we just sat and talked. He ended up getting stalked by some creepy old man. Yeah, this man kept turning around and eye contacting Eric, and he shiftily went back to his shelf and repeat repeat repeat. That was quite funny :L Poor E.

I hate static electricity. My hair goes crazy, my dress sticks to my stockings. Is there something to eliminate it? I know there's some anti static electricty spray but can't there be an easier solution like water. I also need gel pads for my heels. Not because I'm picky but because my left foot doesn't fit. Why are my feet not the same size. My left foot's smaller than my right. I'm pretty sure my left's a 7.5 and my right's a 8. This sucks. One of the reasons I hate hate hate hate hate shoe shopping. But I like shoes :)

Just so you know,
this feeling's taking control.

Labels: birthday, everyday

Got my swine flu vaccine today. I wasn't stressing or anything, unlike my mum and sister who were conjuring up strategies to deal with their anxiety. I don't know, something like counting to three in your head, or pinching yourself on your other arm, biting your lip. My sister said she was just thinking of Friends in her head. I was calm, all the way through, even up until the needle was in my arm, until the doctor took it out. But now, my arm's stinging like crazy. Honestly, nobody please punch me or I'm scared I'll just start bawling like a baby. Panvax, you burn in hell. What does Panvax mean anyway. Is Pan a synonym for swine flu, cos I really can't figure out what it's supposed to mean. It should be Painvax or something. Sorry to all those people who think it's a miracle. The aftermath is crazy. But yes, yes, I'd rather get the shot than die of swine flu. So back off all you people who are on Panvax's side. My mum bought me a drink from Pearl Central for being brave. That's where I ran into Mitchell, hiking home after a long study session at Cabramatta library all by himself. I think I'll join him tomorrow, and Vanessa if she's going as well. Anybody else bothered should come and help explain to me science. Because I. freaking. fail.

Oh, I forgot to mention, I have completed my Friends collection! I now own Season 1 - 10 on DVD. Yes, that's right, no downloading for me. It sounds like I have so much money to waste which I definitely do not. And I just realised I have just created more distractions for myself. Damnit. Only a week left to study and I've gotten nowhere :'(

I want a USB hub. And wow, it's 6:50PM and still so bright!

I swear, after the yearlies, we should so throw a party and celebrate like crazy. Even though camp is a few weeks after? Yeah, on Alvin Chung's birthday. Yay, my birthday isn't during yearlies this year! 18th November. Remember that ;D Oh my god, thinking about camp makes me feel so not bothered. Especially the packing part. I always leave that to the last minute it's not even funny, and yet I feel like it is appropriate to insert a big LOL here. LOL. Well, how am I supposed to enjoy camp if I know I'm gonna fail all my yearly exams because I'm not studying at the moment. Yeah. Okay, time for a goal. Tonight, if I'm going to stay up, I better be staying up with a pen in hand and eyes off computer screen! Hahahahah, how impossible is that! You can tell I'm stressing because this blog is not paragraphed properly and goes on about a million random things at once. Blerhghrtertmbz0oy.

I can't find a better
place to rest my head now.

Labels: everyday, holidays

Had a greeeeat day today! I don't want to go into detail but Up 3D is the best, go watch it if you haven't :D

I've finished Truong homework. Surely, that's a good enough excuse to not have finish my geography and agriculture notes. Looking at Genevieve's blog makes me feel so unproductive and dumb. Tomorrow I have swine flu shot, that takes out a good two hours. Hope I don't scream too loud. Going Truongs after all.

I promise a proper blog next time, to those who actually read this!

Were you quivering? Because I was just too warm with infatuation.

Labels: birthday

The hiatus thing, who was I kidding, it's holidays and all I have planned is studying. Which is a synonym for procrastinating. I'm back from a twenty hour break! Hurrah.

PROGRESS Finished music notes, started geography and science notes! (9E don't have history).

Went DFO yesterday! Bought a new dress from Table Eight, heels from Sandler and sunglasses from Oroton. Yes, I'm broke.

And what's with the swine flu vaccine?

Day and night sees two different you. Why do you hesitate in the sunlight, when we sacrifice rest for illuminated screens at night?

Labels: dedication, everyday

I can't love you like I
did yesterday,
because without trust,
there can't be love.
Or at least the kind of love
that love's meant to be.
(Trust me, I'm trying)

Oh and even though Year 9 and 10 have to epic study for two weeks, I didn't mention this loudly and clearly enough:


HOLIDAYS BABY

Last day of Term 3! Very significant for a few reasons: wearing our potato sacks and Steve Irwin uniform next term, second day back begins our yearlies and one more term until we're in Year 10. I still remember the beginning of Year 9, though. This year's gone by freaking fast.

Literally half the school was absent today. Well yeah, Year 12s are gone now, but it was so desserted. As usual, 9E was the most populated class in Year 9. Go us? Yeah, go us :) Don't know where everyone was. Bondi or something? Yeah, lucky for them, it didn't rain during the day, but rather two hours ago. Lol at the sudden whooosh we heard during Truong lesson and Angela exclaiming, "I'm going to die." It's just rain, Angela.

Sunny bought a BBQ Meat Lovers from Pizza Hut @ Ingleburn and shared it! So bothered, Sunny. Then I stole his 7x7 cube and people thought I solved it and made me feel geeky-cool. Like, the inside 5x5 was already solved, only the last two layers outside. Yeah, then Brendan Tong stole it and solved ONE FACE and he's like "SEE I GOT SO MUCH FURTHER THAN YOU" and Nicholas was like, "Do you even know how to solve a cube, man!?" Yeah, I'm getting a restraining order against Brendan :L

Have to epic study in the holidays. I doubt I'll get anything done though! (Must go shopping must go shopping must go shopping, someone take me out, already have plans with my Vanessa to go city but I must go shopping must go shopping) Gawwwwd, I procrastinate too much. Far out. Exams are second day back, I can't afford to not study though :( Blehhh. What do I do.

I sign off Blogger and watch Friends.

You can be my insomnia, you give me a love, I'll stay up forever. No way, never turn back, hurt me like a heart attack, acting like a maniac, be my love insomniac.

Labels: everyday