you
it's like i had a diamond
and i chucked it out to sea
and it kept floating back in
with a bit of seaweed on it
so i'd push it back out
and it'd float back in
with its shape a bit irregular
and i'd push it back out
influencing the waves at the shoreline with my hands
but it kept washing back in
and back in and back in
and it kept doing that for so long
and i kept doing that for so long
then one day
it didnt come back
and i had nothing to push away
and i missed how much it sparkled
so i got into a canoe and paddled out
looked everywhere
day and night, strong and weak waves
and found it again
and it looked the most beautiful that it had ever been
and now
it's me and the diamond
in the canoe
at sea
you
and me

good morning sunshine, you look beautiful today!

on wednesday, i decided to go to macarthur square after school to buy some novels for english (and also as an excuse to not go home and dive straight into study and revising). no one was free or could be bothered travelling all the way up that far except for my good friend, mitchell! wooo, the last time i went out with mitch to macarthur was in 2008 so it was all very exciting and conversations made the half an hour train trip pretty much non-existent.

we didn't shop, just paid visits to smiggle (where i finally bought my a1 wall planner! yes i've been waiting for it to go on sale #asian) and borders who did not have any of the books i wanted. however, they did have an elaborate bookshelf dedicated to all things frankie including the new issue that just came out! i havent bought the last two copies because, to be honest, they didnt look too appealing from the quick flick and read of the contents. but for some reason, this issue was pulling me towards it. maybe because i've been in search of the frankie 2011 diary which is completely and utterly sold out across nsw. but that's a different story of agony altogether. grabbed it off the shelf and went to pay and somehow, i got presented with a $10 voucher to spend on anything in store and expires on the 31st. score! paid an unhealthy visit to macca's to try out the $4.75 lunch deals. my verdict: hungry jacks' stunner deals are much better. we both agreed we needed more of these mini outings every month just so we don't go crazy from study overload. thanks mitch for being such an easy person to shop with :)

we all got a free mufti day on thursday. src were meant to collect money before everybody entered the hall for multicultural day and teaechers were meant to let one grade in at a time but some sub decided to allow everyone to run in and knock over all the src members. now everyone's going to do it again for a free mufti day rofl. nah, next time we're going to stick to the good ol' collecting through roll call method.

mum took me shopping on thursday night and when i was in equip the shopkeeper commented on my necklace and said, "wow, everybody seems to really like wearing crosses these days! what a trend!" i've been wearing my white gold cross necklace since 2008 when i was allowed to have my first communion at church and her comment offended me a whole lot. in general, i dont like it when somebody who is not christian whatsoever uses the cross as jewellery especially in the extreme-- draping it over the necks, on the fingers, around their wrists and on their ears all at the same time. my uncomfortable feelings towards this has toned down a lot though. i just hope the "trend" does pass soon because the cross should not be worn and seen purely as just a fashion item to decorate one's outfit with.

i spent 2 hours last night doing my nails. impulse. i really dont like wearing nail polish on my fingers during school terms because i am very much a uniform nerd. but last night, i just felt like doing it. 2 coats of black on my left hand, followed by two coats of glitter that jacqueline/vanessa bought me for my birthday. and then the korean gold on the other hand from the huge morning glory in the city. it was surprisingly good. now i have to wipe it all off because i start my first peak lesson tonight and i dont want the teacher to discriminate me at all. if he's anything like truong, he'll see my fingers and instantly put me on his "to watch" list. ahhhh. that's right, official chem student and going to be official peak student soon! oh, the workload.

i added my twitter to my blog now, because i'm much more active on that (for anybody interested.... *crickets*) haha, hope you all have a fantastic week :)

Labels: everyday, rant

i found out what necrophilia was today.

i did more than scream at the top of my lungs, trying to remove the idea out of my mind by shaking my head vigurously. no doubt, did not work. everyone around me said, "what?! you didn't know?" like the definition of that word is something one should find normal to regard as common knowledge. i thought necrophilia was a blood disease. i guess because it rhymed with "haemophilia". i thought necrophilia was the opposite of haemophilia, a disease where your blood clots more than needed. then someone pointed out that those two words also rhyme with "pedophilia" and kinda made my assumptions seem terribly stupid (they were smart, alright?). now i cant remove that word from my vocabulary and it will forever lurk around with me in my brain, wherever i go. ahhhhhhh!

putting that life scarring experience aside (those of you who dont know what it means, please don't look it up! please!), i am absolutely in love with english extension offline class, even if it's on the same day as math offline morning class. it's only once a week, so it goes for 2 hours but ms schultz is so easy going and always brings us some form of food! last week, it was lollipops and i thought that was nice of her already. this week, she lugs in bags of chocolate hot cross buns, margarine and a toaster. a toaster, in english class. lessons are always laidback despite the strenuous amount of writing down information. she told us class won't start till 3:10pm next week so we have time to go over the line and buy some food to bring into class! cos we english extension, we do what we like. she's so lenient. in saying that, she's not a bad teacher, very effective and informative, rather. just pities us for being nerds who stay after school to study english rofl. we're studying gothic literature at the moment and the only down side would be having to watch horror movies. i've never watched a horror movie in my life because that's how much of a chicken i am, hmph. otherwise, i don't mind staying back till 5pm at school on tuesdays, i eagerly look forward to every tuesday afternoon :$

i suggested an idea of having a bbq next week to the class but that's unconfirmed at the moment.

valentine's day went so well with sing-o-grams! learning all the songs on guitar on the night before was obviously tiring but i thoroughly enjoyed brightening up/embarrassing people with all the song dedications, hehe. our group got great feedback from the teachers of the classes that we performed in front of! dictator purves nodded and clapped for us before we left. that's something. i heard all the other groups had lots of fun too, and it's just a disappointment that we won't have the chance to do it again next year. thanks margaret, liza, michelle and alvin for downloading all the "upbeat songs" that i could not serenade. margaret and alvin figured out an erotic dance routine for sexyback instead of us singing to it. trust me. you wish you were there.

before i go, i just wanted to turn yellow and transform my skin cells into kernels so i have a reason to be corny. michelle and vanessa-- you guys are amazing. i've been put in such drastic positions in the past few days and you have done all that you could to make me feel cared about. for example, bursting into my src meeting and giving me a rose today, loudly exclaiming your love for me. lesbian or not, i just wanted to thank you two for always being there for me and knowing what to do and what to say. more than that, my group, my friends, my classmates, hurlstone class of 2012: you guys are amazing. this supportive network has cradled me through the first few weeks of senior with more laughter and enjoyment than i ever imagined. i look forward to all my classes, each and every one and especially offline classes. dont ask me why, i dont know, the thrill of doing maths while you should be sleeping? anyway. my pupils dont even constrict too much when i think of chemistry now (i officially am a chemistry student now. holy lightning beams, right?). thank you to everyone.

now go do your homework, year 11s. shoo! :p

Labels: senior

aloha readers! brought my camera along to a school event for once! swimming carnival this year was enjoyable like all hurlstone swimming carnivals are. even though i did the biathlon, got an instantaneous brain-numbing migraine the moment i walked out of the pool, lost my balance, started falling all over the place, not being able to walk straight, attempted to find a sanctuary by lying on the boiling cement and ended up vomitting into the bushes. all for wentworth, baby. cos we champion kids (h)

2011 themes
wentworth workforce
lachlan macquarie loony misfits
macarthur miami beach
farrer freaky fairytales

so many people migrated to different houses this year to fit the themes they wanted to dress up for. i congratulate all of you who moved into wentworth this year. i know i could never move to another house! so i came along in my w for wendy, w for wentworth shirt. ambiguity, homies, cos that's how i roll.

all photos taken by me except for the one of me all wet from free swim period (this was before i fertilised the plants with my bile and glorious stomach juices) and the one of me being kinky in hand cuffs. (mitchell and christie respectively :) you know you want it. 'it' being the kinky-ness not me in the hand cuffs. that's just dirty. what the hell wrong wit chu?!?!
























ooh, stick you, we are the blue and we're wentworth! i dont know how my sister got put into lachlan. aren't siblings meant to be in the same house? she was chanting all the lachlan war cries at home and started chanting that latin/french/jibberish one and my mum stopped what she was doing, stood next to my sister and stared at her in fascination and tried to figure out what the hell she was saying. toy-ya something.. a-tikki-tikki-tonga? suppa-suppa-wanda? .. .. .. "hey, she just called you awkward!" hell no, hold mah turtle! (turtles are green. very relevant, i say.)




it took me approximately two hours to upload, resize, rearrange. alllll forrrr youuuu, loyal readers! thank you for reading wendzilla :)

Labels: boxhead, school event

chúc mừng năm mới! 新年快樂! 새해 복 많이! Щастлива Нова година! okay, a bit extreme there, i don't think google translating it in bulgarian was necessary but happy new year, guys! year of the wabbit/cat, more reason to miff miff around and eat some carrots. wearing bunny ears at borders today will get you 11% off for vip members, that's right. last night i managed to fall asleep at around 11 but was woken up by loud thundering booms which, after i jumped out of my skin and climbed back into it, I soon realised were fireworks. wishing all the boys happiness and high scores on cod and all the girls good grades and extreme, cornea-terminating beauty, hehehe :3 (yesterday was basketball tryouts. my thumb got slaughtered and is unmovable at the moment and i found out today that i didnt even make the team. pity lì xì, anyone?)

first week of year 11 nearly over and it has been nothing but tiring and fast paced. the periods go by so quickly! or maybe it's just me and my mindset to focus this year. i have been enjoying my subjects and i'm already looking forward to certain subjects, which makes me feel relieved that i picked subjects i actually liked last year. i dont know how many times the concept of studying hard and preparing for hsc has been slapped in our faces and it all got a bit scary at one point but i'm calm now. cool and collected. cool as a cucumber. i cant say the same about this horrible brotherpucking weather and the school's lack of air conditioning. something about too much electricity and the power box not being able to handle it per building-- yeah, $700000 for the shelter over the basketball courts but no air conditioning :(

i'm already tired just thinking about the fact that i have offline classes for the next two years. this is what things are like at the moment:

monday: offline math 3-3:45
tuesday: offline math 7:40-8:40, english 3-5
thursday: offline math 7:40-8:40

which effectively makes tuesday an 11 hour school day if i count when i have to wake up. oh girl, i cry cry! my mum was teaching me how to sneak food into the classroom and how to eat it inconspicuously after i explained my offline class times to her. go mother wendzilla!

mock trial sign up tomorrow~ it sounds so exciting, i hope i make the team though i am already terrified of having to catch up on classes i miss. it's all so confusing, this line 1-6 business and not being able to rely entirely on someone else to know where to go for next period. muahuahua. today i did a karate kick and lawrence snatched my foot whilst it was still in mid-air and started running away, making me hop along after him. imagine how weird/funny/provocative that looked. thanks loz.

love, mrs hair flick.

Labels: asian mums going all badass, hot hot hot hot

you
it's like i had a diamond
and i chucked it out to sea
and it kept floating back in
with a bit of seaweed on it
so i'd push it back out
and it'd float back in
with its shape a bit irregular
and i'd push it back out
influencing the waves at the shoreline with my hands
but it kept washing back in
and back in and back in
and it kept doing that for so long
and i kept doing that for so long
then one day
it didnt come back
and i had nothing to push away
and i missed how much it sparkled
so i got into a canoe and paddled out
looked everywhere
day and night, strong and weak waves
and found it again
and it looked the most beautiful that it had ever been
and now
it's me and the diamond
in the canoe
at sea
you
and me

good morning sunshine, you look beautiful today!

on wednesday, i decided to go to macarthur square after school to buy some novels for english (and also as an excuse to not go home and dive straight into study and revising). no one was free or could be bothered travelling all the way up that far except for my good friend, mitchell! wooo, the last time i went out with mitch to macarthur was in 2008 so it was all very exciting and conversations made the half an hour train trip pretty much non-existent.

we didn't shop, just paid visits to smiggle (where i finally bought my a1 wall planner! yes i've been waiting for it to go on sale #asian) and borders who did not have any of the books i wanted. however, they did have an elaborate bookshelf dedicated to all things frankie including the new issue that just came out! i havent bought the last two copies because, to be honest, they didnt look too appealing from the quick flick and read of the contents. but for some reason, this issue was pulling me towards it. maybe because i've been in search of the frankie 2011 diary which is completely and utterly sold out across nsw. but that's a different story of agony altogether. grabbed it off the shelf and went to pay and somehow, i got presented with a $10 voucher to spend on anything in store and expires on the 31st. score! paid an unhealthy visit to macca's to try out the $4.75 lunch deals. my verdict: hungry jacks' stunner deals are much better. we both agreed we needed more of these mini outings every month just so we don't go crazy from study overload. thanks mitch for being such an easy person to shop with :)

we all got a free mufti day on thursday. src were meant to collect money before everybody entered the hall for multicultural day and teaechers were meant to let one grade in at a time but some sub decided to allow everyone to run in and knock over all the src members. now everyone's going to do it again for a free mufti day rofl. nah, next time we're going to stick to the good ol' collecting through roll call method.

mum took me shopping on thursday night and when i was in equip the shopkeeper commented on my necklace and said, "wow, everybody seems to really like wearing crosses these days! what a trend!" i've been wearing my white gold cross necklace since 2008 when i was allowed to have my first communion at church and her comment offended me a whole lot. in general, i dont like it when somebody who is not christian whatsoever uses the cross as jewellery especially in the extreme-- draping it over the necks, on the fingers, around their wrists and on their ears all at the same time. my uncomfortable feelings towards this has toned down a lot though. i just hope the "trend" does pass soon because the cross should not be worn and seen purely as just a fashion item to decorate one's outfit with.

i spent 2 hours last night doing my nails. impulse. i really dont like wearing nail polish on my fingers during school terms because i am very much a uniform nerd. but last night, i just felt like doing it. 2 coats of black on my left hand, followed by two coats of glitter that jacqueline/vanessa bought me for my birthday. and then the korean gold on the other hand from the huge morning glory in the city. it was surprisingly good. now i have to wipe it all off because i start my first peak lesson tonight and i dont want the teacher to discriminate me at all. if he's anything like truong, he'll see my fingers and instantly put me on his "to watch" list. ahhhh. that's right, official chem student and going to be official peak student soon! oh, the workload.

i added my twitter to my blog now, because i'm much more active on that (for anybody interested.... *crickets*) haha, hope you all have a fantastic week :)

Labels: everyday, rant

i found out what necrophilia was today.

i did more than scream at the top of my lungs, trying to remove the idea out of my mind by shaking my head vigurously. no doubt, did not work. everyone around me said, "what?! you didn't know?" like the definition of that word is something one should find normal to regard as common knowledge. i thought necrophilia was a blood disease. i guess because it rhymed with "haemophilia". i thought necrophilia was the opposite of haemophilia, a disease where your blood clots more than needed. then someone pointed out that those two words also rhyme with "pedophilia" and kinda made my assumptions seem terribly stupid (they were smart, alright?). now i cant remove that word from my vocabulary and it will forever lurk around with me in my brain, wherever i go. ahhhhhhh!

putting that life scarring experience aside (those of you who dont know what it means, please don't look it up! please!), i am absolutely in love with english extension offline class, even if it's on the same day as math offline morning class. it's only once a week, so it goes for 2 hours but ms schultz is so easy going and always brings us some form of food! last week, it was lollipops and i thought that was nice of her already. this week, she lugs in bags of chocolate hot cross buns, margarine and a toaster. a toaster, in english class. lessons are always laidback despite the strenuous amount of writing down information. she told us class won't start till 3:10pm next week so we have time to go over the line and buy some food to bring into class! cos we english extension, we do what we like. she's so lenient. in saying that, she's not a bad teacher, very effective and informative, rather. just pities us for being nerds who stay after school to study english rofl. we're studying gothic literature at the moment and the only down side would be having to watch horror movies. i've never watched a horror movie in my life because that's how much of a chicken i am, hmph. otherwise, i don't mind staying back till 5pm at school on tuesdays, i eagerly look forward to every tuesday afternoon :$

i suggested an idea of having a bbq next week to the class but that's unconfirmed at the moment.

valentine's day went so well with sing-o-grams! learning all the songs on guitar on the night before was obviously tiring but i thoroughly enjoyed brightening up/embarrassing people with all the song dedications, hehe. our group got great feedback from the teachers of the classes that we performed in front of! dictator purves nodded and clapped for us before we left. that's something. i heard all the other groups had lots of fun too, and it's just a disappointment that we won't have the chance to do it again next year. thanks margaret, liza, michelle and alvin for downloading all the "upbeat songs" that i could not serenade. margaret and alvin figured out an erotic dance routine for sexyback instead of us singing to it. trust me. you wish you were there.

before i go, i just wanted to turn yellow and transform my skin cells into kernels so i have a reason to be corny. michelle and vanessa-- you guys are amazing. i've been put in such drastic positions in the past few days and you have done all that you could to make me feel cared about. for example, bursting into my src meeting and giving me a rose today, loudly exclaiming your love for me. lesbian or not, i just wanted to thank you two for always being there for me and knowing what to do and what to say. more than that, my group, my friends, my classmates, hurlstone class of 2012: you guys are amazing. this supportive network has cradled me through the first few weeks of senior with more laughter and enjoyment than i ever imagined. i look forward to all my classes, each and every one and especially offline classes. dont ask me why, i dont know, the thrill of doing maths while you should be sleeping? anyway. my pupils dont even constrict too much when i think of chemistry now (i officially am a chemistry student now. holy lightning beams, right?). thank you to everyone.

now go do your homework, year 11s. shoo! :p

Labels: senior

aloha readers! brought my camera along to a school event for once! swimming carnival this year was enjoyable like all hurlstone swimming carnivals are. even though i did the biathlon, got an instantaneous brain-numbing migraine the moment i walked out of the pool, lost my balance, started falling all over the place, not being able to walk straight, attempted to find a sanctuary by lying on the boiling cement and ended up vomitting into the bushes. all for wentworth, baby. cos we champion kids (h)

2011 themes
wentworth workforce
lachlan macquarie loony misfits
macarthur miami beach
farrer freaky fairytales

so many people migrated to different houses this year to fit the themes they wanted to dress up for. i congratulate all of you who moved into wentworth this year. i know i could never move to another house! so i came along in my w for wendy, w for wentworth shirt. ambiguity, homies, cos that's how i roll.

all photos taken by me except for the one of me all wet from free swim period (this was before i fertilised the plants with my bile and glorious stomach juices) and the one of me being kinky in hand cuffs. (mitchell and christie respectively :) you know you want it. 'it' being the kinky-ness not me in the hand cuffs. that's just dirty. what the hell wrong wit chu?!?!
























ooh, stick you, we are the blue and we're wentworth! i dont know how my sister got put into lachlan. aren't siblings meant to be in the same house? she was chanting all the lachlan war cries at home and started chanting that latin/french/jibberish one and my mum stopped what she was doing, stood next to my sister and stared at her in fascination and tried to figure out what the hell she was saying. toy-ya something.. a-tikki-tikki-tonga? suppa-suppa-wanda? .. .. .. "hey, she just called you awkward!" hell no, hold mah turtle! (turtles are green. very relevant, i say.)




it took me approximately two hours to upload, resize, rearrange. alllll forrrr youuuu, loyal readers! thank you for reading wendzilla :)

Labels: boxhead, school event

chúc mừng năm mới! 新年快樂! 새해 복 많이! Щастлива Нова година! okay, a bit extreme there, i don't think google translating it in bulgarian was necessary but happy new year, guys! year of the wabbit/cat, more reason to miff miff around and eat some carrots. wearing bunny ears at borders today will get you 11% off for vip members, that's right. last night i managed to fall asleep at around 11 but was woken up by loud thundering booms which, after i jumped out of my skin and climbed back into it, I soon realised were fireworks. wishing all the boys happiness and high scores on cod and all the girls good grades and extreme, cornea-terminating beauty, hehehe :3 (yesterday was basketball tryouts. my thumb got slaughtered and is unmovable at the moment and i found out today that i didnt even make the team. pity lì xì, anyone?)

first week of year 11 nearly over and it has been nothing but tiring and fast paced. the periods go by so quickly! or maybe it's just me and my mindset to focus this year. i have been enjoying my subjects and i'm already looking forward to certain subjects, which makes me feel relieved that i picked subjects i actually liked last year. i dont know how many times the concept of studying hard and preparing for hsc has been slapped in our faces and it all got a bit scary at one point but i'm calm now. cool and collected. cool as a cucumber. i cant say the same about this horrible brotherpucking weather and the school's lack of air conditioning. something about too much electricity and the power box not being able to handle it per building-- yeah, $700000 for the shelter over the basketball courts but no air conditioning :(

i'm already tired just thinking about the fact that i have offline classes for the next two years. this is what things are like at the moment:

monday: offline math 3-3:45
tuesday: offline math 7:40-8:40, english 3-5
thursday: offline math 7:40-8:40

which effectively makes tuesday an 11 hour school day if i count when i have to wake up. oh girl, i cry cry! my mum was teaching me how to sneak food into the classroom and how to eat it inconspicuously after i explained my offline class times to her. go mother wendzilla!

mock trial sign up tomorrow~ it sounds so exciting, i hope i make the team though i am already terrified of having to catch up on classes i miss. it's all so confusing, this line 1-6 business and not being able to rely entirely on someone else to know where to go for next period. muahuahua. today i did a karate kick and lawrence snatched my foot whilst it was still in mid-air and started running away, making me hop along after him. imagine how weird/funny/provocative that looked. thanks loz.

love, mrs hair flick.

Labels: asian mums going all badass, hot hot hot hot