
good friday means i have church tonight where i'll have to perform, eep! please stop asking me if i'm christian or catholic. catholicism is a branch of christianity and if i have to repeat that one more time only to get a response of, "whoa, what the hecks, brah" i'm going to pull someone's toenails off. moral of the story is that i'm protestant.
this morning, i got up, out of bed and the back of my left leg felt cold. i sat on my computer chair, and my left leg felt very cold. i thought i had frostbite on one leg, or my sister spilt water on me by accident (because she has this thing where she only drinks water before she sleeps and after she wakes up). my hands got cold and i decided to sit on my hands to warm them up, before realising that i was molesting myself. the left leg of my pj pants have a massive rip on them and i do not know how what who why. my favourite pj pants since 2008 :(
i am a truong student. ever since 2005. and tomorrow will be the most important exam i'm ever going to take at the centre: differentiation. it's more than just chain rules and sketching-- it will decide whether i get into his 4 unit class or not! i've never been big on the idea of 4 unit math.. people at whitlam library will recall a deranged girl exclaiming her hate for math and desire to drop down to "2 unit math already" but if there's an opportunity, i'm going to grab it. with shaking hands and teary eyes. honestly, whenever i think about the exam, my brain starts spinning inside my head and my dear little brain cells bang on the inside of my skull screaming, "let us out! let us ouuuuut!"
results of going to the library this week has meant more progress! finished chemistry, legal studies, biology and english extension. it's strange because i've barely touched english advanced and it is my first exam.. and i'm already preparing for music prac which is my last exam. i love english. but i've shun creative writing. you won't come round and break my heart like you did last time, creative writing. and i dont even want to look at math. worry 'bout that later. on another note, the ringtone of somebody's phone went off in the library and instantly recognising that it was big bang, mitchell and i started dancing to the 4 seconds that we heard.
mitchell and eric took it into their hands yesterday to try and get me to clean my ears, telling me that it might cure my on-going tinnitus problem. hearing the ringing in my ears every night stresses the crap out of me and has made it hard for me to be alone because all i hear is the ringing and i hate it! eric, from personal experience, says that cleaning his ears made his ringing vanish and mitchell called me unhygienic. this is australia, mitch, we don't shove sticks in our ears, asian style. it was hilarious watching them talk to me about earwax and i took it as a comedy show rather than any kind of serious friend-to-friend help. kidding, you guys made me feel cared about (a)
ordered yesterday off urban outfitters with vivian, genevieve, jenny, danica and lisa! my second order of uo, but the first time was presents for eric. this time round, i got something for me! it's strange though. i find it so much easier to spend money on other people and not on myself. i'm not saying i'm a selfless, helpful, charitable person but i'm saying that when it comes to buying other people presents, i'll regard $20 as an absolutely fine amount but $20 on myself would be something like cry cry cry cry cry all day everyday. situation yesterday was the image of the shirt i wanted lingering on my mind for the whole time i was at the library then 3 hours at home, whilst studying for biology, whether i should get it. or not. or get it. or not. in the end, i did get it, and no regrets yet. so that's a good sign! hehe. that's like how yesterday eric wouldnt even buy himself a $1.20 coconut drink but would happily fork out $8.95 to surprise me with an issue of frankie *hug* (of course, i bought the drink for him, jees, don't raise those eyebrows at me!) couldn't fork out $48 to get a lomography fisheye camera though. but the hassle of developing film and buying film (should have really switched the order of those two) would make my camera redundant because i'll end up "saving" the film and never using it. on anything. like my polaroid. originally, i was gifted with 3 boxes of film. it's been two years and two boxes still remain.
i'll leave you with something quite amusing:
tackiest royal wedding souvenirs. hope everybody enjoys the last few days of their holidays and make sure you give me a pat on the shoulder if i make it out alive after tomorrow's differentiation exam! good luck to all truong kids!
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