
happy 16th birthday geneboob! i've known you for 6 years now and i can honestly say you've stayed true to yourself and to all those around you. saturdays with you and grace are lovely and i only hope to become closer with you. hope you had a wonderful day, g!
yesterday, received my first half yearly mark and ranking that i am ecstatic with! english, you are my best friend. the blood that runs through my veins. the tiny, nearly invisible hairs above my upper lip. now you're all gonna look there next time you see me. *flares nostrils* i cannot believe it. when we had to go and collect our creative writing marks from our teacher, i had all fingers crossed. it worked. my creative mark alone was astonishing to me. i did not even finish my story. i was hugging it and could not stop smiling. i think i came off as a complete bitch but i was just really, really, really shocked! since when did i do well in creative writing, you know?! essays, analytical pieces, short answers can save my soul but never would i dare place any trust on my creative pieces. then we had to go and get our ranking slips and to be completely honest with you, and i'm speaking pull-out-my-intestines-and-lay-them-flat-across-your-desk-honest, i wanted to be in the top 50. and that was all. all my other rankings have disappointed me to no end and i did not have it in me to expect a high two digit ranking. when i first got my ranking back, the forward slash in the ranking (e.g. ???/???) made it look like there was a 7 in my rank. and i was like, "yeah, alright!" until danica took my slip and was congratulating me. took it back and stood still, shocked. it was possibly the best moment in my academic life. i had tears in my eyes. and i'm going to work hard and try and get somewhere nearer to that ranking in my other subjects.
any year 10 peeps who read my blog: pick subjects you're good at. please. don't try go for chem if you're an english orientated student. it's a mistake. your results will show it and you'll regret it like me. i took it simply because of guilt. i mean, you can get good results in subjects you generally dont perform well in but you'd have to put it a great amount of effort and why bother when you can just pick subjects from the faculties of your strength!
second round of premier's debating challenge today against camden high school. the topic was that we should prosecute ceo's of companies responsible for environmental accidents. went into the prep room, heart drumming away in my chest! had no idea what to talk about. luckily, amy, veronica and stephen all helped me to calm myself down and come up with ideas. and i somehow stretched my speech to 8:08. not seconds, minutes. yes, i did it. yes, we won! i spoke for longer than 8 minutes! yahoo! i remember those days in year 5 debating where i'd speak for 2 minutes and that'd seem like something worth comparing to neil armstrong's first steps on the moon. i am progressively becoming better as a public speaker and can't wait till round 3 where hurlstone a will be up against hurlstone b! hopefully we get some of you guys in our audience, hehehe, it eel be greeeeeeeet! [/weird accent that i do not know where from]
thankyou to eric for coming to see me even if class ends so late! and buying me food, hehehe. even if it was the smallest size box of chips. jees. why so cheap. kidding, honey! people give me a tic-tac and i can't stop smiling. food is the key to my soul. sometimes i wonder why i'm not tied up in a pedophile's white van somewhere.
i know i've kinda been slacking off on my blog. few years ago where i'd blog every single day. too many assessment tasks. and major integration exam at truong this week, eeeeeep! but i've been getting a lot of formspring messages lately! thankyou to each and every reader and every message leaver, it really puts the cherry on top of my day sometimes. hope you guys are all well, don't eat sick people's germs in the air and put yo gum boots on! ta-ta, my dears!





